Hiii!

Hii my loves!! Adriiii! It's been a while since I posted! 10 days to be exact! ;p School is HECTIC!!!! I have tests, projects, quizzes, EVERYTHING!! o0 I'm trying to write as much as I can on Microsoft and the post it.. bes 3ashankum(: 

I promise the minute I can post I WILL post! Please sam7ouniiii!!! 

ALSO! I know what my next story will be.. Even though this is faaaar from done;p I know shno basawii next;p 

Please sam7ouni! a7ibkum! ;* 

-Q

"God. I need you."

Thnx to Identity for calling her cousins, I got my 7 comments;p I’m going to continue=]

And because I want to try to make this a long post, I’m sitting at my desk, ma3a chay 7aleeb, chocolates and water:p 3ashan incase akamil o0 a6ouf il athan, I’ll be full! xD

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Her heart started to pound, it might be him she thought..

But she opened it anyway..

“I’m downstairs!” a text from Alya beamed

“Umbaaaayhhh!! Ashwa!!!” She said out loud

She ran downstairs and found Alya sitting on the dinning room table with McDonalds in hand.

“I BROUGHT SNACKS!” she laughed

“Ahaha! YAY!!” Jenna laughed back

They both sat down and started talking. Jenna explained to Alya how scared she was of what Sa3ad was capable of doing, and how he could ruin everything that made her happy.. Alya kept comforting her.

“Goomay, lets watch The Notebook. We’ll cry our eye balls out.” Alya smiled

“Okay, yalla.” Jenna agreed

The girls got up and went to the upstairs living room to watch the movie, at the painful moments they cried, they cried, and cried some more.

Noah lost his love because of her disease.. But at times they’d be the old famous couple.. So he didn’t worry, because he’ll keep reading the story until she remembers and goes back to him. And every time the story ends, she does.

They were at the part where Noah was fixing the house..

 

 

 

Then..

 

 

 

 

 

Pooffffff…

 

 

 

The lights went off..

 

 

“Yuma! Bismillah il ra7man il ra7eem!” alya screamed.

“Umbayy!! AL!!!” Jenna screamed hugging Alya

“shit shit shit, sh9ayer?!” Alya asked

“MADRII!!” Jenna cried

“Wain Mary?!” Alya asked

“Mary is out on Holiday, ra7 iyeebha il sayi8” Jenna informed Alya

“FUCK!! FA YA3NII WE’RE HOME ALONE?!” Alya screamed

“FUCK! YEAAAAAH!!!! UMBAYYYYYY!!!” Jenna screamed back frightened

 

The were slowly getting up to go to Jenna’s room when they hit something hard and solid and tall.

“AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!” The girls screamed together

And then they heard something break downstairs and screamed again

“Someone’s here!” Alya whispered

“YA THINK?!” Jenna said sarcastically

“Lets just fucking get to your room o0 lock the door!” Alya shot back

“YES. Let’s!” Jenna said

 

They kept taking baby steps trying to not run into something else, because running into that cupboard hurt. BIG TIME. They slowly moved left together, and then slowly took little steps forward.

 

Alya could hear Jenna breathing heavily, like someone was smothering her..

“Jenna?” Alya asked

“Shh..” Was the reply she got

Then she felt someone cling onto her shirt.

“Fuck Jenna, let me go!” She wined

It tugged harder.

She turned around and screamed a blood curling scream, so hard, 4 houses down would’ve heard if she wasn’t knocked out. A thump, and then the hands got off Jenna’s mouth.

 

“AHHHHHH!!!!” Jenna screamed

“Imshay.” A voice said

“ MABII!!” She screamed

“Ana gilt IMSHAY!” It said again

“What do you want from me?!” She asked

“Take me to your parent’s room.” They said again

Jenna started to cry

“9ay7ay, min gal 9ya7ich bifeed? HAHAHA” She remembered that laugh

“Sa3ad.” Jenna managed to say through shivering lips.

“Hii there sexy..” He said in a voice that he thought was seductive

“Let me go.” She said firmly

“Shut the FUCK up and lead me to your parent’s room..” He commanded

“I want them to know their daughter lost her innocence in their room when they weren’t here to keep her safe..” He added

“Why me?! Sa3ad leave me alone! 5ara 3alaick ma t5af rabick?!” She screamed

“Iklay 5arach o0 imshay!” He slapped her

“Ahhh!” She yelped in pain

 

She started walking to her parents room. If she didn’t do so she knew he’d do it to Alya, or he’d physically injure her. And she didn’t want to ruin Alya’s life for her sake. She’s take the physical pain, but she knew he’s strong enough o probably kill her or have her bleed internally.

“Here.” Jenna said

“Hmm. 7ilo.” He said

He held her firmly by the arm while he touched around looking for something solid that he can put her on.

She kept crying, she started praying asking God to send someone to help her.

She could feel his fingers touching her, her lips, her nose. She could feel his breathe on her body, her neck, her chest, and then back up to her lips.

She felt his lips and his tongue on her lips.

Wai3! Wai3! Wai3!!!! Jenna screamed in her mind

She tried to push him away, but instead he pinned her down and he was now on top of her. He moved his hands to take off his shirt, and she punched him

“HAHAHA!!!!! 7isbalich you can hurt me? Baby I’m rock solid” And then he plunged back in for another kiss

Jenna could feel his chiseled abs on her chest and stomach, perfectly drawn, any girl would swoon, but this made her sick. He took off her shirt, and she rapped her arms around her body. Scared. She kept praying, praying, and praying.

Ya rab! A6libick ya rab! 5al Alya itgoum o0 til7ag 3alay! Ya rab i3’firlee thinoubii!! She said in her mind.

