Stupid In Love. Part 17 & 18.

I'll be out of here soon......

And if I get everything out perfectly, the story might end at part 20....

And hopefully, as soon as I get back, I might start another story... Lets see how well inspiration works with me while I'm gone, shall we? ;)

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You don't know me, yet you're like my best friend! Living each moment with me, feeling what I'm feeling! I hope I give out as much emotion as I feel while writing these posts for you:*

So....

Without further ado, here's part 17 of Stupid In Love. :)

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"Yallah, thilfay. Bye" and he hung up.

Na9er said that to me.

Was I dreaming it.

What was going on?!

What did I miss?!

What did I do?!

NA9ER!

WHAAAAAT?!

There, I looked like someone slapped me. So hard, my eyes were bulging out. So hard, my jaw dropped open, so big, I could feel the grass bristles on my chin.

"Uhh.. Uhhh.." I said, looking at Layal

"Shfeech?!" She asked

She ran to me and sat on the ground in front of me. She looked up to my eyes and saw the shock. It was practically like electric volts shooting out.

"SHGAL!?" she yelled

"Gally.. Gally.." I stammered

"SHGAL! TA7ACHAY!" She shook me

"Gally.. Thilfay.." I said and looked her back in her big dark brown eyes

"You're kidding right?" she asked me

"No.." I said in a low voice

"Snap out of this and fight back!" She told me

I got up, took a deep breathe, and walked away..

"Maisa!" She yelled

"Wait, you just wait.." I said

"MAISA! RIDAY 3ALAY!" She screamed louder

I turned around and looked at her.

I pulled out my phone, and punched Jawa's number in, and within seconds she picked up;

"Hala ib 7abeebtii!" she said

"You won't believe what just happened." I said

"Ha? Shfeech? What the fuck happened now?!" She said, "Sar shay 9a7?! Embayin min 9outich! Spill!" She yelled

"Gally athlif" I smiled

"La la, you're kidding 9a7?" she said in shock too

"Nope. I'm being serious. Do I SOUND like I'm kidding?!" I yelled

"And what did you say!?" she asked

"I hung up! Shbagoul ya3nii?!" I said

"MAISA! This isn't you! Min mita etkhaleen a7ed eghali6 3alaich?! You call him back and kick his fucking ass! You get that?!" She told me

"La 7abeebtii, I'm not calling back. I'm texting him. He'll hear my voice and I'll be yelling and he'll just yell back. I know him." I told her

"INZAIN SAWAY SHAY!" She said

"Ya zift! Basawii shay! Akalmich ba3dain, let me handle this." I told her

"You leave him, you fucking leave him. You deserve someone so much better!" I yelled

"Oh I know that, I'm going to make me him want me like fuck. You just wait and see. Ma6la3 bint oboy etha makhalayta yit7asef." I said

"Good! Now that's my girl!" She clapped

"Yeah, okay. Akalmich ba3dain." I said and hung up.

I started to walk back to Layal with so much determination in me.

"Emshay il baranda" I told her

I guess she saw the anger and determination in my eyes that she feared to say a word. She just walked behind me, and followed me like a stray puppy to the baranda.

I sat down, and pulled out my phone.

"I'm going to show you." I said in between my teeth.

I started writing the message to Na9er;

"Thelfay ha? Okay Na9er. This is it, if you can't respect me, then don't call me, and don't message me anymore. I'm not here for you to be disrespectful to me. Ga3adt wela mishayt sar 3indy nafs elshay, bel a5a9 3ugb ma giltly thelfay. So, good luck, and goodbye;)"

and I clicked send.

I waited for it to send completely. When it did, I sat back, raised my legs to rest on the railings of the balcony, and breathed in the fresh salty breeze..

A second later, my phone starts vibrating, I look down.. I think you know who it is..

Na9er :)

I showed it to Layal, then counted to 5..

1..

2..

3..

4..

5..

Deep breathe..

"Aloo." I said annoyed

"Are you serious about your message?" He asked me

"Yes. I'm serious. You called, ma shifta. I call you back tgouly rou7ay thilfay?! Wain ga3deen Na9er! Mani a9ghar 3yalik!" I yelled, I could feel the rage shaking him so hard, "oo ana kila ilee adig! It's like I'M running after you o inta matabii! That's it! Manii daga oo arkith warak oo akhrat'ha tgoulii hal 7achii!" I kept yelling

He was speechless..

Right then, my other phone started ringing and it was my mother.

"I have to go Na9er. When you know what you want, you know where to find me." I stated, and hung up.

My mother was just asking where we were, and asked us to go inside since it was getting kind of chilly.

We walked to my chalet, and collapsed on the sofa..

