Thoughtssss..

I never thought I'd say this.. But I'm actually thinking of closing my blog..
I don't get any feedback from any of you. My last post had 4 comments, and I've got a little over 50 followers.
I love you all, but I can't write if I don't know how you're feeling about my stories! What is the point of writing when you're not reading?
If I know you're still reading, I'll keep writing and you'll get a post pretty soon...

Please, leave your thoughts on here, and I'll be able to reply soon enough hopefully!

I love you! x

- Q;*

My Knight In Shinning Armor - Part 4.

Get ready.

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"Sarah," Faris said, "garbay"

"Hala?" She told him

"Come closer! I want to tell you something" he said in a voice that couldn't help but get her curious

"Shino?" she asked her mouth gaping

He leaned in and pushed his lips on hers

Sarah instantly closed her eyes.

She felt his lips move perfectly in sync with hers, she didn't fight back, it was like she was waiting for this too, and secretly she was...

All her life.....

she let her emotions take over her.. Everything she thought she wouldn't feel she felt.. And she loved it..

Weeks passed by.. It was just of her and Faris, walking around the cold, damp streets and alleys of Paris, hand in hand, fingers intertwined.

He was everything she wanted and more...

If they stood at a cross light, and she just slightly shivered, he'd pull her in into his arms, squeeze her tight and kiss her head. He made her feel like she was the queen of his world. That her every wish was a command.

They would cook together, he'd surprise her, she'd surprise him, all the cute, sweet, cliche stuff that people who are so madly, stupidly, head over heels in love do.

But as always..

All good things must come to an end..

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Not a long post, I know! I'm sorry for that, but I'll keep posting, maybe not long, maybe long, I don't know, all I know is I must keep writing, for my precious readers:*

I love you, and enjoy!:*

-Q;*

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Just a little something.

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I post stuff that relate to my life, and so has a lot of posts, from cursing to crying, to a lot of stuff! ;p

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Toddles! xx

-Q;*

My Knight in Shinning Armor - Part 3.

Part 3! I hope you enjoy it!:*

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It was like a herd of wild horses, running so hard, free, their beautiful manes moved around by the wind.

That was the sound she heard.

It was his heart. Beating, thumping, jumping. Noises she's never heard before. The closer she pushed herself to him, the tighter she let him hug her, the louder the sounds got. The faster those horses ran.

Half way through the show, she fell asleep in his arms. Faris slowly picked her up in his arms, and took her to her room.

He tucked her into bed and kissed her forehead, and as he left, he stood by her door and whispered to her,

"Wallah ana ma adry shnu mza3lech bs etha 3araft and there is something I can do, I'll do it. Even if it takes my life."

She slept so peacefully, she was like an exhausted baby that couldn't wait to go to bed, and when she slept, you couldn't help but ask, how could someone who looked so angelic, be able to hold that much pain inside her?

About half way exceeding her sleep, something happened.

She woke up, screaming, gasping for air, clutching the left side of her chest, her heart.

He's back.

He came back.

She dreamt of him, no, no, not a dream, a NIGHTMARE.

She slowly replayed the scenes of the nightmare she just envisioned, it was like one of those horror movies.

She walked into her apartment back in NYC, dark, only the lights from the outside of her window shone through, and closed the door behind her, the minute the door made a click sound indicating it was closed, someone pushed her back, and pinned her back to the door.

"You're not leaving again. 5laitich trou7een theek elmara, bs hal mara, mako." he hissed into her ear

"Intay, 7agi. MALTI. Tifhimeen shno ya3nii intay malti?! MINE! AND ONLY MINE!" he suddenly yelled

She started to gasp for air as tears streamed down her cheeks.

He slowly moved his mouth from her ears to her lips, and forced himself on her, she pushed him away, but he was too strong for her, he forced himself even harder now. She turned her face, not wanting his lips to lock with hers. She didn't want to taste him. He bit her cheek, and said,

"I told you, you - are - mine." she knew he was smiling while he said that. She felt his hand on the outside of her thighs, he slowly moved upwards, pulling her dress upwards with his hands, his nails jabbed into her thighs, and she felt a shock of pain,

"AAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHH!!! Yousef!!!!! Let me goo!!!" She sobbed, "MABEEEEEK!!!! MABEEEEK!!! I HATE YOUUU!! LET ME GOO!!" She screamed in between sobs

"MAKO!" he yelled back at her. He bit her neck, her jawline, he wasn't going to let her go, not this time. This time, he's going to make her his property, forever, and the only way he can, is this way.

