Friday, August 27, 2010

My Knight in Shinning Armor - Part 3.

Part 3! I hope you enjoy it!:*

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It was like a herd of wild horses, running so hard, free, their beautiful manes moved around by the wind.
That was the sound she heard.
It was his heart. Beating, thumping, jumping. Noises she's never heard before. The closer she pushed herself to him, the tighter she let him hug her, the louder the sounds got. The faster those horses ran.

Half way through the show, she fell asleep in his arms. Faris slowly picked her up in his arms, and took her to her room.
He tucked her into bed and kissed her forehead, and as he left, he stood by her door and whispered to her,
"Wallah ana ma adry shnu mza3lech bs etha 3araft and there is something I can do, I'll do it. Even if it takes my life."

She slept so peacefully, she was like an exhausted baby that couldn't wait to go to bed, and when she slept, you couldn't help but ask, how could someone who looked so angelic, be able to hold that much pain inside her?


About half way exceeding her sleep, something happened.
She woke up, screaming, gasping for air, clutching the left side of her chest, her heart.
He's back.
He came back.
She dreamt of him, no, no, not a dream, a NIGHTMARE.
She slowly replayed the scenes of the nightmare she just envisioned, it was like one of those horror movies.
She walked into her apartment back in NYC, dark, only the lights from the outside of her window shone through, and closed the door behind her, the minute the door made a click sound indicating it was closed, someone pushed her back, and pinned her back to the door.
"You're not leaving again. 5laitich trou7een theek elmara, bs hal mara, mako." he hissed into her ear
"Intay, 7agi. MALTI. Tifhimeen shno ya3nii intay malti?! MINE! AND ONLY MINE!" he suddenly yelled
She started to gasp for air as tears streamed down her cheeks.
He slowly moved his mouth from her ears to her lips, and forced himself on her, she pushed him away, but he was too strong for her, he forced himself even harder now. She turned her face, not wanting his lips to lock with hers. She didn't want to taste him. He bit her cheek, and said,
"I told you, you - are - mine." she knew he was smiling while he said that. She felt his hand on the outside of her thighs, he slowly moved upwards, pulling her dress upwards with his hands, his nails jabbed into her thighs, and she felt a shock of pain,
"AAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHH!!! Yousef!!!!! Let me goo!!!" She sobbed, "MABEEEEEK!!!! MABEEEEK!!! I HATE YOUUU!! LET ME GOO!!" She screamed in between sobs
"MAKO!" he yelled back at her. He bit her neck, her jawline, he wasn't going to let her go, not this time. This time, he's going to make her his property, forever, and the only way he can, is this way.
Before he could go any further, she woke up screaming.
She sat up in her bed, pulled her knees close and started crying, but the way Faris busted into her room scared her and made her jump up screaming.
"Shfeeech?! Baby! What's wrong?!" He asked her, pulling her close
"Faris, please, please, don't let him touch me!" She cried as she held on to his shirt, and pulled it, the way a child does when they don't want to be taken away
"Baby, I promise, a7liflich, musta7eel insan ymid eida 3alaich damii ashim il hawa!" He kissed her head
She cried, more and more, into his chest
"I hate him, wallah I hate him!" She told Faris
"Sarah, 7abeebty, stop crying, I told you, no one is going to lay a finger on you as long as I'm living and breathing! Tikfain, latabcheeeeeen! Wallah ena sra5ich yga6i3 elgalb!" He told her
"I'm sorry, wallah I'm sorrryyyy!" She gasped
"Gomay, come on baby, I'll make us some hot chocolate, and we'll sit outside on the balcony, and you can talk to me, come on" he kissed her head
"Okay" she said in between sniffles

Faris got up on his feet, then helped her up. Sarah put all her weight on Faris, she couldn't handle being on her own two feet.

"Come on, al7en nig3ed bara o ta5theenlich nifas, et'haddeen min nafsech, witgouleenlii what's wrong.. okay?" he pulled her close
"Okay.." she whispered

Faris slid open the sliding glass windows leading out to their balcony and pulled the chairs next to each other.
"Ge3day 7abeebty" he told Sarah as he slowly let her down onto the chair, "digeega warid, basawy the hot chocolate wayeeblich a blanket" he continued
as he turned to walk back into the apartment, Sarah grasped his hands,
"Please, don't leave me" she told him
He got down to her level and said,
"Did I ever leave you? No. Never have, and never will. Ana magdar a3eesh bidounich Sarah. 3umri mara7 a5aleech." then he got up and went back inside

Sarah sat there, staring at the dark skies of Paris, watching as clouds passed by, listening to the rustling leaves of the tall standing trees as little brown colored squirrels ran, and jumped from tree to tree, she inhaled the freshest of oxygen she could ever remember inhaling. She just, took it all in..