 

Then..

 

Thump!

 

The pressure on her body was gone. He wasn’t there anymore.

“AHHHH!!!” She screamed

“Jenna!! Haday!!” A manly voice said

“AHHHH!!! BES!!!! SA3DOONIIII!!!!!!” She screamed some more

“Jenna! Marzoug daznii achayick 3alaikum!!!” The voice said again

“Marzoug?” She repeated

“Eee! Marzoug!” it said again

“MARZOUG! WAINA?!” She cried

“3ind oboh! Yala goomay! You’re friend in unconscious!” it said again

“alya!!” She said

“Stop fucking repeating o0 goomay!” It said again

 

She got up and held on to the strangers arms. He had strong arms, no wonder Sa3ad was knocked out cold. He wrapped his arms around her, and she could feel his hard chest, her breathing was hard, and she was still scared, but no one knew about her and Marzoug, only Jassim, and her friends..

“Sit next to your friend, I’m going to check the power box” He said

“Okay.” She consented

She said down and hugged her unconscious friends’ body, and cried over her.

“I’m sorry, wallah I’m sorry” She cried

 

The lights came back on, and she could see Alya. She cried more. She still was in her pants and bra, her shirt was still in the room.

Fuck! She thought, and hid her body behind Alya’s.

“Jenna?” The voice said

“Don’t come! I’m not wearing a shirt!” She said

“Oh, inzain, la76’a” The voice said again

And the next thing she knew, a blue Polo shirt came flying across the corner

“Wear it.” It said

“Okay. Thank you” She said

“No prob.”

She wore it and stood up. When she saw him she was relieved, Marzoug DID send him!

“Oh my God! Ashwa it’s you!” She said and hugged him

“Yeah, it’s me. Who the hell did you think it was going to be?” He said and hugger her back confused.

“Alya!” Jenna screamed letting go of him and falling to her knees next to her friend

“He hit her with his hand, she’ll be fine; bes shway o0 itgoum. Do you have medical alcohol?” He asked

“Yes.” Jenna said moving her friends hair from her face, “Down the hall way at the end ako a bathroom, bil little cupboard, it’s in there.” She informed him

“Okay. I’ll be back.”

 

He walked down the hall to the bathroom and got the medical Alcohol then walked back to them.

He handed Jenna the alcohol,

“Miskay please, 5an asheelha a7i6ha 3al 8anafa” He said

“Okay” She said and took the alcohol

 

He carried her, and she could see his muscles flex, and his abs rock solid, tanned.. Mmmm, sexyyy! She thought. He slowly placed her on the sofa and took the alcohol from Jenna, uncapped it, and started having Alya sniffing it, and before long she coughed and came back to conscience. She took one look at him and screamed

“AAHHHH!! MNO HATHA?!” Alya screamed

“Lat5afeen, Marzoug sent him, I know him” Jenna comforted her

“Walaiiiin. My ears inba6aw minkum. Manii imsawee feekum shay!” He said

“I know..” Jenna said

“Good..” He replied

“Inzain, mno inta 3ayal?” Alya asked

“I’m –" He started to say but Jenna interrupted him

“He’s..”

 

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To be continued!

Comment! =]

Soo, how do you like this? :/ I know it’s disturbing, bes y’all wanted drama and a twist, well there you go 3ayal..

I love y’all!! <3

-Q

"My life is over.." {Part 22}

Hii my loves! I'm going to write(:

Bes awal shay;

3EEDKUM IMBARAKKKK!!! O0 3ASAKUM MIN 3OWADA!!!! :*

This is where the twist happens.. ;) It’ll shock you, and it’ll keep you wanting more(: So I’m going to keep writing and I want to see your reactions when I’m done;)

A7ibkummm:*

 

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She picked up her phone and opened the message. The question on the screen made her nauseous.. She didn’t know what to do, and she was fortunate and relieved that Marzoug was still on the phone with his father. Something was going on is what Jenna suspected, but she didn’t innterupt or say anything.

And she knew better than to tell him what the text said, because it would drive him insane, and the one person she can’t afford to lose is Marzoug.

 

“Fuck, fuck, FUCK!” Jenna texted Alya

“Haa?! Why are you saying those words?!” Alya texted back instantly

“I just got a text, n in that text is something, and someone that’ll ruin my life! :’( " She texted her back

“Wth?! Mno?!” Alya asked

“Guess..” Jenna replied calmly

“Mno?! I don’t know!” Alya answered frustrated 2 minutes later

“Sa3ad.” Jenna replied with her heart coming up her throat

“WTF!!!!! 3ogeb kil ilee sawah lah wayh idizlich message!?” Alya asked infuriated

“AL!!!! It’s NOT that he texted me! It’s what he said in the text!!!! Mitdoodha 7AIL!!!” they kept texting back and forth..

 

Until..

 

“Shno galich?” Alya asked..

“I’ll forward you the message..” Jenna texted back, and looked through her inbox for his text

 

“Did you think I forgot you? I can see you.. Mno ilee ma3ach? Jannoyy, la tinsain ina agdar a3eed ilee sawaita, o0 hal mara, I’ll succeed. I know where you live, forgot I know everything about you? :p Hahaha! I’ll be watching sexy. ;)”

 

Sa3ad was a guy Jenna was dating a 2 years ago - She was 16, and he was 18 - and DAMN did she get hurt.. She trusted him, she loved him, she did everything for him, she even sneaked him into her house when no one was home. Until that un-fateful night in Sa3ad’s car. They were in his back seat, talking, laughing, flirting, everything a happy couple does.. He leaned in to kiss her, and he started touching her, and the next thing he was on top of her trying to rip off her clothes wanting to take her innocence away. She screamed and cried for him to let her go, but he wouldn’t.

