My Knight In Shinning Armor - Part 11. (100th Blog Post!)

In honor of my 100th post.. This, is a long one!

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Sarah stood up, sending her chair tumbling behind her. She kept taking steps backwards as if trying to escape what was happening. As she did that, Faris stood up and stared shocked at her reaction.

“Sarah shfeech?” he asked her, not knowing what her response would be

“Shfeeni? Faris, do you understand what you just asked me?” She yelled

“Yes, I fully understand what I just asked you! And I shall ask it again and again! I meant, and still do mean every word that came out of my mouth! I love you! I want to spend the rest of my life with you!” He shot back at her

She collapsed onto the floor; her legs could no longer carry her weight. And as she did so, uncontrollable sobs began. Faris threw himself to her side, as if he was trying to get a hold of her before she hits the ground, but he was too far.

He wrapped his arms around her as she sobbed into his chest.

He sat there and just held on to the most important creation that has ever been brought into his life.

He let her sob. He didn’t disturb her one bit. He knew her well enough, that when she calms down, she herself would start the conversation with him, or just get up and walk to the car wanting to be taken home.

As she calmed down, with her chest heaving as she took deep uneven breaths, she let words come out of her pink, full lips,

“How will I know you wont hurt me?” she wondered out loud between sobs, “how will I know you won’t rip my heart into shards of glass that will always be in my chest?”

As she said those words, he felt as if someone had his heart in their hand, and with every word squeezed it repeatedly, hoping it would burst in their hand.

“Look at me,” he told her, “6al3eenii.” He faintly asked

She looked up at him with quivering lips, and misty eyes. He planted a kiss on each eye. He took hold of her left hand and placed it atop his heart. As her flesh touched the fibers of his shirt, his heart raced.

“My heart races at the touch of your hand. Do you, honestly, genuinely think, that I am perfectly capable of hurting you? I want a dead honest answer from you.” He ordered her.

She lowered her head, and slowly slipped her hand off of his chest, and onto her own lap.

Her ears caught hold of the sounds of snivelling.. She looked up to find beads of tears slowly escaping his eyes. She hoisted herself up on her knees, and kissed his chin.

“I’m crying. Ana rayal, w I am fucking crying Sarah. 3alaich. La2ny 5ayif a5sirich!” he howled as he held on to her face

She couldn’t stand seeing, nor hearing him in this way, saying these things. She gently raised herself, wrapping her legs around his waist, and her arms around his neck. She buried her face in his neck, and held on to him with all her might.

“Can I ask you something?” she whispered

“Amray. Lo ta6libeen 3youny ma yighloun 3alaich!” He explained

“Mumken et5aleeny afakir bil mawthou3?” She asked him

“Fakray, ekhthay ra7tich..” he announced depressingly…

She kissed her way down his ear, to the back of his jaw line, up to his cheek, and across to his lips. She planted soft gentle kisses across his lips before she locked her lips with his, working on his lower lip. He kissed back, at first, but he pushed her.

“It already hurts to be next to you and know there is a chance you might not be mine. I don’t need the way your lips work with mine to remind me again.”

He slowly got up, placing her on her feet, next to him.

He went to the table and picked up his things, including the diamond ring that is burning a hole in the back pocket of his jacket. He couldn’t stand looking at her. At that moment, he couldn’t at all look at her. He started for the car, and as he walked he yelled back to her,

“Ana na6rich bil sayara.”

She didn’t want to cause any more harm, so she quickly gathered up her things, and ran after him. Eventually walking quietly, a few steps behind him.

Faris unlocked the car, and got into his seat, not even bothering to open the door for her. She lowered her head and quietly slipped into the car as Faris ignited the engine.

“7zamich.” He ordered her coldly

“Oh” she mumbled as she raced to fasten her seatbelt.

“Bismillah il ra7man il ra7eem” he said as he started onto the street.

“I’m sorry..” Sarah whispered out to him, 10 minutes into the drive.

“Yeah, me too.” He retorted.

It was awkwardly quiet in the car, a depressing drive back, nothing like earlier.