"Ufff!" Layal said

"Ta3abtay ha?" I smiled

"Eeeh! Wayid!" She laughed

"Mmm.. I want food" I said

"Me too!" She jumped

"Emshay, lets get il kakaw min il ma6ba5" I told her

We walked to the kitchen and got a hold of the food we bought, then went back and watched Charmed on MBC 4.

For 10 minutes, Na9er wasn't present in my mind.. :)

When I checked my phone again, oh wow.. A missed call.. :)

I showed it to Layal and laughed.

"Mu giltlich, he'll come running back?" I told her, then called him

"You called?" I asked

"Tawich tgouleen kila you call and I don't pick up, or I'm too busy to pick up o I only message you! Now who's not picking up!?" He yelled

"It was on silent oo shayla il vibrate! This is once! Inta kil mara!" I retorded

"You know what, don't call me." He said

"You don't want me to call you?!" I asked him almost bursting into laughter

"No, don't call me." he said again

"Okay, I won't call you." I laughed

"Okay. Bye." He said

"BYE." I said and hung up.

Okay. The dude had serious issues. Right?

3nad 3alaih, I turned off the phone :) Oh yes I did. He doesn't want me to call him, I will not fucking call him. I will not lose myself for him - even though I sorta kinda already did - but that's not what we're talking about right now.

I packed up my stuff, and that night, I'm heading home.

I'm gnna be strong.

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The drive home, was the complete opposite of the drive to chalet.

This drive, it was depressing songs. This time, it was anger that raged inside of me towards Na9er. How could he say something like that to me?! Ana al7een shsawait?! Out of the blue he tells me thelfay?! Inta ethlif!

I came home and made my way to my room, I flung my bag on my bed, and went to the bathroom to have a relaxing shower.. I need my alone time..

Half an hour of sitting under hot water, hugging my knees to my chest, just letting the water wash over me and take over my senses.. My eyes closed, and breathing so calmly..

My thoughts went back to the time when boys were nothing to us.. When boys to us girls were icky, and ugly. When we used to run from them just because we thought they had cooties. And now, almost every teenage girls' life revolves around a boy. And that boy, well, he'll probably just cause her heartbreak, pain, and give her a bunch of sleepless nights of her drowning her pillow with tears.

Why do we girls need boys? We don't need them, we're independent.. We're living in a period of time where women can hold their own! Then why ladies do we need men?! WHY!?

I keep asking myself that..

See, we'll never know the answer, but it's the simple law of attraction.. A man is always attracted to a woman, as a woman shall always be attracted to a man..

For the rest of the week, I've avoided calling him, messaging him, or even talking to him on MSN.

I'm standing my ground you jerk. Like I said, I'll make him regret it.

My girls stood by me, whenever I had this urge to call him, I'd call one of them up. And right then, they'd kill my urge to call him.

A week went by..

Saturday was the day he told me not to call him..

Sunday.. Nothing...

Monday.. Still nothing...

Tuesday.. I'm still waiting...

Wednesday.. I'm still waiting... I'm losing hope....

Thursday... I've lost hope... He's not gonna call me... I know it...

It was October 30th, 2009.

I don't know how I still remember the date. I think it was just that significant part of my life..

Me and 3anoud had a day planned to go shop for Halloween costumes. But unfortunately she couldn't make it. So I called up another friend and drove around the bright streets of Kuwait City trying to get a costume..

Before I headed out..

Something on the table started to shake..

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Two posts in one! I know Part 18 isn't long, but I'll make it up to you all!:*

I love you all so much! I hope you liked it!:*

Stupid In Love. Part 16.

My loves! I'm sorry for taking so long, but I've been really busy! I'm sorry my darlings! I'll try to finish the story before I leave for the summer, because I won't be posting anything while I'm away:( I'm sorry.

But here's part 16 :) I hope you enjoy it!

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Well the distance.. I'll tell you what it did to us.. This is what happened..

After I went home and packed up, I left with my parents.. And the whole ride there, I had my iPod on, and my headphones in my ear, listening to music that reminded me of him, songs that had me smile at the thought of his lips on mine..

It was like I was in one of those romantic movies, we'd be driving, I'd be staring out the window, quietly singing along to the songs, smiling, with the boy I'm in love with running around in my head.. If it was real, and he really was running around, I think he'd be knocked out cold right now! But that doesn't matter.. What matters is that I had him, he was mine.. No one could take him away, not as long as I'm alive, not as long as we BOTH chose to be with each other.

The minute we got to the chalet, I smiled, and it was like a weight was lifted off my heart.. Like you were being cramped under a boulder, where you can't breathe or move, but someone just came and took it off of your chest, that's how it was like with me, the chalet, and the beach.. It was my escape, whenever I needed a place to run to, I'd hold it all in, just to that special moment where I know I'd be there and everything will be erased, where I can think of a solution to all my worries..