-Flashback:

“Sa3ad, hidniii!!!” She cried

“MABII!! ANA ABEECH JENNA!!!” He screamed

“Tikfa sa3ad! Mabiii!!! Sa3ad!! PLEASE!!!!” She cried some more

He still wouldn’t let her go. She took off her heels and rammed them into his head, and he became unconscious; she ran out of his car and got into a taxi. She called Alya to tell her she’s going over to her place, and Alya welcomed her with open arms. She gave the taxi driver Alya’s address, and soon she was in Alya’s room crying, and taking off her clothes, running into Alya’s shower trying to wash away every trace she had of him.

-End of Flashback.

 

Jenna’s eyes started sending unconscious salty rain drops.. Marzoug was done from him phone call by then.

“Janooy?! Baby shfeech?!” He asked worried

“Mafeenii shay” she smiled

“3ayal laish it9ay7eeen?!” He wondered

She looked at her hands and found the bracelet in her hand and held it up

“This..” She giggled

“Mo 3ajbich arida!” He comforted her

“La2, la2, I love it! It’s just no one has ever given me something this nice, and I don’t have anything with this much meaning..” She explained

“Ahaaa” He said, “3alaich bil 3afya, you deserve it!” He smiled

He didn’t buy it though, he noticed she was texting while he was on the phone..

“7ayatii, lazem inrid il bait, oboy yabeenii ib sha3’la; fa ra7 inrid baitkum, anazlich, a5ith a8ra6’ii o0 amshii 3ashan oboy o0 ayeebla hdoum ni6’eefa” He explained

“Ee, okay, may5alif,” she smiled, “Ana adig 3ala Al a5aleeha tiyeenii, min ziman ma shift’ha..” She continued

“Okay, 3ala ra7tich..” He kissed her cheek

She dialed Alya’s number and waiting ‘til she picked up.

6oo6.. 6oo6..

“My babyyyyy!” Alya screamed

“Hehehe, hiii there sweetie” Jenna said while a smiled drew across her face

Woiii, even just hearing her voice can make me feel better! Jenna thought

“Are you okay babe?” Alya asked Jenna

“Yeahh yeahh, I’m fine honey. My baby’s gnna drop me home and leave me there,” She looked at Marzoug and pouted when he turned to her when she said that, “can you come over?” She asked Alya

“Sureeee!! I’ll get ready now” Alya confirmed

“5ala9, see you soon then babe” Jenna said

“See ya! Ciao!” Alya said and hung up

Marzoug and Jenna got to Jenna’s house, he walked with her all the way inside, and when he picked up his duffle bag he said;

“Baby, if you need me, just give me a call, o0 wallah, ayeech arki6’ 7afee ba3ad!” He beamed

“Haha! Okay, thank you 7ayatii” She said and planted a soft kiss on his lip

“La, la, ba3ed..” He pleaded

She kissed him some more, and then pulled away.

“bes 5ala9!” She laughed

“Zain zain..” He said disappointed and walked out to his car.

Jenna went up to her room to get changed. She took of her clothes, folded her jeans, threw Marzougs shirt in the dirty basket, and wore her green Juicy Couture Terry sweats. She pulled her hair up into a pony tail and took her dirty clothes to the washing room so she can give Marzoug his shirt back when he comes back.

When she came back downstairs her phone had 4 missed calls, and 2 new text messages.

Her heart started to pound, it might be him she thought..

But she opened it anyway..

“…”

 

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To be continued!

I hope you liked the twist.. Might be disturbing to some of you, and I’m sorry if it is, but these stuff actually happen.. So again, I’m sorry if it got to you, I was just trying to make it as real as possible.

I love you all!!!

I’m hoping for 7 comments or more from different people. And if I do, I’ll post again. =]

Stay safe my loves<3

xx

-Q

Something wrong?

Hii y'all! Okay, I'm seeing that something is going on.. I'm not getting any feedbacks.. 

o0 I'm wondering, is everything okay? :/

La2na wallah you guys, itha kil hatha mo 3ajibkum, I'll stop it o0 abdii shay yideed.. 

I'm waiting for your answers.. I won't post something until I get up to 6 comments on the last post, that are NOT me. So, YOU guys need to comment.. Itha I get 6 comments from different people, I'll post something new, and I know you guys are capable of doing it.. 

Thanks. 

Love y'all. 

-Q

Update:

You guys there's going to be a twist! The message she got.. Intaw bes ni6raw.. I promise you'll be in shock.. 

Love y'all. 

"You're The One.."

Hii my loves! I miss you guys SO MUCH!!!

I’m going to continue, and Inshallah it’s going to be long..

ALSO! I need YOUR point of view! I think I’m going to run fresh out of ideas.. :/ It’ll keep me writing, and y’all get what you want, but in my prespectve;)

Shraykum?! Do you want us to try it?