She jumped when she felt someone put something on her shoulders. She turned around and saw Faris, smiling down at her as he wrapped a blanket around her, then handed her a big mug of steaming hot chocolate.
She pulled the mug to her lips, and she inhaled the scent of hot cocoa, whipped cream, and a few fluffy marshmallows, then pulled it away and lowered it as she wrapped her hands around the mug.
Faris couldn't help but smile.... He loved when she did that... It was like she was taken to another planet, just by inhaling a scent.
And it was these little things she did that really intrigued him.. He has never met a girl that ever did these kind of things..
It's the little things she did that really made him insane! If he accidently kicked his foot into something hard, she'd giggle then ask him if he was okay; if he KNEW something was hot, but out of stupidity just put his finger on it, she'd giggle, then kiss it and ask him if it was all better now. She'd pick up his laundry with hers even if he DIDNT ask her to do so. She'd make him his favorite sandwich just because she felt like doing it, and he's savor it, and bask in the different flavors that tantalized the taste buds on his tongue.
Things someone wouldn't think of doing.
Because isn't it always, that the little things are the things that matter the most?

He stopped his train of thoughts,
"Come on now, talk to me.." he told her, his blood was boiling, he wanted to know who did all this to her.
Sarah started from day one, she told him everything, she even told him her dream, and how she couldn't understand it because they NEVER did anything! She never kissed him, she never held his hand, they never did anything like that. It was just verbal, in words like, I love you, I miss you, honey, 7abeeby, those kind of things, never was it physical.
A few times, a tear or two dropped down her cheek, but he'd wipe it off with his finger before it even got the chance to touch the ground, because he wouldn't allow her to cry over someone like him, ESPECIALLY him.
That's when he decided no more fighting what he's been fighting for years, it's about time he did what he always wanted to do.

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I'm sorry guys! I know! I've taken a while, but I got sidetracked:$ I hope you like the post!
I promise I'll post something soon! I'll start writing ASAP as a matter of fact!(A)

I love you all!
Taqabbal'Allah 6a3atkum, w3alaikum b2alf 3afya!:*

I love you all!
-Q;*

Clearing some stuff up.

Okay, so I think the last post got some of you confused. But I'm here to clear things up.

Sarah left Yousef and went to Paris.
In Paris, she was picked up by Faris.
Faris is her Cousin.
They're like best friends, and since they're so close to each other, their family thought there was a secret love thing going on between them, but NO they are NOT together.

I hope this clears some stuff up! I'll be posting soon!
I hope you're all doing great!

xx

-Q;*

Tuesday, August 24, 2010

My Knight in Shinning Armor - Part 2.

"Hala bl ghalia! Saroun! Shlounich? How was the states?" He asked her as they left the airport
"Enta ilghali wallah!" she blew him a kiss, "bien bien bien, all good, wasn't bad" she told him as her heart thumped in her chest, he knew her too well, and so she was terrified he'd realize that it wasn't "all good"
"Akeed?" He asked her
She nodded and smiled

They got to his car, a black Porsche Cayenne Turbo. He popped the trunk open and he put her stuff in, she was leaning on the side of his car talking to him, asking him about the weather and how it all was.

"Done!" He said as he clapped his hands together
She giggled at his actions
He came up next to her, placed his hand on her hip and kissed her cheek
"Walaht 3alaich! I swear Paris is nothing without you! Yallah emshay, I'm sure you need some food" he told her and started towards the drivers seat
"You know me too well Farous!" She said and walked to the passengers side


He drove her down the Champs Elysees, around the Arc De Triomphe and down to Cafe Esplanade.

She looked at the skies, she looked at all the couples walking next to each other, holding hands, the man looking at the girl he had his arms around. He'd look at her then pull her close and kiss her passionately. He heart would jump in it's place.