I went up to my room and dropped all my stuff, I took my iPhone, my headphones, my phone, and I left;

"Mama ana 6al3a atmasha" I yelled to my mother and I left

I walked around, looked at the captivating moonlight shine across over the big dark gulf.. I wondered, how would it be like if I had Na9er with me? What would he do? Would he hold me in his arms, and kiss me? Would he stare at me? What would he do? But I guess that's something I won't know, right?

I sent Na9er a message, telling him I got there, ta7amadlii bil salama, and told me that he's with friends, he'll talk to me later hopefully. I told him it was fine, and we'll talk soon.. I was too drained to stay up honestly, so I walked around a bit, listening to music that soothed and fed my soul, fed it with every nutrient it needed, love, hope, faith, strength, everything! You name it, it fed me! An hour or so after walking around, I called it a night.. I sent him a message telling him I was drained, and I'm going to bed, he told me it was okay, and he bid his goodnight and I left..

Tomorrow's a new day.. Another chance to life, to either make it better, or, well.. Dwell on the bad shit you did in the past.. But hey, make it better, because nothing is worth it!;)

I woke up the next morning to my cousin shaking me..

"Maisa? Mayous! Goumay!" Layal said

"Hmm? Sh9ayir?!" I woke up

"Mu 9ayir shay, bes yallah goumay!" she giggled

"Mmmzain!" I said and got out of my bed, "ni6ray! ya wailich enmishaytay!" I told her

"Hehe okay" she said

I went to the bathroom and got cleaned up, I brushed my teeth, washed my face and got dressed. I wore my GAP hoodie with tights and my UGG boots, I pulled my hair into a bun, and that was it for me.

"Yallah?" I asked

"Yallah!" She smiled

"Tarayagtay?" I asked her

"La2, yait aga3dich 3ashan enrou7 nitrayag.. Etrou7een Cafe 26? We'll get something from there.." She said

"Yeah, sure, ma3indii mani3, bes khan nis2el awal.." I told her

"Ee, si2lay, omii matgoul shay madamii wiyach" she said

and it was true, murt 3amii matgoul shay as long as Layal was with me, see I'm the goody-too-shoes in the family, so I was trusted really well..

I asked my mother and she said we can go; so we headed for breakfast at a cafe.. how exciting with us ashkalna chithii!;p

While we ate, I told her about Na9er.. I told her everything.. She beamed, she saw in him everything I saw.. She liked him.. She was like my little sister, since she had no sisters, she'd run to me when something happened. Sure, sometimes we get too wrapped up in our own worlds, but once we reconnect, we're inseparable..

We headed back to the chalet and Na9er sent me a message;

"Gm;*" he said

"Morning honey;*" I replied

"I feel like driving.." I looked at Layal with a mischief in my eyes

"DRIVE!" She grinned

the point of the driving is to go crazy together

I ran to my mother and nagged her to let me drive my fathers car, and since my father was out of the country oo tabii il fakka minii, she said okay;p

We got into the car, blasted the stereo, and drove around dancing and singing; Layal kept taking pictures of me, every little move, she snapped it.

As I drove out of the gate, Layal's brother swung the gate forward, the next thing I knew..

I hear a screech..

a HUGE scratch on the car.. :)

Oh wow.. My father shall have my head!

I backed up, and drove to my mother. I told her what happened and she was as worried and scared of my father's reaction as I was!

I ran up the stairs to my room with Layal and locked the door. We sat on my bed and stared at each other, still in shock.. Did that really happen? We laughed out, but the kind that went haha then you stop, still reminiscing.

"Call Na9er! Tell him what happened, maybe he can help!" She told me

"Uhm, okay. I won't call, I'll send him a message." I told her

"Just do something!" She ushered

"Okay!" I said as I punched the four letter word - SHIT - into a new composed message.

"What?" was the reply I got

I told him what happened, and he called me laughing; can you believe it?! He's laughing at me.

"Na9er! Instead of laughing, help me?!" I yelled

"Shasawii?!" He laughed

"Madrii! Bes shagoul 7eg uboy when he asks!" I told him

"You can't say anything, you busted his car" I could feel him smile on the other side of the phone.

"Okay." I pouted, "I'll talk to you later okay?" I told him

"Okay" he told me

Me and Layal decided to take a walk.. We started on the beach, then made our way up to the garden. I was still scared of my fathers reaction.. So I was constantly in contact with him via messages...

I tucked my phone in my pocket, and when I pulled it back out, I found a missed call from him.

I wondered why he called.. So I called him back..

"Hala, you called?" I asked him

"No." He said, in a way that sounded as if he was annoyed

What the.....? I asked myself

"Um, I found a missed call from you.." I said calmly

"I didn't call." He said firmly.

"Um, okay then. I'll go, uh, bye..?" I said in a way that showed that I was dumbfounded

What he said next, still shocks me to this very day..