They got to their apartment, and they both walked in, as Faris walked to his room, and Sarah reached the door of her room, she called out to him,

“Ti9ba7 3ala khair..” she said as he slammed the door of his room.

Sarah walked into her room, and locked her door. She wanted nothing to do with anyone tonight. She just needed to be alone with her thoughts.

She slowly slipped off her clothes, and walked into her bathroom for a warm shower before she slipped into the warmth of her bed. Warmth she didn’t receive from Faris tonight, in any way.

As she let the warm water run down her back, she recalled everything they went through, what he did for her, what he made her feel.. The only way she could get the right answer was to pray.

She got out of the shower, got dressed, and tuwathat 3ashan et9aly 9alat esti5ara.

Elbisat thoubha, w jabilat eljibla,

“Allahu Akbar” she started, “Elsalamu 3alaikum w ra7matu Allah, Elsalamu 3alaikum w ra7matu Allah..” she finished off.

She crawled into her bed, and soon dozed off.

It seemed like a new day, like everything that happened the night before wasn’t even real! She got out of bed, stretching, while she sleepily stumbled to her bathroom.

She unlocked the door to her room, hoping that everything that happened yesterday was just a dream, that Faris wasn’t mad at her at all! She slowly peered through the crack of the door and was almost blinded by the bright sun.

It was while she was making her way to the kitchen when she felt something take hold of her. It spun her into its arms and gently placed a kiss in the middle of her neck. She giggled and kissed his nose.

“Shno a7ibich anaaaa! A3shigich!” He yelled still holding her in his arms

“7atan ana” she giggled

“7abeebty” he sweetly said, “ana 3indy chem shaghla barou7 asaweeha w barid. Itha tabeen ay shay kalmeeny, zain?” He added

“7ather 7abeebii” she smiled

“A7ibich” He uttered

“Ana akthar” she murmered

He kissed her on her head and inhaled her scent. He walked to the door, smiling back at her as he pulled it shut.

She brewed herself a fresh cup of coffee, and swayed to the balcony of the living room. It was sunny, the branches of trees were adorned with different shades of green in different sizes, flowers were beginning to bloom, and the birds chirped, belting out their joy.

She took a seat on the white-antiqued metal chair, pulling her legs up close to her chest. She took a sip of her coffee, and scrunched up her face at its lack of sweetness. She got up to make her way to the kitchen when she felt a strong stab in her heart. The mug fell out of her hand, shattering into a million little shards, and coffee spattering all over the balcony floor.

She collapsed to the ground with her hand on her chest with only one thing on her mind.

Faris.

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I hope you enjoyed this post just as much as I enjoyed writing it!

Your feedback is just as much needed as appreciated!

I love you all to bits and pieces!!!!!!

-Q;*

A little surprise..

The long post might just be sooner than any of you think......

;)

I love you!

-Q;*

Dear followers...

To my loving followers,

I'm currently working on a long post for you. I know I have been such a bad blogger for the past months/year, but I hope what I have will make up for it.

Just hold on for me, for now at least..

And the comments, please. Your comments really help me on writing. They are the fundamental reason for my writing. Please, la tab5iloun 3alay with your comments. :(

Sending all my love,

-Q;*

My Knight In Shinning Armor - Part 10.

I know I said I'm not continuing the story, but I feel like I'd like to..

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Faris pulled out Sarah's chair, and gave her a sweet smile as his hand hovered over her seat. Sarah looked at him, and bit her bottom lip, so mesmerized by how this remarkable creation of a man, was hers.

She took a seat and looked up at him smiling, he shot her a seductive smile and winked at her. Her heart fluttered like a million fireflies in the afterglow.

They quietly devoured their dinner. It's remarkable to find someone that you can enjoy a moment of complete silence with, and not have it feel like it was at all awkward. It was like their eyes, their actions, their subtle looks towards each other did what they their words could have.

It was Faris who broke the relaxing silence between each other..

