Monday, August 31, 2009
"Save me"
"You Make Me Feel Like SuperMan"
Hii 7abaybii!! I'm writing this for y'all &TRYING to make it long!
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o0 a7is ina I'm OBLIGED to tell y'all ina school is starting soon! So madree mita I'll be able to post:( Yimken not everyday bes I'll promise I'll post! Even if I have to write them all &put them on TIMED! (Inshallah Zarh it3alimnee 3adil shloon.. >.>) Anywho! Enough rambling &lets get the ball rolling! ;)
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“Talk to me..” Marzoug said calmly
“He's been in a couple of fights, been to the police chem mara ba3ed, o0 kan yadris bara until this summer lemn red likwait.. Kan gam yadris law, bes igooloon ina he has an american woman ihnak..” 3abdallah told Marzoug
“Mmm.. Mara ammreekiya.. 7ilo.. 3ash idor ihnak 3ayal..” Marzoug added
“Haha! 9a7 ilsanik..” 3abdallah laughed
“Inzain, kamil..” Marzoug said
“o0 hatha bes ilee I got to..” 3abdallah said dissapointed
“Zain, 5air inshallah, mashkoor 7abeebii” Marzoug thanked him
“Laa, walaw, inta o5oyy!” 3abdallah said
“7abeeeb!! Inzain, ana lazem arou7, Jenna al7een yaya..” He said
“Faminila” Marzoug replied and hung up
Jenna came out of her room, wearing dark jean shorts, a white tank top, and pink flip flops. She had her hair down and it was still wet. She hated drying her hair after a shower, because it got it frizzy. Marzoug was so taken aback by how she locked he forgot to breath.
“Ermm.. Hii?” She giggled
“Haa? Hala!” Marzoug blushed
“Shfeek?” She giggled
“La salamtich! You look damn fine if I may say so..” He winked
“Hehe, thank you! You look damn good too!” She laughed
“a7im a7im!” was all he said
“Laaaa! 3ada don't get all cocky!” She nudged him
“a77! Zain!” He laughed
She picked up the pillow and smacked him with it, but he caught it right on time and threw it away, he picked her up from her knees and had her on his shoulder face down. She couldn't stop laughing.
“Marzoug! Bes nazilneee!! HAHAHA!!!” She laughed
“LA2! Mara7 anazlich! Ana awareech shloon it6igeeniii!!” He laughed
“I'm sowieeee!! Pwease nazilneee!!” She pouted
“Zain, since you said sorry, badanzlich, bes gooleeha again, shloon shloon?!” He said putting her down
“Sowieeeeee” She giggled
“Woooi!!! Wallah mako wa7da bil dinya mithlich..” He told her
“Hehe, thank you.. Bes ako a7san miniii..” She told him
“Wallah mako.. Jen, tara it's not the way you look, that brings me to my knees, its the way you look at me.. And I can stare at you forever, if forever you were staring at me.. You make me feel like SuperMan.. Wallah ma3ach I feel so carefree! Agdar asawee ilee abeeh..” He told her looking into her eyes
“Wow.. I don't know what to say..” She lowered her head
“Don't say anything.. Bes promise me inich dayman ra7 itkooneen ib 7ayatii.. In ANY way!” He told her
“I promise.” She smiled
They sat on the sofa, and they started flipping channels, until it got to the point nothing caught their attention and Marzoug suggested watching a movie.
“Shrayich we watch a movie?” He asked her
“EEE!! Sure!!” She screamed
“Shno tabeen itshoofeen?” He asked her
“Kaifickkk!” She told him smiling
“Shrayich a horror movie?” He asked her
“Ee, okay! Bes I'm warning you! I can scream VERY loud! a5af I hurt your ears..” She giggled
“Chubayy! I've heard blood curling screams.. Yours bi9eer music..” He pulled her near
“Okay! Yalla 3ayal!” She told him
They loaded Silent Hill into the DVD player and the movie started.. She would scream and hide her face in his chest, and he would pull her in tighter making sure she was safe. He didn't tell her, but it made him feel wanted. It made him feel like she loved him. It made him remember the old days. And he smiled. Time came for Jassim to come.. Jenna excused herself to go and get ready. Marzoug didn't stop her, secretly he liked seeing her dressed up, it made him think about how she would look like when she would get married. But before getting ready, Jenna called Alya and asked her some fashion advice and what she could wear since she would be in her house, so dressing up completely and wearing heels and the all would be overrated.