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There you go! I hope you liked it :)

I love you all, enjoy your summer and stay safe!:*

Your feedback is appreciated! :)

Love,

-Q;*

Stupid In Love. Part 15.

Part 15! :) Just for my loves! I hope you like it!:* It's not long, but it's the best I can do!

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As I stood there, I felt something.. Something firm and strong make its way up.. Made its way up the side of my body, up my shirt.. It was Na9er’s hand..

He had his lips on mine, an arm around my waist, and a hand moving up my shirt. You know when you watch a movie? And it gets to a steamy part? And then the guy has his arm around her and his hand going up her shirt feeling every curve of her body and all that? Yeah.. That was it..

I quickly pulled away and moved his hand away from my body. I looked at him and he smiled, the naughty boy smile, the one that’s like I want you, that kind of smile..

Oh my God, that boy drove me wild in every way; from the way he talked, to the way he used to make fun of me. But because it was the reckless, carefree kind of thing that you only read in books, it was all good. I never thought I’d meet a guy like him, not once in my life; all I knew is what I read from blogs, and story books, and I was hoping one day I’d look around and I’ll find that story book love, and then, Na9er came along.. And I thought I found the story I want to live.

When he smiled, I looked at him, then slowly pulled my lips into a familiar smile.. One that had a story of a girl wanting to show the one she wants what he’d want and need, but wouldn’t.. A smile that teased him..

I know I know, I’m not an innocent angel. Sometimes teasing him makes me get what I want.

I giggled to myself, and he smiled at my giggles.

“Rikbay” he told me

“Arkab wain?” I asked acting stupid

“Elsayara, ba3ad wain?” he told me

“I’m not getting in” I said firmly

“ya3nii tabeen a7ed yishoufna chithii? 3adii?” he teased

“Ma7ed ra7 yishoufna, we’re kinda in a deserted place” I said

“Kaifich” he said and I smiled

I stood there and looked at him..

I finally got him..

Na9er is now mine..

All the tears I cried, everything I went through..

It was all worth it..

The boy is mine.

The BOY is MINE.

After the couple minutes of quiet, he broke the ice in a silly way, thinking of it now, I can’t help but laugh

“You can’t kiss” he laughed

I kicked him.

Yeah, I KICKED him!

“Akeed I can’t kiss! I don’t know how! Forgot you’re my first?!” I retorted

“Hahaha, yeah” he laughed

I said something that sounded so stupid!

“bes I know how to kiss!” I yelled

He laughed

“You kicked me, and told me you know how to kiss, now you kiss me, I kissed you, this time you kiss me, lets see what you can do” he teased

“I wont”

“You kicked me! You said you know how! I wanna see!” he snickered

“Mabii” I blushed

He laughed and just looked at me

He looked at me in a way I don’t know how to describe, something like, if could devour me, taste every flavor of my lips, my neck, and feel every curve of my body, he’d do so..

So I took a step back..

We were quiet for a bit..

He looked at the clock in his car..

“It’s getting late.. I think I should go, and you should go in, I don’t want your mother to call you wintay mu emsawya shay,” he ridiculed

“Yeah,” I laughed, “I better go..” I said

even though every emotion in me wanted me to turn around, kiss him so hard and then run across the street, where he can’t come after me..

“Deeray balich” he told me

“Kaaay!” I yelled and walked away

Ay deeray balich? A car almost ran me over, because I was staring at my phone, I was calling 3anoud, calling Jawa, trying to tell them what happened.

He was probably still standing there, watching me, I felt my body heat up, my neck burned and I felt beads of sweat forming. I kept walking like nothing happened. Then, I almost tripped over my own feet. Someone hit me with something!!!!!!!

I filled them in with everything, 3anoud’s reaction was,

“Now I want to have my first kiss!” she yelled and I laughed in response

The next hour or so was a hard core work out, feeling great, I was happy, I was smiling like a maniac, I was listening to up beat songs, I was over the moon..

It was pure, no strings attached joy.

I went home, packed up, and I was off to chalet.. It was time to see how the distance would do us both..

The distance..

Well..

It..

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There you go!;) Part 15:) Not as long as part 14, but I’m really busy with school and everything:(

I’ll try posting a new post soon just for you guys!:*

I love you!

And good luck to you all with your finals! I know it’s hectic, but we’re almost done with this year baby!;)

Keep doing what you do best! Again, I love you!

-Q;*

Stupid In Love. Part 6 & 7.

As promised! Two posts in one;)

Hope you enjoy! &I'm sorry for the delay! School is back in session:/

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The blood curling scream that left me deaf was Jawa's.. She screamed because that little bit of sunblock I had in my hand, I slabbered it on her face! :) Yep! I did! ;D

"Ya 7maraaaaaaaaaa!!!" She screamed

I laughed at her reaction and ran, as I ran away I caught a glimpse of something Red in the distance, I stopped turned my head to see a guy standing at the top of a staircase, my cousin's diwaniya's staircase.. 3aziz.. Yup.. I knew it was him, how do I know even though I never met him? Here's how..