Tell me if you want to try it, and also, I need FEEDBACK!! I don’t get a lot anymore;( China the story is boring you? Please you guys, tell me if it is.. Enough rambling.. I’ll continue(:

 

 

“9ij?! You’ll marry me?!” He asked Jenna

“YES! I’ll marry you! Inshallah you weren’t just saying that..” She asked him

“Laaa, I meant it!” He kissed her cheek

“Hehe, okay.. Al7een all we have to do is tell your dad, and wait until my parents come back..” She said

“I’ll tell it to the world! Mo bes my dad!” He screamed

“Hahaha! Ana shimsawya feek?” She laughed

“Intay imdaw5atniiii!!” He smiled

“Umbayy!! Sorry!!” She giggled

“7abeebtii, la tit2asifain.. La2na it makes me fall more and more in love with you everyday..” He told her

She blushed and lowered her head

“Woii!! Amout 3ala ilee yisti7oun!” He laughed

“Hehe” She giggled

“Yalla, imshay..” He told her

“Amshii? Wain?” She asked him

“Abii ag3ad ma3ach..” He said

“Ya3nii hatha shno?!” She laughed

“La2, mo chithii.. Abee first a6ali3 ma3ach a movie, ba3dain ni6la3 insawee ilee tabeen..” He said smiling

“Hehe, okay..” She smiled

 

Sometimes we let our hearts get hurt just for us to find the right person.. And a heart can only break too many times before it shatters, and when it does shatter, sometimes it won’t mend, and at other times, it will with the strength and love of the people who actually do love you. And she found the strength in Marzoug. Jassim broke her heart, but Marzoug was there for her, he was her strength, and he jumped into the shark tank to fight off the sharks that tried to get her. Those sharks were the pain, the shredding pain she was enduring. He risked his own emotions just so she could smile..

 

And us, i7na the Kwaiti girls, aw 7atan kil banat il 5aleej, we’re so naïve to the feelings of love.. o0 because of that, we run after the guy like he’s everything to us, when in fact, he was just a little piece that could be replaced when the right person comes along..

 

“I didn’t accept Jassim’s proposal and I accepted Marzougs’, because I know deep down he’s the one for me. 3omra ma jara7nii, 3omra ma ga9 3alai, o0 3ogeb kil hal frag, he’s still there for me.. 9ij ina he walked in and out of my life, but he had a reason.. and it was a valid one.. Jenna lat5aleen il shay6an yil3ab 3alaich, ta3awithay min iblees, o0 samay bil ra7man, you made the right decision.” She told herself.

And it was true, she knows it, she’d always have, he was the one. You know what they say, you’re first love will always be forever.

 

“Did you pick a movie?” Marzoug said interrupting her train of thoughts

“Huh? Umm, la2.. Ga3da adawir..” She said

“Shfeech, why are you spaced out?” he chuckled

“La, mafeenii shay.. I’m just thinking..” She flashed a half hearted smile

“About?” He asked

“You..” She replied

“Me?” He winked

“Eee, hehe..” She said

“o0 what about me?” He asked her

“You’ve always been there for me, and no one can take your place, no one.. I love you..” She said

“o0 I’ll always will, I’m never going to leave you.. because as crazy as you might think it is, I’m in love with you, MADLY in love with you..” He said

“Hehe.. Me too 7ayatii” She said

“Inzain, shrayich, instead of watching a movie, inrou7 intimasha o0 we have dinner?” He asked

“You read my mind!” She laughed

“Yalla 3ayal, mishayna” He smiled

“Wait, can I at least change?” She asked

“9a7, yeah, you better do so, tara ana a3’arrrr!!” He warned her

“Hehe, adrii, give me 10minutes.” She smiled

“Okay 7ayatii, take your time..” He told her

 

She ran to her room and took off her clothes, she pulled out her light wash, ripped jeans, hopped into them and stared at her closet like it was a post-disaster area.

 

“I GOT IT!!” She said and ran out of her room in her jeans and bra. She stared down the hall and found Marzougs’ bag in a corner.

She slowly walked to it and unzipped his bag; she looked for his plain white t-shirt, the one he wears when he’s being lazy. She giggled and squirmed into it. It was baggy, but it looked sexy to be wearing her boyfriends’ shirt; he’s not her “fiancé” until both parents of the bride and groom approve..

She ran back to her room to look for shoes to wear, she pulled out her red ballet flats, wore them; and started running down the stairs, mobile and wallet in hand.

“DONE!” She smiled

“Yah yah yahhh! Wait, is that my shirt?” He asked chuckling

“Yeahhh!” She smiled

“Allaaaah!! 7alayteeh!!” He carried her

“Hehehe, thank you..” She kissed his lip

“Mmmm..” He said biting his lip after she pulled away, “your lips are like candy to me.” He continued.

“Hehe, you might be getting much more of my lips” She winked at him

“INSHALLAH YA RAB!!!” He looked up as if yad3ii

“Inzain, yallah, let’s gooo!!” She said

“Zain, yalla, we’re going” He said carrying her out the door.

 

They walked to his car, and he opened the passenger door for her and she hopped in. He walked to his side and got in, started the engine, and drove off.

“Wain tabeen itrou7een?” He asked her

“Wherever inta tabii itrou7.. La2na if I’m with you, I’ll be fine” She smiled

“You have a way with words” he winked

“Hehehe, yup!” She giggled

“Inzain, lets go take a stroll?” He asked her

“Stroll it is then!” She screamed

 

He turned on the radio, it was Lil Wayne at first, and then, My Everything by 98 Degrees came on.

“Tadreen, kil mara asma3 hal i3’niya, afakir feech..” He told her

“La2.. Ma kint adrii..” She whispered back

“Well listen to the words, la2na you really ARE my everything..” He told her

 

She leaned over and kissed his cheek.

“Amout 3alaik, allah i5aleeleeyak” She said

“Ana a9lan kilee lich!” He said

“Hehehe!” She giggled

 

She listened to the rest of the song in awe and amazement, she didn’t know that she meant all that to him. She doesn’t want to lose him, and she can’t lose him because he’s her everything now.