Before he could go any further, she woke up screaming.

She sat up in her bed, pulled her knees close and started crying, but the way Faris busted into her room scared her and made her jump up screaming.

"Shfeeech?! Baby! What's wrong?!" He asked her, pulling her close

"Faris, please, please, don't let him touch me!" She cried as she held on to his shirt, and pulled it, the way a child does when they don't want to be taken away

"Baby, I promise, a7liflich, musta7eel insan ymid eida 3alaich damii ashim il hawa!" He kissed her head

She cried, more and more, into his chest

"I hate him, wallah I hate him!" She told Faris

"Sarah, 7abeebty, stop crying, I told you, no one is going to lay a finger on you as long as I'm living and breathing! Tikfain, latabcheeeeeen! Wallah ena sra5ich yga6i3 elgalb!" He told her

"I'm sorry, wallah I'm sorrryyyy!" She gasped

"Gomay, come on baby, I'll make us some hot chocolate, and we'll sit outside on the balcony, and you can talk to me, come on" he kissed her head

"Okay" she said in between sniffles

Faris got up on his feet, then helped her up. Sarah put all her weight on Faris, she couldn't handle being on her own two feet.

"Come on, al7en nig3ed bara o ta5theenlich nifas, et'haddeen min nafsech, witgouleenlii what's wrong.. okay?" he pulled her close

"Okay.." she whispered

Faris slid open the sliding glass windows leading out to their balcony and pulled the chairs next to each other.

"Ge3day 7abeebty" he told Sarah as he slowly let her down onto the chair, "digeega warid, basawy the hot chocolate wayeeblich a blanket" he continued

as he turned to walk back into the apartment, Sarah grasped his hands,

"Please, don't leave me" she told him

He got down to her level and said,

"Did I ever leave you? No. Never have, and never will. Ana magdar a3eesh bidounich Sarah. 3umri mara7 a5aleech." then he got up and went back inside

Sarah sat there, staring at the dark skies of Paris, watching as clouds passed by, listening to the rustling leaves of the tall standing trees as little brown colored squirrels ran, and jumped from tree to tree, she inhaled the freshest of oxygen she could ever remember inhaling. She just, took it all in..

She jumped when she felt someone put something on her shoulders. She turned around and saw Faris, smiling down at her as he wrapped a blanket around her, then handed her a big mug of steaming hot chocolate.

She pulled the mug to her lips, and she inhaled the scent of hot cocoa, whipped cream, and a few fluffy marshmallows, then pulled it away and lowered it as she wrapped her hands around the mug.

Faris couldn't help but smile.... He loved when she did that... It was like she was taken to another planet, just by inhaling a scent.

And it was these little things she did that really intrigued him.. He has never met a girl that ever did these kind of things..

It's the little things she did that really made him insane! If he accidently kicked his foot into something hard, she'd giggle then ask him if he was okay; if he KNEW something was hot, but out of stupidity just put his finger on it, she'd giggle, then kiss it and ask him if it was all better now. She'd pick up his laundry with hers even if he DIDNT ask her to do so. She'd make him his favorite sandwich just because she felt like doing it, and he's savor it, and bask in the different flavors that tantalized the taste buds on his tongue.

Things someone wouldn't think of doing.

Because isn't it always, that the little things are the things that matter the most?

He stopped his train of thoughts,

"Come on now, talk to me.." he told her, his blood was boiling, he wanted to know who did all this to her.

Sarah started from day one, she told him everything, she even told him her dream, and how she couldn't understand it because they NEVER did anything! She never kissed him, she never held his hand, they never did anything like that. It was just verbal, in words like, I love you, I miss you, honey, 7abeeby, those kind of things, never was it physical.

A few times, a tear or two dropped down her cheek, but he'd wipe it off with his finger before it even got the chance to touch the ground, because he wouldn't allow her to cry over someone like him, ESPECIALLY him.

That's when he decided no more fighting what he's been fighting for years, it's about time he did what he always wanted to do.

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I'm sorry guys! I know! I've taken a while, but I got sidetracked:$ I hope you like the post!

I promise I'll post something soon! I'll start writing ASAP as a matter of fact!(A)

I love you all!

Taqabbal'Allah 6a3atkum, w3alaikum b2alf 3afya!:*

I love you all!

-Q;*

Clearing some stuff up.

Okay, so I think the last post got some of you confused. But I'm here to clear things up.

Sarah left Yousef and went to Paris.

In Paris, she was picked up by Faris.

Faris is her Cousin.