“Al! I need your help! Marzoug is going to meet Jassim tonight! o0 Jassim yay baitna! Shno albis?!” She screamed into her phone
“Shhh!! Haday!! Look! Don't get all dressed up because you're home, and it would be overrated..” Jenna knew Alya shrugged at that moment
“Okay okay! Shalbis 3ayal!” Jenna asked again
“Libsay your skinny jeans and your D&G shirt and flip-flops!” Alya smiled
“YES!! Thanks 7ayatii!! I love you! I'll fill you in ba3dain! Bye baby!” Jenna said
“Haha, you bettaa! Bye!” and the phone called ended
Jenna got ready as quickly as her body would let her. She put some mascara and blush on, and she was ready to go! Less is more;) She left her room and found Marzoug sitting in the living room watching the news.
“Min mita it6ali3 il a5bar 7a6'ritik?” She laughed
“Malait ga3id an6irich.. Fa gimt a6ali3 hal bullshit..” He said annoyed
“Okayyy.. Inzain, nanzil?” she asked
“Ee, okay.” He said and started for the stairs.
They settled down and waited for Jassim to call Jenna so they could let him in and start what they were all waiting for..
After 10 minutes of Jenna and Marzoug waiting for Jassim, he finally called Jenna to tell her that he's 5 minutes away..
“Aloo?”
“Jana?” Jassim said
“Hala 7abeebi” Jenna said, and that tore a part of Marzoug's heart..
“Ana 5 digayig and akoon bara..” He told her nervously
“YAY! Alright, al7een ni6la3 3ashan we welcome you” She smiled
“La mala da3eee” Jassim said
“Lah da3y! And stop tryna change my mind.” He giggled
“Rasich yabis! Haha, zain zain..” He laughed
“Yala.. See you soon!” She hung up
Jenna and Marzoug went out to greet Jassim..
“Elsalam o0 3alaikum” Jassim said lending his hand
“Wa 3alaikum il salam” Marzoug said shaking Jassim's hand
Jenna blushed, and Jassim kissed her cheek.
“Tifa6'al!” Jenna smiled
“Mashkoora..” Jassim said walking into Jenna's house for the first time..
They sat down and got done with the formalities, and then the real talk started..
“Jassim, ana 3indii so2al lik, bes don't take it seriously.. I'm just making sure Jenna doesn't get hurt here.." Marzoug said
“Marzoug.” Jenna said sternly
“5aleeh.. Go ahead..” Jassim said
“Ana sami3 ina you have an American girlfriend.. Is it true?” Marzoug asked, knowing what he was getting into.. Breaking Jenna's heart with that question, and getting into Jassim's deepest darkest kept seceret..
“Ee, I used to.” Jassim said
“You did?” Jenna asked
“Ee, I did. Lemn I was in the states, she was a friend and then things progressed.. Bes 5ala9, we're not together anymore, ma3ana we're still friends.. We now see eye to eye..” Jassim said
“Laish ma kint adrii?” Jenna asked him annoyed
“Madrii?” Jassim said
“Kayy.” Was all that Jenna said, “ana baroo7 ashoof itha il 3asha 5ala9..” Jenna said getting up
“Mo hatha ilee ana sam3a..” Is what Marzoug said after he made sure Jenna was out of hearing distance
“Don't believe what you hear..” Jassim said annoyed
“Mmm..” Marzoug replied
Quiet..
Then..
“Isma3, ana bagoolick al7een, ana a7ib Jenna, o0 6oul 3omrii kint a7ib'ha, o0 ga3id anabhik.. Wallah itha i9eer feeha AYSHAY......” Marzoug trailed off
“Lat 5af mara7 asawee feeha shay.. o0 adree it7ib'ha.. Bes ana a7ibha o0 mosta7eel ajra7'ha.. 7ayatii min doon'ha ma tiswa shay! o0 inta adra.. 7atan itha ana wiyaha are not together anymore, abee 3al a8el ina akoun ib her life, la2na she's an insanely amazing girl, ma7ed yit8aren feeha..” Jassim continued
“Good.. Bes mo ya3nii I'm going to be any less protective..” Marzoug informed Jassim
“Good, I'm glad it won't.” Jassim said
“IL 3ASHA JAHIZZZZ!!!” Jenna screamed into the living room
“Zain zain, 5ara3teena ya mama!” Marzoug laughed
“Sowie Zougi!” Jenna laughed
“Tifa6'al..” Marzoug said
He's only putting up with this because of Jenna, because he loves her and can't be without her, and if he has to give up on his happiness 3ashan'ha, he'll do so.. He'll give up his soul for Jenna..
They sat down on the dining table and started eating, laughing at the mis-haps that happened to Jassim in the states..
“Jassim, abee as2ilick shay..” Jenna said
“Si2lay..” Jassim smiled
“...”
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To be continuedddddd..
I hope you liked this! This cliffhanger isn't murderous.. Is it? :p
a7ibkumm!! I'll try posting as soon as possible!