"Mimi, he hurt his leg, o0 mo rathii yanzil! Mo rathii irou7 il mustashfa!" Jawa told me

"Ya mama.. Haday.. I think he'll know if it's bad or not.. Reelich wila reela!?" I laughed

"Bes Mimiiiiiiii! Lazem yirou7!" She pleaded

"Mu lazim.. Haday.." I calmed her down.

She stopped opening the subject again 'til the next day..

So back to what happened..

I saw him and ran back to Jawa..

"6al3ay mno hnak!" I said shocked

"Oh shit!" She said

"Ayabaaaaaaaaa!! Someone wants you!" I said and winked

"Shut up!" She laughed and this time she slathered sunblock on me!

"Ya bgaaraaaaaaaa!!!" I screamed

"Yatlich 3ala ghafla! Hahaha!" She laughed

Okay okay.. She got me.. but that wasn't the end of it.. The sunblock fight went on for the next 5 to 10 minutes. Yeah, 3aziz was watching.. Fa yama shaf 9ra5 o0 6ag o0 thi7ik.. Hey, we're girls! And girls just wanna have fun! ;)

After laughing at what we were doing, and how silly we acted, we started off for a destination where Jawa can fill me in on what I missed yesterday or the day before.

"Yala inrou7 nisba7?" I asked

"Yala, pool wila ba7ar? Jawa asked us

"Kaifkum" Basma said

"Intaw kaifkum, I can do both any day bes you two shno taboun?" I asked

"Ba7ar" Jawa smiled

See Jawa tmout 3al ba7ar, like me, if anything ever happens, the beach is the first place we'd want to go to, well probably after each other that is..

We walked down the stairs, singing our song; our song is Beautiful by Akon, so hand in hand we went, down the stairs.. We got down the last step and I felt the cold wet sand slowly sneak in between my toes; I looked down and watched my feet sink in lower into the sand.

The three of us slowly walked into the sea, the salty waves crashing against our legs. I was looking down watching where I'm going but I guess some stupid rock snuck in between glances and I let out a scream.

"Ahhhhhh!!" I screamed

"Ahhh!" Jawa screamed terrified of my scream

"5ara! a77 reeliiii!" I screamed and lifted my leg to look at it

"3ama b3ainich! 5ara3teeniiii!" She yelled

"Hahahah!" I laughed

We kept moving forward when a stupid crab decided to give us both a heart attack..

It came out from under a blanket of sane, it's two claws snapping at us, with the 6 eyes looking at us and running off between our legs.

"Ya mamaaaaaaa!!" Jawa screamed and jumped on me

I litterally carried her, while Basma ran out of the sea. Ithaher il 9adma 9argi3at'ha:p

Me and Jawa started laughing at our reaction.. She whispered something in my ear..

"I need to tell you about Bader and Jassim.." She said

"Ee, okay.. Lets find a place.." I told her, "Ako mukan fathii hnak, no rocks just sand," I pointed, "inrou7?" I asked

"Yalla.." She said and we got out of this part of the sea to walk to the other..

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Part 7.

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We got to our destination, but Basma was alone on the shore, 5afat I guess.. Me and Jawa sat down and she started pouring her heart out..

See, she recently realized she loved a guy.. Jassim.. He's in Uni, and studying in Ba7rain, irou7 wirid 3al likwait, bes fee shay mu 7ilo bil walad.. When he wants Jawa, he'll go to her, when he doesn't wella china she exists.. Bader on the other hand.. He's another story.. Bes 5an 5ali9 with Jassim awel..

Jassim min a good family, a9eel, tikana, and the reason he started talking to Jawa is well.. Because ilee galaha ina mayabii zawaj o0 ohwa may3arif il bint, wella i7ibha, wella shay.. So that was his reason..

Bader now.. My kwaitii.. Family problems.. no money, la 9alat, la dirasa, la shay.. Mahma 7awilat maku mustaqbal.. See Jawa min a big high class family, so you can see the difference.. She loves both, but she can't handle Jassim's mood swings.. Bader and Jawa are practically best friends.. So you see the pull..

"7ayatii intay.. Jassim aku future.. Bader maku.. Don't get yourself into something you know you'll come out broken from.. Bes I just wanna see you happy, so saway ilee iray7ich, o0 I'm backing you up 100%" I told her

"thank you," She hugged me, "Shasawii bidounich!? I love you Mimi" she said

"I'll always be here, mani ray7a mukan, and hey that's what friends are for!" I threw my hands up in the air

We sat in the middle of the big blue gulf.. Just joking around for the next 10 minutes, then we got out and headed back to the shore.