"Saroun?" Faris asked her
"Hmmmm" She said and turned to look at him
"Sima3teenii?" He asked her
"Um, hehe la2" she blushed
"Agoul, etshouf the love birds!" He laughed
"Hehe, shut up!" She told him
"Ya bint el7alal! Ga3ed as2ilich, khaly oo khalty shlounhum?!" He said again
"B5air il7imdellah, they're good.. Babatii emkayif eni 6ala3t min Amreeka!" She laughed
"Ee zaaaain! Ma baghaytay!" He defended her father
"I know, it was about time" She said and put her hands on top of her head to form a halo

Faris is weld 3amat'ha. Which makes Sarah bent 5al Faris. He was 5 years her senior, but they were so close, they did everything together; and for so long, secretly in their family, everyone thought they loved each other, qi9at 7ub ya3ne;p

They had some food, then he drove her back home.
She carried a box into the apartment, while Faris dropped both bags inside, and went to get the second box.
"Waaaaaih! Entay shno?! Ma5ala9tay?!" He laughed at her as she slowly put the box on the ground
"SHEFT ESHKUBRIK ENTA! I'M TINY!" She pouted
"Ya 7iluhaaaaa!" He told her and pinched her bottom lip
"Heeeeeeeeey!" She giggled
"We'll unpack bacher" he told her, "I'll give you some clothes of mine to wear so you can sleep in, embayin 7adich ta3bana" he kissed her forhead
"Okay, thanks baby" she said as she dove in for a hug
"Yallah ta3alay, CSI Miami is about to start" he said as he pulled her into the living room

He sat down wrapped his arm around her and pulled her close. She pulled her knees to her chest, and rested her head on his chest.
And for the first time, she heard something she never did with Faris..

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Adrii, not long! But enjoy!

xx

-Q;*

Sunday, August 22, 2010

My Knight in Shinning Armor - Part 1.

Part 1, just so you guys don't stay waiting for long;p
I love you! :*


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Sarah didn't just leave without having a place to go, she knew exactly where she had to go, what she had to do..

A week before she packed up and left, she wasn't being herself with Yousef, she was being someone he didn't know.
Every time she would talk back, every time she would be the girl he didn't know, he would ask her yelling,
"ENTAY SHFEECH? SARAH TE7ACHAY! SHNO SAR ELY GHAYARICH 3ALAY! WALLAH TARA ANA TA3ABT!"

She wouldn't say a thing, she would just walk away.
She'd leave him standing there, questioning what he did wrong.

Usually a tear would trickle down her cheek as she walks away...
"Akh, widy bs et3arf ya Yousef.." she'd mouth

Sarah already applied to The American University of Paris. Somewhere far enough from Yousef, somewhere she knew he didn't like, somewhere she knew that if he ever thought of going, he'd get lost.
She just knew him that well...

Yousef wasn't the perfect man you all think he is, no. Yousef had a past. Yes, he prayed. Yes, he was funny. Yes, he was nice. But he was known for being a player. Ouch right? How could Sarah, the girl who never did anything to break her parents' heart, be with a man like him? She asked herself that too, but she never could get the answer...
Even though she trusted him, sometimes there was this thin streak of distrust she had. When he said he was going somewhere with a certain person, she'd think to herself, is he lying to me? And when she'd know a friend of hers was in the same place he'd be in, she'd ask them to watch him.
What was good about this was that Yousef, didn't know her friends. He never blended himself with that part of her life, as much as he wanted to blend himself in with her family, he didn't blend himself in with her friends. Weird, right? She didn't care, as long as she could have someone watch him, she was great!
At one point, one of her friends told her this,
"Sarah, please lat3a9been 3alai, bs sheft Yousef y6ali3 bent thanya...." He trailed off
"Okay...." She calmly replied
"Are you okay?" He asked her wrapping his arm around her shoulder and pulling her close to look in her eyes; she was that kind, her eyes would let out everything in her.
"Yes. Mafeeny ila il3afia!" She smiled and looked him in the eye, "I'm going to make him go insane."
"Sarah! Swair! Yanaitay!? T3arfeen Yousef oo 7arakata! Latyineen wetsaween shay tendimeen 3alayh be3dain!" He warned her
"Tadry shloun? Mara7 asawi shay. Kafy ilta3ab ely ana 3alayh!" She told her friend and left.

So you see, he isn't the perfect little angel. He had a past, and sometimes, a mans past follows him to his future, which is his present.

Anyway, she applied, and she was accepted.
So she packed up and left.
She got on a plane during one of those chilly January mornings. And on her way to the airport, she traced the morning dew on the window of the cab she was in, she drew little hearts on its fogged up window. And when her breathe would no longer cover up the little artistic objects she drew, she sat back and watched as he drove her down the roads she knew like the back of her hand for the last time..