COMMENT!! FEEDBACK!!!! Willa I WILL stop! :p
-Q
PS: Alvaro readers! I talked to Alvaro, inshallah bacher she'll post! xD Fa don't worry, I'm still going to nag her until I get a post;)
Sunday, August 30, 2009
Update!
"You Were My Everything"
Hii 7abaybii!!
"[Talking:]
This goes out to someone that was
Once the most important person in my life
I didn’t realize it at the time
I can’t forgive myself for the way I treated you so
I don’t really expect you to either
It’s just... I don’t even know
Just listen…
You’re the one that I want, the one that I need
The one that I gotta have just to succeed
When I first saw you, I knew it was real
I’m sorry about the pain I made you feel
That wasn’t me; let me show you the way
I looked for the sun, but it’s raining today
I remember when I first looked into your eyes
It was like God was there, heaven in the skies
I wore a disguise 'cause I didn’t want to get hurt
But I didn’t know I made everything worse
You told me we were crazy in love
But you didn’t care when push came to shove
If you loved me as much as you said you did
Then you wouldn’t have hurt me like I ain’t shit
Now you pushed me away like you never even knew me
I loved you with my heart, really and truly
I guess you forgot about the times that we shared
When I would run my fingers through your hair
Late nights, just holding you in my arms
I don’t know how I could do you so wrong
I really wanna show you I really need to hold you
I really wanna know you like no one else could know you
You’re number one, always in my heart
And now I can’t believe that our love is torn apart
[Chorus:]
I need you and
I miss you and
I want you and
I love you ‘cause
I wanna hold you,
I wanna kiss you
You were my everything
And I really miss you [2x]
I knew you gonna sit and play this with your new man
And then sit and laugh as you’re holding his hand
The thought of that just shatters my heart
It breaks in my soul and it tears me apart
At times we was off I was scared to show you
Now I wanna hold you until I can’t hold you
Without you, everything seems strange
Your name is forever planted in my brain
Damn it, I’m insane,
Take away the pain
Take away the hurt
Baby, we can make it work
What about when you
Looked into my eyes
Told me you loved me
As you would hugged me
I guess everything you said was a lie
I think about it, it brings tears to my eyes
Now I’m not even a thought in your mind
I can see clearly, my love is not blind
[Chorus:]
I need you and
I miss you and
I want you and
I love you ‘cause
I wanna hold you,
I wanna kiss you
You were my everything
And I really miss you [2x]
[Talking:]
I just wish everything could have turned out differently
I had a special feeling about you
I thought maybe you did too
You would understand, but…
No matter what, you’ll always be in my heart
You’ll always be my baby
Our first day, it seemed so magical
I remember all the time that I had with you
Remember when you first came to my house?
You looked like an angel wearing that blouse
We hit it off, I knew it was real
But now I can’t take all the pain that I feel
Reach in your heart, I know I’m still there
I don’t wanna hear that you no longer care
Remember the times? Remember when we kissed?
I didn’t think you would ever do me like this
I didn’t think you’d wanna see me depressed
I thought you’d be there for me, this I confess
You said you were my best friend, was that a lie?
Now I’m nothing to you, you’re with another guy
I tried, I tried, I tried, and I’m trying
Now on the inside it feels like I’m dying
[Chorus:]
I need you and
I miss you and
I want you and
I love you ‘cause
I wanna hold you,
I wanna kiss you
You were my everything
And I really miss you [2x]
[Talking:]
And I do miss you
I just thought we were meant to be
I guess now, we’ll never know
The only thing I want is for you to be happy
Whether it be with me, or without me
I just want you to be happy"
"Ihda2 lich.." He forced a smile
"Hehe.. Mashkoor.." She said and lowered her head
"Shrayich it5aleena iyee baitkum o0 ashoofa o0 inta7acha ihnak?" He asked her
"Okay, may5alif" She said
"Digay al7een.." He said
"La 3adii, bes ou9al il bait.." She told him
"Laish mo al7een?" He asked her
"La2na lemn nou9al il bait abii atsaba7 o0 kil shay.." She told him
"Mmm.. Inzain.." He said
They got home and Jenna called Jassim and filled him in. She told him Marzoug wanted him to go to her house so he could meet him and talk with him
“Mita?” Jassim asked
“Tonight?” She told him
“Ee, inshallah..” He said
“5ala9, see you at 8. Love you. Bye” She said and hung up
Saturday, August 29, 2009
Experementing..
Anywhoo! New post soon inshallah! Lates today=]
Zarh, sorry 7ayatii:* the next post 7agich:*
I love you all!! <3
-Q
"You're Mine I said, MINE!"
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"Eeeh, and don't worry babe, I'm all ears, and I promise not one word will come out of me. Afa 3alaichh! Mo lazem 7aten itgooleen chithee!" He smiled
"Okayy, thank you. Ig3ad please.." Was all she could muster..