"LETS STRIP!" I screamed outta the blue, yeah I'm like that:p Very hyper o0 maynouna:p

"Fahraa! Wrabii fahra!!!" Jawa screamed

"Intay sh7arich?!" I stuck my tongue out

"Kaaaak!" She exploded into fits if laughter

"Ta3alaw bawadeekum mukan kila hotties" I winked

"Yala yala mishaina!" Jawa got up

We walked down the shore to a shalaih that had hotties for as long as the eye could see.. Madrii laish but it makes me feel like I'm reading Cosmopolitan's Hot Men Of The Year article! YA MAMA! ;)

"Intay mu hayna!? It3arfeen it9eedeeem!" Jawa winked

"A7im a7im, a3jibich" I winked

"Abii abiiiii!!" Jawa whispered

"Shh! Haha! 5anrid gabil la they start looking for us!" I told Jawa

"Ee a7sen.." Basma said

As we walked back, a funny looking crab ran ahead of us

"KAAAK!! Shoufay 3younah!! Bahaha!" Jawa pointed as she cried of hysteria

The next 15 minutes were all about that crab, basically running around after him/her, trying to get a picture of Mr. Long eyes:p but little did we know.. The real hysterics is yet to come later that night..

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I hope you liked it!

I'll try posting soon!

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I love you!!!!!!

-Q

Stupid In Love Part 4.

Okay okay! Part 4,  much anticipation eyy?;p

Here you go! <3

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When I came back up to check on my phoneS, emphasis on the “s”, I found a text from A7med.

Galbii 6a7 ib 9irwalii..

 

“Shloun it3arfeen my cousin?” it read

oh shit oh shit! Shagoul? I asked myself, I thought of calling Jawa but then again said no, I can handle this, because well, Jawa was most likely sleeping..

“Mara he called Jawa o0 I picked up la2na her phone was with me, o0 I thought kan fee shay so I added him o0 we talk 3adii.. Why?” I replied

Allah yastir..

“La bes as2el” He replied

Ashwa 3adat 3ala 5air!

After my phone charged, sa2elt oboy itha agdar anazil il jet ski, o0 he said it was fine, since it was still summer:p

I had my fun, good thing about where our shailih is, mako a7ed.. kil ilee yamna nas san3een, so it was safe! 6ala3t il jet ski o0 ri7t atsabe7, when I got out of the shower, I locked my bedroom door and checked my “private” phone.

“979*****

Hii(:”

It read

NA9ER?! I asked, NA9ER!!!!! HE TEXTED!!!! I was sooo psyched! I started jumping around!

“Heyy(:” I texted back

Suddenly, my phone starts vibrating. I look down to find the same number calling.

Oh shit. Oh shit. Oh shit.

That would be the first time I’d talk to him from my phone..

Pick up or not? I asked myself, I decided not to, instead I texted him and said;

“sorry, I’m still at home, call me in 10 minutes;$”

Sent.

 

I quickly got dressed and went outside.

I walked until I got to barandat 3amii, I sat there o0 started listening to music from my iPhone, iPod and phone in one, PERFECT;)

I was listening to Silly Boy by Rihanna and featuring Lady GaGa when my ring tone started blasting in my ear instead of Silly Boys’ lyrics. I look down..

Na9er.

His number glowed.

And a smile crept up on my cheeks, and I touched answer.

“Aloo?” I said

“Hiii” He said, and his voice gave me butterflies, his voice rough, not as much as A7med, bes manly for his age..

“Heyy” I said

“How are you?” He asked

“Good good, you?” I answered

“Good.. 5alouuuud! Rou7 shoufa hatha! Bidish bil 3amoud!!! Hahahahahaa!!” I heard

and I started giggling to myself

“Sorry, I’m with my friends and one of them got this little motorcycle and we’re driving it around” He said

“Ahaha, it’s okay” I laughed

“Hold on hold on, hach 5aloud, I’m going to drive for a bit” He told me

“Ahahahaha! Okay” I said

“Aloo?” 5alid said

“Aloo..” I said

“Hiiiiiiiiiiiii!” He said in silly English accent

“Ahaha, hii” I said

“How are you?” He said in that same silly accent

“Ahaha, good, you?”  I asked

“Zain zain il 7imdella! Mata7achain 3arabiiiii?!” He asked

“Ahaha, emballah, at7acha 3arabi” I said

“Eee zain! Ta7achay 3arabiii!” He told me

“Inzain” I laughed

I heard Na9er’s voice,

“3a6nii 5aloud” and he laughed

“Hii, sorry, ahaha” he laughed

“La 3adii” I said

I heard him saying stuff to his friends, and then he called 5alid over.