She erased the name Jassim from her heart and her mind, she knew he was nothing but a player, all he wanted was to play her and break her heart, he was nice at first, but hey, anyone can put up and act right? Well he did. She knows Marzoug won’t hurt her the way Jassim did.. Also with Marzoug, she didn’t have to hide who she is, she can just be herself and have fun! She found her knight in shining armor.. She found the love she has always wanted. The type she’d only see in movies, the guy every girl would die for. Yes. She found him. Indeed she did. And his name was Marzoug. Marzoug Liflani. HER Marzoug.

Sexy Can I by Ray J came on, Marzoug looked at Jenna and wiggled his eyebrows

“HAHAHA!! Zougii! Ahaha!” She laughed

“Sexy can I please pardon my manners?” He asked her and winked

“Baby you don’t need manners with me” she winked

“Laaa?” He teased

“Mhmm!” She said, “Aint I your soon to be wife inshallah?!” She asked

“Eee! And the mother of my children inshallah ba3ed!” He added

“Hehe, well so yeah, you don’t need to hide anything from me!” She smiled

“And I never will, la2na you’re my woman now” He smiled

“Ya ba5tii!” She giggled

He raised the volume and turned right into Chilies’ parking lot..

 

She was about to say something when her phone vibrated.. She pulled out her phone to check who it was when Marzoug pulled her phone away from her and dropped it into the cup holder.

“You’re with me now..” He winked

“And I’m all yours..” She winked back

“Good..” He said

He pulled out a box from his pocket, and inside it was a small gold heart shaped bracelet, it was being held by a gold chain. On the heart,  “M&J” was engraved.. and when you’d flip It over, “Forever..” It said.

Jenna’s jaw dropped.

Before she could say anything Jassim’s phone rang. He took one look and said he had to take it.

“Oboy..” He said

“Oh, may5alif, take your time..” Jenna said

 

She picked up her phone and opened the message. The question on the screen made her nauseous[i]..

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[i] Nauseous; feeling sick, about to throw up. Queasy.  

 

 

 

That’s it for now! Inshallah 3ajabum! I’ll try writing soon!! I miss y’all!! And again, FEEDBACK!!! I hope this is long enough, and I can’t color code it because of time:/

Ehh, il mohim you guys got a post;)

I love y’all!!!

 

-Q

"Without you, I'm incomplete.."

Continuing.. I hope this comes out long.. ;p

This is for Glowing Aura. Wallah you're one of a kind, no matter what I'm here(: I'll understand whatever you're going through.

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"Hala 7ayatii" he said

"Don't ever leave me.." She said, tears stung her eyes

"Never." He reassured her

She looked out the window and whispered..

"I love you.. I always have and always will.." and the tears started coming down..

She saw the trees passing by fast.. and before she knew it, everything went black..

She fell asleep thinking of her life with him..

Her life with Marzoug.. With her Zougii..

She felt herself being lifted up, and felt his breath on her neck; Marzoug carried her in his arms up to her room, she clung on to his shirt with her nails, scared he'll let her go. When Marzoug tried to put her down, she wouldn't let go.. So he climbed next to her and held her close..

"Allah o0 a3lam inich tiswain il dinya o0 ma feeha 3indee.. Bidounich madrii shi9eer feenii.." He whispered..

He just sat there looking at her, sleeping so peacefully, not even the angels could compare to her.. And soon enough, he fell asleep looking at her..

Jenna stirred in his arms and when she woke up, he was still there, sleeping.. She hoisted herself up on her elbows and gently kissed his lips.

I've always loved him.. If I didn't, why did I cry when I found out it was him..? She asked herself, coming to the conclusion that she loved him..

She thought of everything they went through.. Some, she didn't know about, but was told about by her mother and father.. Marzoug was born 2 years before Jenna, so when Jenna came, she was the first girl in the family. Ever since she was born, Marzoug was protective of her, he wouldn't let anyone go near her. When Jenna got to the age she started walking, he would hold her hand and they would walk; a little boy and girl holding hands and trotting around, just because he was scared she'd fall. Dam3at'ha 3'alya 3alaih.. She flashed back to when they were once playing at the beach in their shalaih, Jenna was feeling hot, so he decided to get her some ice cream, he started running to the kitchen, and he tripped and fell, he didn't say a word even though his knee was bleeding, he went and got her her ice cream, cleaned up his wound, and went back to her like nothing happened.. She noticed it, but she didn't say a word..

She wondered if that scar was still there.. She thought of asking him when he's up..

She got out of bed and went to wash up. She decided to take a shower and then get dressed and got some breakfast made for Marzoug.

She came out of her bathroom, snuck out in her towel and went to the laundry room to get her jean shorts and her black tank top.

After she got dressed, she went to the kitchen, hair wet, dripping to the floor. She pulled out her mothers cook book, and decided to whip up some Eggs Benedict.

She started cooking, when someone came up from behind her and grabbed her at the waist. She knew it was him the minute she smelled his cologne.

"Walaht 3alaich.." He whispered into her ear

She turned around and said "Ana akthar" and hugged him

"La, you're mine now. I want more than hugs" He kissed her neck

His breath on her neck made her dizzy.

"What more do you want? You said it, I'm yours.." She whispered

"Kiss me.." He told her

"You kiss me.." She retorted

"7a6'reen.." He winked

He picked her up, and slowly sat her on the counter. He went closer, and she rapped her legs around his waist, and rapped her arms around his neck, she pulled him closer and they both felt the spark when their lips touched..

"A man is born, a woman is born for him.. When they meet.. They know.. That's why love is never ending nor begging, it is always and forever.." -Unknown

"You're going to be forever mine.." He told her when he pulled away

"I want to be yours forever, and not any other mans' " She told him still holding on to him

She giggled when she saw his eyes roll back into his head while he hit his ultimate high when she said that. Euphoria to him..