He sat down on the high chair waiting for her to tell him what she wanted to say to him.. He started getting anxious..
"Jenna shfeech?" he asked her
"Marzoug." She said
"JENNA SHFEECH?!" He yelled
"I'm with someone.." She said and lowered her head..
His eyes grew wide with shock.
"Mno ohwa?" He asked her with a stern voice.
She said nothing.
"Ana sa2altich so2al. MNO OHWA?!" He said again. This time his voice getting louder.
"MARZOUG! BES!!!!!! I am SERIOUS!! Suddenly you walk out of my life and then come back in and you expect me to drop everything cause my childhood love STILL loves me and wants me back?! Marzoug! I didn't even recognize you when I saw you! He's a nice guy! AND I'd appreciate it if you would be my friend NOW and stop acting like the jealous boyfriend! Because HE DIDN'T GET JEALOUS LEMN GITLA BA6LA3 MA3AAAAAK!!!!!!!" She screamed and stormed out of the kitchen
She ran up to her room and slammed the door behind her. She sat on her bed hugging her knees. Wondering is he going to come in and say he's sorry or is he going to take his stuff and leave. She didn't want him to leave. But if she learned one thing about guys is that they need their time.
Knock knock..
"Mno?!" She screamed
"Ana.. Zougich.." He said
"Na3am?!" She asked him infuriated
"Momken adish?" He asked her calmly
"Tofa6'al.." She said in a low voice
He opened her door, walked in and sat beside her on her bed..
"I'm sorry. You had a point. Bes lima3loomatich, I didn't walk out on you.. I thought if I disappeared it would be easier for the both of us.. Ya3nii later.. And itha intay o0 madrii shisma don't have a problem with me meeting him, I'd like to meet him. Bes Jenna, itha sawa feech aw shay! Aw jas ish3ara 3ala rasich, al3an 5airaaaa!" He warned her
She jumped up and hugged him
"ZOUGIIIII!!!! I'd LOVE for you to meet him! Walla he's a nice guy! I'll call him and agoola tabee ita3araf 3alaih! o0 3ala 6arii isma.. Isma Jassim liflani.. " She told him smiling
"Ahh.. Zain, wild nas.." He said
"Eee" She smiled
"Inzain, yalla goomay! Abee a6al3ich, mabee i6'eeg 5ilgich at all!" He told her
"Hehe, mashkoor.. Wain binroo7 inshallah?" She asked him
"again with the questions?!" He laughed
"You're not taking me to Coldstone again are you?!" She giggled
"Laaa! Somewhere else.. Intay bes goomay!" He winked
"Inzain, casual or formal?" She asked him
"Casual! o0 i7na mara7 in5ali9 ma3a the questions. I didn't murder someone you know?" He laughed
"Inzaiiiiiiiiiin, bara baraaa!" She told him
"Laaa! Abii a6ali333!" He tickled her
"Marzouuug! BARAA!! BES YA SHAGOOL!! OUT NOW!!" She laughed
"Zain, zain, I'm going out.." He got up and kissed her, close to her lips.. and left the room
She sat there in awe. He almost kissed her. But he KNEW she was off limits. She shrugged it off and got up to change. She decided to wear blue Juicy Sweats, and white converse shoes. She pulled her hair up into a pony tail, and applied some black mascara and clear lipgloss. She got her LV Speedy bag and threw whatever she needed into it.
She went out to find him sitting in the living room.
"You look ADORABLE! You look like you're 14 again.." He laughed
"Hehe, thank you" She said as she bowed in curtsey
"Yalla mishaina?" He asked
"Yallaaaah!" She screamed and threw her hands in the air
"This time, we're taking my car babyyyy!!" She added
"Haha, inshallah" He smiled
They got into Jenna's Porsche with Marzoug driving. He drove until he got her to their shalaih in Jlai3a. He got out of the car..
"SURPRISE!" He laughed
"Surprise my ass! But, hey I like it" She smiled
"8a9bin 3alaich! Haha! Yalla! Go in and I'll be there soon, bes ayeeb il a8ra6' and I need to call my dad to tell him wi9alna" He winked
"Haha, inzain, and stop winking yal m3'azilchee!!" She kissed his cheek
"Kaifiiii!" He screamed and winked again
She went inside and he got the stuff out of the trunk, and dialed his father's number, got finished with the formalities and hung up. Then, he dialed another number..
6oo6.. 6ooo6.. 6ooo6..
"Aloo?"
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Another one! =]
Hehehe! I hope you like this one! It's not long, ADREE!! Bes it's all I could do for now.. :/
I love you all!!
&KEEP SPREADING THE WORD 3AN IL BLOG!!
-Q