"Al7een, bayeeblich shay a3arif inich t7ibeena!" He smiled

"Farous, matyouz? What other crazy thing do you have planned?" She giggled

"Relax mama, relax! No need to be uptight about it! Ana wiyach! Ana akhaly shay y9eer feech?! Thalma.." Faris shook his head

Sarah for a second, looked like someone had slapped her with a frying pan flat across her face! She looked at him and stuttered trying to find something to reply with.

She lowered her head and spat out the words, "Ma7ibik! 7mar!"

She didn't feel Faris get out of his seat and make his way to her. He slipped his hand under her chin and lifted her face. She looked at him, blinking in the dim lights that were along the chilly streets of Paris.

"Mu ila t7ibeenii," he slowly whispered, "elmuhim ana a7ibich.." she saw his lips move forming those words.

She licked her lips wanting so bad to lock them with hers.

He got down on one knee, and cupped her face. He studied every curve on her face, not that he needed to, since he already knew it by heart.

"A7ibich.. T3arfeen shno ya3nii a7ibich? T3arfeen shno magdar a3eesh dinyiti bidounich? My world, my entire universe, revolves around you, always had, always will. I can't stand the thought of someone else ever intertwining their fingers with yours, or locking his lips with yours. I want to spend every breathing millisecond with you. I want you to be the mother of my children, the reason I wake up in the morning.."

3younha gamat etghourig! Hearing him say that to her, made her heart race so fast.

"Marry me." He told her

Sarah looked at him dumbfounded, not knowing what she's expected to say back to him..

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I hope you liked this post! I'm sorry I've been a very bad blogger! I promise to try and make it up to you!

I love you to bits and pieces!

And please, comment! :(

It keeps me going, seriously. No comments is like you all decided to just stop reading my blog:(

-Q;*

:(

My precious readers,

I'm sorry but it seems like my inspiration for My Knight In Shinning Armor has died. It looks to me as if it's not going anywhere anymore. Though I am considering writing short stories until I find something going somewhere, but that is all up to you. I write to give not only myself, but readers an alternate universe to submerge into and enjoy some time of self-indulgence.

Again, I apologize for my loss of inspiration, but I do promise, that if I do get that inspiration back, I WILL complete the story.

Who knows, maybe I just need a little inspiration from someone to help me write, if you know what I mean. ;)

Much love,

-Q.

Stay safe my loved ones, ou 3eedkum mbarak. xx

My Knight In Shinning Armor - Part 9.

Awal shay, mbarak 3alaikum elshahar! I know it's been like a week in, but I had to say it:p

You guys didn't get to the 6 comments post!:( ib kha6ry a3aqibkum oo ma aktib post!:p bs galby may6awi3ny!:p

Thany shay! Atwaqa3 wayd ra7 ag3ed oo atshakalkum hal ayam.. Madry laish, bs a7is I will.. Feel free to comment over them, actually, I'm doing it l2na abii raykum.. oo entaw t3arfoun you can contact me on queenofmyhood@hotmail.com. :D

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Faris was going to meet Sarah back at their apartment, and Sarah was hovering around the apartment wondering what was his so called "surprise", as a result of that, when the bell rang she practically sprang to get the door.

She opened the door with so much force it almost sent her flying half way across the room,

"Ola ola!" laugh Faris, "shda3wa yuba!"

"Iskit! Inta oo your surprises!" she folded her arms

he wrapped his arms around her waist and pulled her close, planting a kiss on her forehead,

"hala b7abeebat galbii hala.." he cooed

She automatically threw her arms around his neck and pulled herself close into him, something in her head kept telling her this is too good to be true.. This only happens once in a lifetime..

They went down to the garage, and as they neared the car, he pulled out something out of his pockets.

"Douray" he told her

"Laish?!" She sprung and looked at his hands, "shno hatha?! Shbitsawii?!" she asked him surprised

"It's a blindfold baby, it's not a surprise if you know where we're going..." he smiled

"Mabyyy!" She screamed

He took her hand and kissed it, "baby, don't you trust me?"

"I trust you! But this is just too much!" She said distressed

He gently kissed her on her lips, "trust me.. I would never hurt you.." reassuring her, she gave in.