"Okay! 5ala9! No more giggling! You need food baby!" She told him

"Yummy! Feed me!" He laughed

"Haha! Gladly!" She laughed along with him

They ate and laughed until they couldn't laugh anymore..

And then he asked her the one question that made her life complete..

"Jenna.." He said

"3youn'ha.." She said

"a7ibich, o0 6oul 3omrii ba7ibich, mahma i9eer, ba7ibich, until my last breath, I'll love you.." He told her, and her eyes started welling up..

"Marry me.." He continued..

She was quiet for a couple minutes..

"You don't have to answer me now.." he told her

"I want to answer you now.. Because I've always known the answer, and it'll never change.. Never.." She said, letting the water works begin

"Okay." he said

"My answer is.."

"Yes..?" He asked

"You know it.." she said

"I do?" he asked again

"Yes.."

"Yes?" He asked

"YES!" She repeated

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To be continued..

I didn't leave a cliffhanger this post;p But still, y'all don't know what might happen later right? Cliffhanger enough;p hehehe

a7ibkum! &I'm sorry if it's not long enough, I couldn't get on all week, only once, &this is all I could get to in my short period of time.. :/

Ehh;p

Il mohim! I'll post the next time I can! =]

I love you ALL!!!!

-Q

My loves! <3

Hii 7abaybee!! I'm sorry I'm not keeping y'all updated, bes school is HECTIC!! Imla3wizna;p

I'll try posting on the weekend, inshallah I'll write everyday a bit, &by the weekend you'll have a long post, I'll try.. Bes 3ashankum(:

Now you guys tell me, hows everything going for y'all? I miss your feedbacks! Even on previous posts I'm getting nothing:( Ma7ed wellah 3alay 3ayal.. <|3

Il mohim, I'm trying to finish a vocab homework:/ fa INSHALLAH, when I'm done, I'll keep writing=]

a7ibkummmm:*

-Q

"Don't Ever Call Me Again"

HAHAHA!!!

Yalla, you'll all see who that person is.. ;)

This is for my Vampire, it really feels like you're like my soul sister GA=]

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"Hii, um is this Jenna?" The voice said

"Yeah, who are you?" Jenna asked, she saw Marzoug mouthing who is it?

"I'm Nicole. I'm Jassim's girl." The voice said. Now being Nicole..

"Excuse me?! I'M Jassim's girl." Jenna said

"That's what I'm calling you about. BACK OFF." Nicole said

"I'm not going to fight with a girl I don't know.. And we're both being played her. And I'm not going to stay around and let a low life play with my heart. So. You want him. You can have him. Goodbye Nicole." She said and hung up. Her heart was RIPPED out.. She fell into Marzoug's arms crying..

"Jenna?! JENNA SHFEEECH?!" He screamed

"Jassim!! Bes ma abeeeeh!! Ma abeeeehhhh!! Min 3arafta 7ayatii ingalbat foug ta7et!!!" She cried into his chest

"3ayal mis7ee min 7ayatich.." He told her..

"Ra7 amsa7a.." She said and called Jassim

6oo6.. 6oo6..

"Aloo?"

"Don't 'Aloo?' me!! Jassim, dagat 3alay, Nicole, 7abeebat il galb. IMBAYIN INKUM FRIENDS!!! INTA GA3ED ITGI9 3ALA MNO?! MNO SHAYIF NAFSIK!!!!!? ANA MO LI3BA 3INDICK!!! ANA 3INDEE 7AYAT 3INDEE GALB!! ITHA INTA MA3INDIK, MADRII WHAT CREATURE YOU ARE!!!" She screamed

"Jenna, SIKTAY!! Shga3da itgouleen?!" He yelled

"Rou7 is2el your girlfriend Nicole!! o0 Don't you EVER call me again! Fahim!? Bye asshole!" she told him and hung up

She looked at Marzoug

"Let's hit the road handsome!" She laughed

"Wow, you bounce back quick!" He laughed

"I'm with you aren't I?" She asked and held him by the hip

"Akeeed!" He said and put his arm around her shoulder

They decided to hit the movies

And after the movies Jenna and Marzoug decided to go for a drive

"Jenna, bas2ilich shay.." Marzoug said

"Go ahead Zougii.." She smiled

"Woii!! Walla lemn itgouleen Zougii a7is inee bil sima!" He told her

"Hehe! Asti7eee!" She said

"Woii!! Amout 3ala il yisti7oun!" He said and kissed her cheek

"Zougii.. A7ibik.." She said and lowered her head

"9ij? It7ibeenii?" He asked her

"I was torn between you and Jassim, ib kil 9alat 6alabt rabii iwareenii who I should leave and be with.. o0 ka rabii waranii.." She said

"A7ibich Jenna, o0 6oul 3omrii ba7ibich.." He said

She blushed and said nothing..

"Inzain.. Kamil.." She said

"Jenna, abeech lee, it9eereen 7abeebtii?" He asked her

"o0 ana abeek lee.." She said

"Itha tabeenii lich, 3ayal jawabich ee.." He told her

"Eee, jawabii, ee.." she smiled

"5ala9, 3ayal intay, Janooytii.. o0 6oul 3omirna bit'timeen Janooytii, o0 dayman lee.." He told her, "Wallah, a7liflich ib 7ayatii, 3omrii mara7 ajri7ich.. I can't break the heart of the girl that loves me.." He continued

"Marzoug, God created you uniquely.. Mako wa7ed bil dinya mithlik.. Wallah itha i9eer feek ayshay, I'd be lost.." She told him

