Sunday, August 22, 2010

My Knight in Shinning Armor - Part 1.

Part 1, just so you guys don't stay waiting for long;p
I love you! :*


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Sarah didn't just leave without having a place to go, she knew exactly where she had to go, what she had to do..

A week before she packed up and left, she wasn't being herself with Yousef, she was being someone he didn't know.
Every time she would talk back, every time she would be the girl he didn't know, he would ask her yelling,
"ENTAY SHFEECH? SARAH TE7ACHAY! SHNO SAR ELY GHAYARICH 3ALAY! WALLAH TARA ANA TA3ABT!"

She wouldn't say a thing, she would just walk away.
She'd leave him standing there, questioning what he did wrong.

Usually a tear would trickle down her cheek as she walks away...
"Akh, widy bs et3arf ya Yousef.." she'd mouth

Sarah already applied to The American University of Paris. Somewhere far enough from Yousef, somewhere she knew he didn't like, somewhere she knew that if he ever thought of going, he'd get lost.
She just knew him that well...

Yousef wasn't the perfect man you all think he is, no. Yousef had a past. Yes, he prayed. Yes, he was funny. Yes, he was nice. But he was known for being a player. Ouch right? How could Sarah, the girl who never did anything to break her parents' heart, be with a man like him? She asked herself that too, but she never could get the answer...
Even though she trusted him, sometimes there was this thin streak of distrust she had. When he said he was going somewhere with a certain person, she'd think to herself, is he lying to me? And when she'd know a friend of hers was in the same place he'd be in, she'd ask them to watch him.
What was good about this was that Yousef, didn't know her friends. He never blended himself with that part of her life, as much as he wanted to blend himself in with her family, he didn't blend himself in with her friends. Weird, right? She didn't care, as long as she could have someone watch him, she was great!
At one point, one of her friends told her this,
"Sarah, please lat3a9been 3alai, bs sheft Yousef y6ali3 bent thanya...." He trailed off
"Okay...." She calmly replied
"Are you okay?" He asked her wrapping his arm around her shoulder and pulling her close to look in her eyes; she was that kind, her eyes would let out everything in her.
"Yes. Mafeeny ila il3afia!" She smiled and looked him in the eye, "I'm going to make him go insane."
"Sarah! Swair! Yanaitay!? T3arfeen Yousef oo 7arakata! Latyineen wetsaween shay tendimeen 3alayh be3dain!" He warned her
"Tadry shloun? Mara7 asawi shay. Kafy ilta3ab ely ana 3alayh!" She told her friend and left.

So you see, he isn't the perfect little angel. He had a past, and sometimes, a mans past follows him to his future, which is his present.

Anyway, she applied, and she was accepted.
So she packed up and left.
She got on a plane during one of those chilly January mornings. And on her way to the airport, she traced the morning dew on the window of the cab she was in, she drew little hearts on its fogged up window. And when her breathe would no longer cover up the little artistic objects she drew, she sat back and watched as he drove her down the roads she knew like the back of her hand for the last time..

She got on her plane, sat down and buckled herself in, pulled out her iPod, untangled the wire and pushed the little pads into her ear, and clicked the little play button. Automatically, Kellie Pickler came on...
Didn't you know how much I loved you started to blast in her ear, the catchy tune, and Kellie's sweet voice started to shake that emotional wall that she built up, the one blocking all her feelings from people's eyes.

it went like this,
"I remember the way you made love to me
Like I was all you'd ever need
Did you change your mind
Well I didn't change mine
Now here I am trying to make sense of it all
We were best friends now we don't even talk
You broke my heart
Ripped my world apart

Didn't you know how much I loved you
Didn't you know how much I loved you, baby
I gave you everything, every part of me
Didn't you feel it when I touched you
Didn't I rock you when I loved you, baby
Baby, tell me
Didn't you know how much I loved you

I can't get you out of my head
I still feel you in this bed
Left me all alone
You couldn't be more gone
From falling apart to fighting mad
From wanting you back to not giving a damn
I've felt it all
I've been to the wall

Didn't you know how much I loved you
Didn't you know how much I loved you, baby
I gave you everything, every part of me
Didn't you feel it when I touched you
Didn't I rock you when I loved you, baby
Baby, tell me
Didn't you know how much I loved you

One day justice will come and find you
And I'll be right there in your memory to remind you

Didn't you know how much I loved you
Didn't you know how much I loved you, baby
I gave you everything, every part of me
Didn't you feel it when I touched you
Didn't I rock you when I loved you, baby
Baby, tell me

Didn't you know how much I loved you
Didn't you know how much I loved you, baby
I gave you everything, every part of me
Didn't you feel it when I touched you
Didn't I rock you when I loved you, baby
Baby, tell me
I gave you everything, every part of me"

and by the time she was done, Sarah let go of emotions she didn't think she would be able to let go of..

She fell asleep with tears streaming down her cheeks.. and the next thing she knew, she was slowly being shaken,
"Ma'am, ma'am...?" they said as they shook her calmly, "We're landing, can you please put your seat back in it's up right position?" asked her the flight attendant.

She pulled her seat up, took a deep breath, pulled her hair in a high ponytail and told herself that this is time for a new beginning....

After going through passport control, and picking up the 2 bags and 2 boxes she dragged all the way with her on a 14 hour flight, she walked out into the meeting area of Paris' Charles de Gaulle airport.
She stood on her toes and looked over the heads of all the people standing there waiting to see their loved ones. A hand shot up and started waving, and with that hand came shouts from a familiar voice,
"SARAH! SARAAAAH!!" a loud, masculine, husky voice she was used to for so long shouted

A smiled made it's way on her face, and she ran into those strong muscular arms she was so used to.

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There you go! Part 1! I hope you like it!
Another 10 comment, and you get the new post!
And Good Morning Kuwait! <3

-Q;*

13 comments:

  1. loooooveeeddd it:***
    neeext one pleasee;p
    new reader btw:D!
    R12

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  2. akkhh..why did she run away?
    ahaha but it seems like a move i would do;p
    NEXXXTTT POSTT PLEASE:*

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  3. 3ajeeeeb the post i loved it, keeep it up!! i want the next one please;**
    -34

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  4. i love it alot who is that guy plz dnt tell me her uncle!? LOL next post plzzzz

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  5. 7abaaita elpost <3
    the dude is her brother??

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  6. Loveeed it:* next post plz:D
    -A

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  7. MENO MENO MENO?;o
    I loved it but it's kinda short:(. Anyways, post soon:* &don't let us hold our horses for too long!

    Love you,
    F/Karma.

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  8. i loved it w whose the guy???? is he family?

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  9. allaaaah i liked it!!! yalla post bsr3a!!!

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  10. interesting!;D

    post post!


    M.

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  11. Waiting for the next post
    BG

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  12. I lovedd it! cant wait for the next! mashallah ur reaalyy good!
    -silent reader s

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  13. 9ar 10 comments!! YALLA post!!

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