She slipped into the car, and he blind folded her, his smile as wide as the ocean.

They drove for 10 minutes, as they got closer his heart pounded in his chest like tribal drums, the closer they got, the harder it pounded, and the louder it got.

He stopped the car,

"Lati7arikain, ana yayich, witha you touch your blindfold, it's all off!" he warned her

She sighed knowing there was nothing she could do..

He rushed to her side, opened the door for her, and slowly helped her out of the car. As she stood facing his surprise, he slowly untied the blindfold.

When she saw his surprise, she sprung around, jumped on him and locked her lips with his, they felt each other's lips moving in unison together, his tongue scraping her upper lip, her gentle, playful bite of his lower lip.

Everything in him throbbed with the feeling of love, her heart felt like it was going to burst into a million little shatters of love.

But this, all of what she saw, was nothing.. Yet..

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Short. ;p

But..

I hope you like it!

Comments please!

Loads of love!

-Q;*

Sick and Tired.

I'm sick and tired of people always saying I'm "hot". Sure, sometimes it's nice. But for once, I want to be BEAUTIFUL. NOT hot.
I want someone to turn and look at me and go "wow, mashallah, she's beautiful/gorgeous/pretty". Not go "damn! She's hot!"
Hot to me is where someone just wants to bang you! I want someone to want to get to know me because my smile captivated him/her!

But.. That's just me.. Ladies, do you get that sometimes?
Also.. A reason for my venting here is because a male - I'll say male because he's some sort of an animal for even thinking what you're about to read - he said that he "feels" that I'm "a player". Excuse your stupid, low, mentality. I'm "hot", so I use that to play around? Seriously? I KNOW from experience a heart is NOT something you can fucking play with! Excuse my language.


So.. Do you, my sweet readers, people that know me so well, yet don't know me at all at the same time, do you have a say to what I just let go of to you?:(

I've been in such a crappy mood because of it! :(


Love always,
-Q;*
xoxo

Knight In Shinning Armor - Part 8.

I hope this makes up for the short posts!<3

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Faris was running around, working on a million things trying to get what he wanted done, everything was set, he just needed the last detail and he could go right ahead with his plans.

"Bashray! Shgalaw?" He asked through the phone

"Emwafqeen, bs elray rayha" his mother told him

"7ilfay yuma! Khaly emwafiq?! Wallah 9ij yuma?!" he raced through his words

His mother laughed, "ee 7abeeby, bs mithil ma geltlik, khalik ygoul elray rayha, itha ehya emwafqa, ratheen.." he could hear the smile on her face, it was like what they all thought was actually coming true..

"3asa Allah la ya7rimnii minich ya yuma! Wallah wanasteenii!" He thanked his mother

"Wela minik ya 7abeeby!" she smiled

"Khalas yuma! Ana barou7 akhale9 chem shaghla, enshallah akalmich ib agrab wagt!" he sped

"Deer balik 3ala nafsik ya wlidii!" she warned him

"Enshalllaaaah! Entay tamreen amur yal ghala kila!" he flirted

"Allah y3een bint khalek 3alayk!" His mother laughed

"ELA ALLAH Y3EENY 3ALAIHA!" His rejoined, "yallah yuma, ana basakir, meta ma walahtay digay!" He teased his mom

"Rou7 bs Frais!" She laughed

"Rayi7 rayiiii7!" He laughed back as he hung up

Faris was like that, he laughs and jokes with everyone, his mother, his aunts and uncles, its one of those things that makes a person a little more bearable, and what makes his presence that much of a joy, and not an annoyance.

Finally, he thought, he could get his plans in order! They can start as soon as possible!