“Abeech tismi3een 5aloud wihwa yit7acha ma9rii!” He laughed

“Ahahaha! Okay” I laughed

“Tikfa 7achha ma9rii!” Na9er told 5alid

“Inzain, 3a6nii” 5alid told Na9er and took the phone from him

Il waled gam yar6in ma9rii, and all I could do was giggle and laugh!

“2oulii 7aga!” He would say and I’d burst into more laughter, and in the background Na9er was laughing too, ya rabii, his laugh..

His laugh, I wish I could remember it now, but I don’t.. I remember how it would make a smile spread on my face.. It made my darkest days brighter, now it’s like I’ll never hear ‘em again..

Na9er took the phone from 5alid and laughed,

“China ma9rii haa?!” He laughed

 

“Maisa?” I heard from behind me

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I know it’s not long! But it’s all I can do for now;$ I’m sorryyy! I love you!

3eedkum imbarak 7abaybii! :*

 

-Q

"You Were My Everything"

Hii 7abaybii!!

This post is for Zarh; I'm sorry for ruining noumtich 7ayatii:*

&also for Dee(:

&please check out Dee's blog! It's GOOOOOD!!!

Exstrawb

Anywhoo! ana bakamil now(:

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They felt a burning sensation and the next thing they knew they were both in the deep blue ocean laughing their asses off! Marzoug's friend 3abdallah was in his shalaih a couple of minutes away and he saw his jetski in the sea, so he decided to throw him off;p Shafa6 o0 6ashar may fa 6a7aw.. ;p

"Hahahaha" Laughed Jenna

"Ana a3almich fee!" Marzoug laughed

"La, la 3adii! I had fun!" She kept on laughing

He swam close and hugged her. She let him do so, and she hugged him back.

"a7ibich" He whispered in her ear

She didn't know what to do, so she hugged him tighter. He pulled her close and then pulled her to the jetski so they can keep having their fun in the sun. After 3 hours of jetskiing Marzoug took Jenna back to the shailaih. They showered and got dressed and then got out and sat outside staring at the sunset..

"Thank you.. Wallah min ziman m'astanast chithee.." She thanked him

"La 7ayach, chem Jenna ana 3indii? Wa7da!" He told her

"Hehe" She blushed

"Jenna, I'm going to do my research 3ala hatha Jassim, o0 wallah, itha 6ala3 wa7ed nathil, I WILL fight for you! Mara7 a5alee ay wa7id ya5ith galbich o0 intay lail7een ma5tha galbee!" He squeezed her hand

"Inzain, inzain. Marzoug. Stop. You're scaring me." A tear fell from her eye and she quickly wiped it with her free hand

"I'm sorry! Wallah ma kint abee a5ar3ich!" He said, let go of her hand, and kissed her head

"La 3adii.. I'm going for a walk.." She said and got up

She walked for 5minutes then pulled out her phone and called Jassim..

6oo6.. 6oo6..

"Jenna?!" He said

"Jassim" She said sniffling

"Shfeech?!" He asked worried

"I miss you.." She said crying into the phone

"7abeebtii intay, I miss you more.." He reassured her, "Bes ma38oola you're crying la2na you miss me? Jenna, is there something wrong o0 intay mo ga3da itgooleena?" He asked her

"Omi safarat.. o0 I didn't get to spend time ma3aha.. I just miss her, and not seeing you made the tears start coming down.. Wallah asfa.." She cried some more

"la 7abeebtii la tit2asifain!" He told her

"Ana bil shalaih ma3a wild 3ami, o0 giltla 3anik, he wants to talk to you.. I trust him Jassim la2na I've known him my whole life o0 he was there for me when I lost my mind 3an omii leaving.. And gal he wants to meet you too.." She told him

"Oh. Inzain. Ma 3indii mani3.." He reassured her

"Inzain.. I'll get you guys to meet soon.." She said

"5ala9, 9arat" He said

"Okayy.. Ana I have to go.. Marzoug gam yan6irnii da5il.."

"Inzain.. Take care okay baby?" He told her

"Always.." This time she reassured him

"I love you.." He said

"I love you too" she said and hung up

She went to Marzoug..

"7achaita.. He'd like to meet you too.." She beamed

"Great!" He smiled when he saw her beaming

"Shno tabee itsawee al7een?" She asked him

"Kaifichh! Ana yaybich 3ashan tistansain.." He told her

"Madrii shinsawii? Nashwy?" She asked him

"It3arfeen?" He asked

"La2.." She pouted

"Yalla, a3almich" He laughed

"YAY!!" She said and kissed his cheek

He turned the radio on in the car and a song that broke his heart came on. You Were My Everything by Aviation came on..