They're like best friends, and since they're so close to each other, their family thought there was a secret love thing going on between them, but NO they are NOT together.

I hope this clears some stuff up! I'll be posting soon!

I hope you're all doing great!

xx

-Q;*

My Knight in Shinning Armor - Part 2.

"Hala bl ghalia! Saroun! Shlounich? How was the states?" He asked her as they left the airport
"Enta ilghali wallah!" she blew him a kiss, "bien bien bien, all good, wasn't bad" she told him as her heart thumped in her chest, he knew her too well, and so she was terrified he'd realize that it wasn't "all good"

"Akeed?" He asked her

She nodded and smiled

They got to his car, a black Porsche Cayenne Turbo. He popped the trunk open and he put her stuff in, she was leaning on the side of his car talking to him, asking him about the weather and how it all was.

"Done!" He said as he clapped his hands together

She giggled at his actions

He came up next to her, placed his hand on her hip and kissed her cheek

"Walaht 3alaich! I swear Paris is nothing without you! Yallah emshay, I'm sure you need some food" he told her and started towards the drivers seat

"You know me too well Farous!" She said and walked to the passengers side

He drove her down the Champs Elysees, around the Arc De Triomphe and down to Cafe Esplanade.

She looked at the skies, she looked at all the couples walking next to each other, holding hands, the man looking at the girl he had his arms around. He'd look at her then pull her close and kiss her passionately. He heart would jump in it's place.

"Saroun?" Faris asked her

"Hmmmm" She said and turned to look at him

"Sima3teenii?" He asked her

"Um, hehe la2" she blushed

"Agoul, etshouf the love birds!" He laughed

"Hehe, shut up!" She told him

"Ya bint el7alal! Ga3ed as2ilich, khaly oo khalty shlounhum?!" He said again

"B5air il7imdellah, they're good.. Babatii emkayif eni 6ala3t min Amreeka!" She laughed

"Ee zaaaain! Ma baghaytay!" He defended her father

"I know, it was about time" She said and put her hands on top of her head to form a halo

Faris is weld 3amat'ha. Which makes Sarah bent 5al Faris. He was 5 years her senior, but they were so close, they did everything together; and for so long, secretly in their family, everyone thought they loved each other, qi9at 7ub ya3ne;p

They had some food, then he drove her back home.

She carried a box into the apartment, while Faris dropped both bags inside, and went to get the second box.

"Waaaaaih! Entay shno?! Ma5ala9tay?!" He laughed at her as she slowly put the box on the ground

"SHEFT ESHKUBRIK ENTA! I'M TINY!" She pouted

"Ya 7iluhaaaaa!" He told her and pinched her bottom lip

"Heeeeeeeeey!" She giggled

"We'll unpack bacher" he told her, "I'll give you some clothes of mine to wear so you can sleep in, embayin 7adich ta3bana" he kissed her forhead

"Okay, thanks baby" she said as she dove in for a hug

"Yallah ta3alay, CSI Miami is about to start" he said as he pulled her into the living room

He sat down wrapped his arm around her and pulled her close. She pulled her knees to her chest, and rested her head on his chest.

And for the first time, she heard something she never did with Faris..

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Adrii, not long! But enjoy!

xx

-Q;*

My Knight in Shinning Armor - Part 1.

Part 1, just so you guys don't stay waiting for long;p

I love you! :*

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Sarah didn't just leave without having a place to go, she knew exactly where she had to go, what she had to do..

A week before she packed up and left, she wasn't being herself with Yousef, she was being someone he didn't know.

Every time she would talk back, every time she would be the girl he didn't know, he would ask her yelling,

"ENTAY SHFEECH? SARAH TE7ACHAY! SHNO SAR ELY GHAYARICH 3ALAY! WALLAH TARA ANA TA3ABT!"

She wouldn't say a thing, she would just walk away.

She'd leave him standing there, questioning what he did wrong.

Usually a tear would trickle down her cheek as she walks away...

"Akh, widy bs et3arf ya Yousef.." she'd mouth

Sarah already applied to The American University of Paris. Somewhere far enough from Yousef, somewhere she knew he didn't like, somewhere she knew that if he ever thought of going, he'd get lost.

She just knew him that well...

Yousef wasn't the perfect man you all think he is, no. Yousef had a past. Yes, he prayed. Yes, he was funny. Yes, he was nice. But he was known for being a player. Ouch right? How could Sarah, the girl who never did anything to break her parents' heart, be with a man like him? She asked herself that too, but she never could get the answer...