"Ditto" He laughed

"Umbay! You're still the same!" she laughed with him

"3omrii mara7 at3'ayar!" He pinched her cheek

"I have a confession.." She said

"Confess my dear. For it will be safe." He said in a way that portrayed a priest

"Hahaha!" She laughed

"Confess!!!!" He screamed

"Zain!" She laughed

"Finally!" He smiled

"I've always loved you.. Lemn shiftick o0 3araft ina it's you.. Ri7t daree o0 ga3adt a9ee7.. I wondered where you went.. And WHY you went.." She told him

"I told you.. I left because I thought forgetting you would be easier.." He said

"I know, I know, and I forgive you, we can't change the past, but we sure as hell can change the future." She smiled

"Intay galbich mo bes abya6', bes there's like not one imperfection in it!" He told her

"Hehe! Thank you!" She kissed his cheek

"Alaaah! Sim3ay! Ihdaaa2!" He said and raised the volume on the stereo.. Can't Let You Go (Feat. Pleasure P And Bow Wow) by Chris Brown was on.

"Zougii.." Jenna said

"Hala 7ayatii.." He answered

"..."

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To be continued!

I know it's not THAT long, bes just to quench your thirst for now.. =]

I hope you liked it!

A7ibkummm!! O0 inshallah SOON, another post=]

-Q

"Hello?"

Hii my loves!!! I don't think this'll be a long post la2na I'm waiting for a friend to come over so we can go get girgai3an! :p I know, we're late? Haha! Bes shinsawii.. School is stupid;p

Anywhoo! Ana bakamil, &sorry lil ta25eer!

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"Jenna, marry me.." He told her

Jenna's heart stopped right there. She thought about what would happen to Marzoug, to her studies, and finally she spoke up.

"Jassim, Ana tawnii bil jam3a, itha inta 5ali9, ana ma 5ala9t. Ahalii mo ihnee, fa ma agdar agoolihum shay! Jassim.. Lets wait.." She said

"Bes a7ibich!" He screamed

"O0 ana a7ibik! Bes let's WAIT!" She shot back

"Zain." He said and stormed out of the room

Jenna sat there in awe. She didn't move. She didn't say a word. Marzoug walked in and she was still sitting on her bed.

"Jenna, shfeech?" He asked

"Jassim" She said

"Shfee?" He asked

"He asked me to marry him. o0 ana a3ti8id giltla la2. 3a9ab o0 6ala3." She explained

"kaifa, mo shayif il malak ilee jidama. His loss baby!" He hugged Jenna

"Jassim, wallah madrii shasawii bidounik" She hugged him back

Marzoug leaned in and kissed her lips, not even Jassim's kiss compared to his.. He pulled away, and her eyes were still closed.. When she opened them, she found him smiling.. Looking at her in awe..

"I love you Jenna." He said

"I love you too.." She said

"As a friend or more" he teased

"Honestly, al7een I think more.." She said

His heart jumped, jumped, and jumped some more.. He knew in his heart, he would fight for her. Fight to death.

Before he could say anything Jenna's phone rang, it was a long number.. She thought it might be her mom..

"Aloo?" Jenna said

"Hello?" A soft voice said in an American accent

"Hello? Who is this?" Jenna asked

"...."

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TO BE CONTINUEDDDD!!!! =]

I'm making it THIS short on purpose! To let y'all DIE of anticipation! :p

Hahaha! I love y'all!!!

COMMENTTT!!!!!!

Update:

Tell me who you think it is...

-Q

Apologies!

Hii my loves! I'm sooooooooo sorry I haven't posted recently, school has been hectic;( Inshallah bacher a new post(;
I was with Alvaro about an hour or so ago, and INSHALLAH INSHALLAH INSHALLAHHHH, bacher new post=]
Both of us(;
Think you can wait? ;p

I'm writing this from my phone fa sorry for mis-spelled words:/


I love y'all!! <3
-Q

"When I Look At You.."

Hii 7abaybii!! I'm trying to update y'all as much as I can, bes I've been busy with school o0 kil hatha, fa lil2asef, I haven't been the best blogger;( I'm sowie my loves! :*

Anyway! Ana ba7awil akamil now, yimken not as long as it should be.. or it COULD be, bes I'll try(:

Warning!!: This post could make you cry.. Especially if you've been heartbroken before. I'm sorry if it brings back bad memories, or sad ones..

I love you ALL!!!!!!

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“Jassim. Go. You're friends yaboonik bil diwaniya.” She told him

“Jenna! My friends can wait! You're my girlfriend! Mara7 ahidich when you're bleeding like this!” Jassim said

“Jassim.” She said

“Jenna.” He said and cupped her face in his hands, “I CAN'T leave you. I WON'T leave you.” He continued

Marzoug stood there with Jenna in his arms while she talked to Jassim. Jassim looked at Marzoug, and Marzoug started walking, because he knew there was no use in trying to send him home, he won't leave with his Jenna bleeding like this.

“Zougi, your car.” Jenna cried to Marzoug

“Min i3youni” He told her

“Ana bal7agkum” Jassim said knowing they wanted to be alone

Jassim got into his car and followed Marzoug's car. The fact that his Jenna didn't want to ride with HIM, and didn't rap her arms around HIM or told HIM to take her to the hospital broke his heart.. He kept asking himself what did he do wrong? Was it what Marzoug brought up? Was it that he hid the fact that he dated an American girl? He honestly didn't know. But it killed him.

Have you ever had that feeling when you love someone so much that you would give up everything you worked for just for them, and then they do one little thing that breaks your heart into a million little pieces? That is what he was feeling. He couldn't take it. It felt like she yanked his heart out of his chest and threw it on the ground right infront of Marzoug, she spat on it, she stomped on it, and walked away. Not giving a damn if she hurt him or not.. Just as long as she didn't get hurt in the process..