He dialed Sarah's number on his phone, and waited impatiently for her to pick up

"Aloo" She said sounding kind of distracted

"Ya hala! Hala b7abeebat galbii! Hala bizaiiiiiin!" He flirted

She started giggling over the phone, "hala 7abeebyyy!" she replied, and he knew she was blushing as she said that

"Ya 7elu hal 9ouuuut, oo ya 7elu kelmat 7abeeby ley6la3at minech!" he flirted

"Farous! Sh6arii 3alaiiiik! Wayed ga3d tghazil!" she giggled

"Mn 7agyyy! 3endy elzain kila oo maghazil? Yanaiiiiit?" he asked her

She giggled through the phone uncontrollably

"7abeebty, 7ubi, 7ayaty" he called her

"Hala ru7ii" she told him

"Elyoum I want you to get dressed up, I've got a surprise for you.." he told her, his heart beating at a million beats a second

"Surprise shnu ba3ad? Faris tadry I don't like being surprised knowing there's a surprise, you'll just make me ditch the whole thing!" She warned him

"Laa! Don't ditch! We're going for dinner, but get dressed up baby, I wanna show my woman off!" He teased

"Show off to who yal khibil?!" She laughed

"The city of love my love!" He told her finishing it off with a long "mmm-mmm!"

"Maynoun! You're insane!" She laughed

"Ma7ad yanany ghayrich!" He confessed

"Okay! Asfa!" She laughed, "khalas, I'll get dressed up, cham elsa3a maw3idna?" She asked

"a vingt heures, ma belle" he told her in French

"D'accord ma cheri.." she told him in a soft, sweet loving voice

"3athabii entay!" he told her, "a7ibich.." he trailed off

"ana akthar 7abeeby.." she smiled to herself, "yallah, ana akhali9 mn ilee 3indii wily 3alay oo ashoufik ba3d shway"

"Khalas 3ayal 7abeebty, akhaleech ana, 7i6ay balich 3ala nafsich, tara mali ghayrich!" he told her

"Enshallah 7abeeby" she tantalized the strings of his heart

As she hung up, she wrapped her fingers around the little diamond necklace adoring the contours of her neck and collar bone, letting her mind drift away, she couldn't help but think of all the things she went through that brought her to where she is..

She smiled and plugged her headphones into her ear, as the crossing lights turned from red to green, Carrie Underwood's Lessons Learned started playing, she carefully took her steps, letting her gold sequined Louboutin pumps carry her gracefully.

She smiled while she heard the words that so perfectly explained her life,

"Every tear that had to fall from my eyes, everyday that I wonder how I get through the night, every change life has thrown me, I'm thankful for every break in my heart, I'm grateful for every scar.. Some pages turned, some bridges burned, but they were lessons learned.."

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Enjoy!:* I promise to post soon!

6 comments, and new post!

Much love,

-Q;*

My devoted readers;

To my devoted readers;
I'm very sorry to say that my laptop has OFFICIALLY died. I'm not sure if there is a laptop heaven, but I hope it's up there!

I'm going to have to post from either my phone, or my iPad.

So in that case, I'd like to take YOUR ideas, would you prefer if I post small posts about every week, for example post 8-A, or long posts that might take longer for me to post?

The decision is yours! I'm going to keep writing! There's no doubt about that! And yes, I AM BACK! And boy do I hope to keep pulling you in with some twist of events! But how I decide to do so is yet to be known..
So, small posts (Part 8-A/8-B) or long posts (takes longer to post).
Choose wisely!;P


- Q;*

My Knight in Shinning Armor - Part 7

I'm sorry for the delay! But I've just been sidetracked with a lot of stuff.. Drama and all of that crap.. But I'm back!
Missed me?:(

Anyway.. Here we go..

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"Mayseer kha6rik ila 6ayib 7abibiiii! Khalha 3alay!" said the voice on the other end of the phone

"Sma3nii 3adil f9aiiiil! Abii hal wa6ii ywakher 3an Sarah! Wentaw elwa7eedeen ilee tigdiroun 3alayh!" Faris told the voice on the other end, now we know as Fai9al, in a harsh tone.

"Ee yal 7abiiiiib! E7na en3arifla!" Fai9al comforted his friend

Faris couldn't handle Yousef, it's not that he was scared or any of those, but that he was too far.. So he called up his good buddies.. Do the job for him since he can't.. Yousef is in for a big one..