Even though she trusted him, sometimes there was this thin streak of distrust she had. When he said he was going somewhere with a certain person, she'd think to herself, is he lying to me? And when she'd know a friend of hers was in the same place he'd be in, she'd ask them to watch him.

What was good about this was that Yousef, didn't know her friends. He never blended himself with that part of her life, as much as he wanted to blend himself in with her family, he didn't blend himself in with her friends. Weird, right? She didn't care, as long as she could have someone watch him, she was great!

At one point, one of her friends told her this,

"Sarah, please lat3a9been 3alai, bs sheft Yousef y6ali3 bent thanya...." He trailed off

"Okay...." She calmly replied

"Are you okay?" He asked her wrapping his arm around her shoulder and pulling her close to look in her eyes; she was that kind, her eyes would let out everything in her.

"Yes. Mafeeny ila il3afia!" She smiled and looked him in the eye, "I'm going to make him go insane."

"Sarah! Swair! Yanaitay!? T3arfeen Yousef oo 7arakata! Latyineen wetsaween shay tendimeen 3alayh be3dain!" He warned her

"Tadry shloun? Mara7 asawi shay. Kafy ilta3ab ely ana 3alayh!" She told her friend and left.

So you see, he isn't the perfect little angel. He had a past, and sometimes, a mans past follows him to his future, which is his present.

Anyway, she applied, and she was accepted.

So she packed up and left.

She got on a plane during one of those chilly January mornings. And on her way to the airport, she traced the morning dew on the window of the cab she was in, she drew little hearts on its fogged up window. And when her breathe would no longer cover up the little artistic objects she drew, she sat back and watched as he drove her down the roads she knew like the back of her hand for the last time..

She got on her plane, sat down and buckled herself in, pulled out her iPod, untangled the wire and pushed the little pads into her ear, and clicked the little play button. Automatically, Kellie Pickler came on...

Didn't you know how much I loved you started to blast in her ear, the catchy tune, and Kellie's sweet voice started to shake that emotional wall that she built up, the one blocking all her feelings from people's eyes.

it went like this,

"I remember the way you made love to me

Like I was all you'd ever need
Did you change your mind
Well I didn't change mine
Now here I am trying to make sense of it all
We were best friends now we don't even talk
You broke my heart
Ripped my world apart

Didn't you know how much I loved you
Didn't you know how much I loved you, baby
I gave you everything, every part of me
Didn't you feel it when I touched you
Didn't I rock you when I loved you, baby
Baby, tell me
Didn't you know how much I loved you

I can't get you out of my head
I still feel you in this bed
Left me all alone
You couldn't be more gone
From falling apart to fighting mad
From wanting you back to not giving a damn
I've felt it all
I've been to the wall

Didn't you know how much I loved you
Didn't you know how much I loved you, baby
I gave you everything, every part of me
Didn't you feel it when I touched you
Didn't I rock you when I loved you, baby
Baby, tell me
Didn't you know how much I loved you

One day justice will come and find you
And I'll be right there in your memory to remind you

Didn't you know how much I loved you
Didn't you know how much I loved you, baby
I gave you everything, every part of me
Didn't you feel it when I touched you
Didn't I rock you when I loved you, baby
Baby, tell me

Didn't you know how much I loved you
Didn't you know how much I loved you, baby
I gave you everything, every part of me
Didn't you feel it when I touched you
Didn't I rock you when I loved you, baby
Baby, tell me

I gave you everything, every part of me"

and by the time she was done, Sarah let go of emotions she didn't think she would be able to let go of..

She fell asleep with tears streaming down her cheeks.. and the next thing she knew, she was slowly being shaken,

"Ma'am, ma'am...?" they said as they shook her calmly, "We're landing, can you please put your seat back in it's up right position?" asked her the flight attendant.

She pulled her seat up, took a deep breath, pulled her hair in a high ponytail and told herself that this is time for a new beginning....

After going through passport control, and picking up the 2 bags and 2 boxes she dragged all the way with her on a 14 hour flight, she walked out into the meeting area of Paris' Charles de Gaulle airport.

She stood on her toes and looked over the heads of all the people standing there waiting to see their loved ones. A hand shot up and started waving, and with that hand came shouts from a familiar voice,

"SARAH! SARAAAAH!!" a loud, masculine, husky voice she was used to for so long shouted

A smiled made it's way on her face, and she ran into those strong muscular arms she was so used to.

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There you go! Part 1! I hope you like it!

Another 10 comment, and you get the new post!

And Good Morning Kuwait! <3

-Q;*