They got to the hospital and Marzoug carried Jenna into the ER. She was crying and keeping the tissues Marzoug gave her on her hands. The pain was too much to bear, it was burning. She couldn't take it. She cried and cried. With every tear drop, a shred of Marzoug and Jassim's heart ripped off. Two men, one girl. They both love her.. But who'll be the one she'll spend forever with? That's the answer to the question we're all asking. But we won't know until the end..

“DIKTOOOR!!!” Screamed Marzoug

“Eyyh?! 7a9al eyhh?!” Asked the egyptian doctor.

“Inkasar il 9a7an,” she sniffed and went on, “o0 dash ib eedainiii!! i3awirrrr!!” She cried

“5ala9 5ala9, nurse nurse! Come baleez!” The doctor called for the nurse and told her to take Jenna and clean her wound up so he can stitch it up and send her home.

“Diktoor! Shloun al7een?!” Marzoug asked worried, his hands dirtied with Jenna's blood.

“3ayzeen in5aya6 il gar7 la2noo 3ameeg kiteer. 7atina9'af if gar7 il nurse, o0 7adee'ha bange (Banj) maw9'i3ee o0 a5aya6ooh. 5ilal si3a in-sha2-allah 7atkoun zay il full!” He smiled and walked away

Jassim looked at Marzoug, and Marzoug turned away and walked towards the chair waiting for Jenna to come.. Jassim started thinking.. Asking if he should just walk away and let Jenna live her life, or hold on and try being everything she'll need..

Marzoug stood up when he saw the doctor coming out with Jenna trailing behind him rubbing her hand, and Jassim lost his trail of thoughts.. He knew what his decision was when he saw Jenna there, her eyes red.. Looking at him.. and looking at Marzoug..

She went back to her house with Marzoug, Jassim behind them. When they got to her house..

“Marzoug, 3adii akalim Jassim ibroo7a please?” She asked

“Ee, mo lazim tis2ileenii..” Marzoug said, “Ana baroo7 adig telephone, take your time..” He told them..

“Jassim ta3al ma3ay please..” She told him

“7a6'er..” He said and followed her

She took him up to her room, and they sat next to each other on her bed..

“Jassim, I'm sorry..” She cried

“Jenna shfeech? 3ala shno?” He asked her wiping away her tears

“Madrii, I got jealous 3ala the other girl, for a split second I hated you.. Jassim, I dreaded that I wasn't the one ma3ak bil states, wain nigdar inrou7 ay mokan bidoun ma the people's accusing eyes burn us to death! Jassim bidounik amout!!” She cried, and this time he cried with her

“o0 bidounich ana amout..” He told her and wiped her tears again, she hugged him and he pulled her close and tight.

“Intay wallah mat3arfeen shno intay 3indee! Itfakreen ay wa7da tigdar ta5ith mokanich!? LA2 ya Jenna, LA2! Tadreen lemn Marzoug shalich 7asait ina galbee mat.. La2na mo ana ilee shaylich.. Mo ana ilee shaklich kintay tabeen.. Chinich kintay tabeena ohwa.. o0 I swear to you, law a7ad stabbed me in the heart and killed me, it would hurt less than this.. Kint bamshee lemn il diktoor 5athach da5il.. Kint bamshee o0 ba5aleech itkamleen 7ayatich bidounii..” He told her

“I'm sorrrryyyyy!! Please NEVER leave me!!” She cried into his chest, “Ma kint adree hatha ilee kan ra7 isawee feeeek!! Kint abeek it7is ilee ana 7asait.. I'm sorry Jassim” She cried some more

He tilted her head upwards and kissed her lips, it was like their first kiss all over again.. He pulled away..

“Jenna, I promise you, ra7 akoun all you need, I'll be the best boyfriend. I'll be your best friend if you need me to be, I'll be everything, and anything you need! Inshallah I have to fly half way across the world just to make you smile, I'll do it. Wella shay bil dinya yiswach ya Jenna, abee3 kil ilee 3indee wella abee3ich intay. Bidounich ana wella shay.. Whatever decision you make, I'll back you up 1,000,000% , even if you wouldn't be my girl, I want to be your friend. La2na you complete my life..” That was his decision..

In her mind, Miley Cyrus' song “When I Look At You” kept going on and on and on..

“Everybody needs inspiration

Everybody needs a song

Beautiful melody, when the nights so long

Cause there is no guarantee

That this life is easy (Yeah)

When my world is falling apart,

when there is no light to break up the dark

That's when I (I) look at you

When the waves are flooding the shore and I

can't find my way home anymore

That's when I (I) look at you

When I look at you

I see forgiveness, I see the truth

You love me for who I am like the stars

hold the moon

Right there where they belong and I know

I'm not alone (Yeah)

When my world is falling apart,

when there is no light to break up the dark

That's when I (I) look at you

When the waves are flooding the shore and I

can't find my way home anymore

That's when I (I) look at you

When the waves are flooding the shore and I

can't find my way home anymore

That's when I (I) look at you

You appear just like a dream to me

Just like a kaleidoscope colors that cover me

All I need every breath that I breathe

Don't you know you're beautiful (Yeah, Yeah)

When the waves are flooding the shore and I

can't find my way home anymore

That's when I (I) look at you

You appear just like a dream to me.”

“Jassim.. When my world is falling apart.. And there's no light to break up the dark, that's when I look at you..” Was what she told him..

Jassim's reply..

“...”

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I hope 3ajabkum! I hope it's long enough! O0 inshallah I'll post somehting new soon!!! I love you!! :*

FEEDBACK!!!!!

&sorry lil ta25eer!! ;(

-Q