The men each waited outside the cafe that Yousef usually hung at after class with his friends, they've watched him long enough to know that the kid leaves at 8, and retires to his apartment watching TV or getting some school work done.

As he left, they followed him down a few blocks.. He noticed, so he just kept walking, until Fai9al nodded at the guys that were with him, and they jumped Yousef.

They held a knife to his throat and stomach, and a gun to his head..

"Yousef liflanii? E7na yayeen bes enwa9ilik Hal kalam.. Ba3id 3an Sarah liflanii. Hal mara, binkhaleek ib tahdeed.." he told him as he slowly cut a shallow cut on his abdomen straight through his shirt, "bs elmara elyaya, feeha dam. Wenta wild omik elwa7eed.. 7i6na 3ala balik zain.. E7na ma nel3ab.. E7na min rejal il af3al!" and with that said, they left him terrorized.

The wound wouldn't need stitches or anything, all it needed was some cleaning with an antiseptic, and a band-aid on top, good as new.

When Faris got news of how they did it.. It was time to celebrate..

He knew how he could do that.. Though it needs a decent amount of planning, a few phone calls and his plan would be set!


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I know! It's not long! But it's all I could do right now! But I promise to make it up to you!
Comments please! 6 comments, new post! Longer one if I get more comments;)

I love you! So much! Thank you for being loyal readers! And for keeping me writing through it all!

- Q;*

My Knight In Shinning Armor - Part 6.

"Noor??" Sarah asked shocked, "hallaaaaa! Shlounich?! Shnu hal 9dfa el7ilwaaaa?!" Noor said with a hint of hate in her voice.
Questions ran in Noor's head, why? How? When?
Why was she here with this guy and not Yousef?
How did she meet this guy?
When did she meet him?!

But she was just about to find out.

"Noor! Hatha wild 3amity Faris!" Sarah smiled as she introduced Faris to Noor.
"Hala, Ana Noor liflanii," she said shaking his hand
"welni3im" Faris said finally connecting the dots in his head as he looked at Sarah.
"Allah yin3am eb7alik!" Noor said coldly.

"Haaa! Shimsawya hnee?!" she turned to Sarah.
"wallah yaya ejaza!" Sarah lied
"Ee! Zain etsaween! Mita rada Amreeca inshallah?" she asked her, the girl was digging in.
"3ugb Chem youm inshallah!" she lied again.
Sarah hated this lying thing. She avoided lying.
"Inshallaaaaaah! Ha 3ayal! Lema tou9leen! Kalmeeniiii! Ni6la3 for dinner!" she winked
"7ather! Tamreen amir yal ghalya!" she kissed up to her.
"Yallah 3ayal, Ana asta2thin! Ghalya ikhtii tan6irnii!" she smiled
"Allah wiyach" Sarah and Faris said in unison.


Sarah turned to Faris,
"Ikhit Yousef?" Faris asked mad
Sarah lowered her head, "ee..." she trailed off.
"LA7GEEENICH LAY HNEE?!" he almost yelled
"Madrii Faris! Lat9arikh!" she screamed with tears running down her eyes
"Ana asif 7abeebtii.." he told her, pulling her close into his arms, he planted a kiss on the crown of her head, "mu qasdii asarikh 3alaich.." he said kissing her down her forehead, to her nose, then her lips, "Ana a7ibich, oo maby ay a7ed yakhthich minii." he explained to her.
"ma7ed ra7 yigdar yakhithnii minik.." she told him looking into his eyes..
With that look, he knew that what she was saying was true.. And as long as he lived, he would keep her safe, if it would cost his life, he would keep her safe.
He pulled her closer, lifting her head up and lowering his, he pushed his lips on hers, and their lips moved in sync with each others. He could taste the candy flavored lip gloss she applied over her lipstick, he could taste the flavor of the hot chocolate she just had that still lingered on her tongue.

But still..
There's something he has to do..

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I know it's been long! I know it's not a long post! But I hope you like it! And I promise I'll try to post as soon as I can!

Feedback! Comments are appreciated! :*

Loads of love,
- Q;*