"[Talking:]

This goes out to someone that was

Once the most important person in my life

I didn’t realize it at the time

I can’t forgive myself for the way I treated you so

I don’t really expect you to either

It’s just... I don’t even know

Just listen…

You’re the one that I want, the one that I need

The one that I gotta have just to succeed

When I first saw you, I knew it was real

I’m sorry about the pain I made you feel

That wasn’t me; let me show you the way

I looked for the sun, but it’s raining today

I remember when I first looked into your eyes

It was like God was there, heaven in the skies

I wore a disguise 'cause I didn’t want to get hurt

But I didn’t know I made everything worse

You told me we were crazy in love

But you didn’t care when push came to shove

If you loved me as much as you said you did

Then you wouldn’t have hurt me like I ain’t shit

Now you pushed me away like you never even knew me

I loved you with my heart, really and truly

I guess you forgot about the times that we shared

When I would run my fingers through your hair

Late nights, just holding you in my arms

I don’t know how I could do you so wrong

I really wanna show you I really need to hold you

I really wanna know you like no one else could know you

You’re number one, always in my heart

And now I can’t believe that our love is torn apart

[Chorus:]

I need you and

I miss you and

I want you and

I love you ‘cause

I wanna hold you,

I wanna kiss you

You were my everything

And I really miss you [2x]

I knew you gonna sit and play this with your new man

And then sit and laugh as you’re holding his hand

The thought of that just shatters my heart

It breaks in my soul and it tears me apart

At times we was off I was scared to show you

Now I wanna hold you until I can’t hold you

Without you, everything seems strange

Your name is forever planted in my brain

Damn it, I’m insane,

Take away the pain

Take away the hurt

Baby, we can make it work

What about when you

Looked into my eyes

Told me you loved me

As you would hugged me

I guess everything you said was a lie

I think about it, it brings tears to my eyes

Now I’m not even a thought in your mind

I can see clearly, my love is not blind

[Chorus:]

I need you and

I miss you and

I want you and

I love you ‘cause

I wanna hold you,

I wanna kiss you

You were my everything

And I really miss you [2x]

[Talking:]

I just wish everything could have turned out differently

I had a special feeling about you

I thought maybe you did too

You would understand, but…

No matter what, you’ll always be in my heart

You’ll always be my baby

Our first day, it seemed so magical

I remember all the time that I had with you

Remember when you first came to my house?

You looked like an angel wearing that blouse

We hit it off, I knew it was real

But now I can’t take all the pain that I feel

Reach in your heart, I know I’m still there

I don’t wanna hear that you no longer care

Remember the times? Remember when we kissed?

I didn’t think you would ever do me like this

I didn’t think you’d wanna see me depressed

I thought you’d be there for me, this I confess

You said you were my best friend, was that a lie?

Now I’m nothing to you, you’re with another guy

I tried, I tried, I tried, and I’m trying

Now on the inside it feels like I’m dying

[Chorus:]

I need you and

I miss you and

I want you and

I love you ‘cause

I wanna hold you,

I wanna kiss you

You were my everything

And I really miss you [2x]

[Talking:]

And I do miss you

I just thought we were meant to be

I guess now, we’ll never know

The only thing I want is for you to be happy

Whether it be with me, or without me

I just want you to be happy"

"Ihda2 lich.." He forced a smile

"Hehe.. Mashkoor.." She said and lowered her head

"Shrayich it5aleena iyee baitkum o0 ashoofa o0 inta7acha ihnak?" He asked her

"Okay, may5alif" She said

"Digay al7een.." He said

"La 3adii, bes ou9al il bait.." She told him

"Laish mo al7een?" He asked her

"La2na lemn nou9al il bait abii atsaba7 o0 kil shay.." She told him

"Mmm.. Inzain.." He said

They got home and Jenna called Jassim and filled him in. She told him Marzoug wanted him to go to her house so he could meet him and talk with him

“Mita?” Jassim asked

“Tonight?” She told him

“Ee, inshallah..” He said

“5ala9, see you at 8. Love you. Bye” She said and hung up

"He's coming tonight at 8." Jenna told Marzoug

"Inzain, 5osh" Marzoug said

"Again, thank you. I love you o0 3asa rabii ma ya5leenii minik.." She said and hugged him

"I love you too baby, wella ya5leenii minich inshallah" He hugged her back

"3aboud, 3araft ay shay?" Marzoug asked 3abdallah when he called him

"Ee.. " 3abdallah said calmly..

"Talk to me.." Marzoug said..

"He's.." ...

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Stay tuned!

Inshallah you liked this.. Ma gidart asaweeha "EXTRA long post!" Bes I tried.. I got stuck liso2 il 7a6'.. :p

Bes, anywhoo! I did! I'll try writing more SOON!!! Inshallah you like this, &a7ibkummm!!! WAYED!!!!

Ashoof Alvaro bacher! Fa Alvaro followers, I'll NAG her until itnazil shay(;

Talk to y'all soon!!

Goodnight! o0 ta8abal allah!!

-Q