She got on her plane, sat down and buckled herself in, pulled out her iPod, untangled the wire and pushed the little pads into her ear, and clicked the little play button. Automatically, Kellie Pickler came on...
Didn't you know how much I loved you started to blast in her ear, the catchy tune, and Kellie's sweet voice started to shake that emotional wall that she built up, the one blocking all her feelings from people's eyes.

it went like this,
"I remember the way you made love to me
Like I was all you'd ever need
Did you change your mind
Well I didn't change mine
Now here I am trying to make sense of it all
We were best friends now we don't even talk
You broke my heart
Ripped my world apart

Didn't you know how much I loved you
Didn't you know how much I loved you, baby
I gave you everything, every part of me
Didn't you feel it when I touched you
Didn't I rock you when I loved you, baby
Baby, tell me
Didn't you know how much I loved you

I can't get you out of my head
I still feel you in this bed
Left me all alone
You couldn't be more gone
From falling apart to fighting mad
From wanting you back to not giving a damn
I've felt it all
I've been to the wall

Didn't you know how much I loved you
Didn't you know how much I loved you, baby
I gave you everything, every part of me
Didn't you feel it when I touched you
Didn't I rock you when I loved you, baby
Baby, tell me
Didn't you know how much I loved you

One day justice will come and find you
And I'll be right there in your memory to remind you

Didn't you know how much I loved you
Didn't you know how much I loved you, baby
I gave you everything, every part of me
Didn't you feel it when I touched you
Didn't I rock you when I loved you, baby
Baby, tell me

Didn't you know how much I loved you
Didn't you know how much I loved you, baby
I gave you everything, every part of me
Didn't you feel it when I touched you
Didn't I rock you when I loved you, baby
Baby, tell me
I gave you everything, every part of me"

and by the time she was done, Sarah let go of emotions she didn't think she would be able to let go of..

She fell asleep with tears streaming down her cheeks.. and the next thing she knew, she was slowly being shaken,
"Ma'am, ma'am...?" they said as they shook her calmly, "We're landing, can you please put your seat back in it's up right position?" asked her the flight attendant.

She pulled her seat up, took a deep breath, pulled her hair in a high ponytail and told herself that this is time for a new beginning....

After going through passport control, and picking up the 2 bags and 2 boxes she dragged all the way with her on a 14 hour flight, she walked out into the meeting area of Paris' Charles de Gaulle airport.
She stood on her toes and looked over the heads of all the people standing there waiting to see their loved ones. A hand shot up and started waving, and with that hand came shouts from a familiar voice,
"SARAH! SARAAAAH!!" a loud, masculine, husky voice she was used to for so long shouted

A smiled made it's way on her face, and she ran into those strong muscular arms she was so used to.

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There you go! Part 1! I hope you like it!
Another 10 comment, and you get the new post!
And Good Morning Kuwait! <3

-Q;*

Saturday, August 21, 2010

My Knight in Shinning Armor. Introduction.

Hiiiii! I know! I've taken a while! and I'm sorry! I've just been going through a lot, and yeah, I needed some calm time... but after much anticipation - which again, I apologize for! - the new story is finally here! The introduction anyway! XD

But, a couple things first! 0:) I know, I know! Come on Q, get it over with already and let you go ahead with the new story! But I promise I won't take long! :*

First off, my friend, wait no, my SISTER is now in the blog-sphere! XD She's been here for a while, but she recently moved, I won't say who she is because there was a reason she moved in the first place! But that doesn't matter, what matters is I want you guys to check her out please! 7aboo.wordpress.com It's all from her heart! What she feels, she writes! I'm telling you because some of them have made me cry! Literally bawl! Trust me, it's so worth every second of your time! Check her out!
Second, remember my wordpress blog? Well, I'm going to use it! XD BUT! I'll be using it to post anything I FEEL! It wont have stories, it'll have FEELINGS, actual stuff I'm going through kind of feelings, if I'm in pain, you'll FEEL it, happy, you'll FEEL it, all that kind! So you guys can possibly check that out daily with possible posts! 0:) here it is; queenofmyhood.wordpress.com

PS: I've linked them;)

And now, without further ado!
The new story!
It's called "My Knight in Shinning Armor" kind of cliche I know, but I just want you all to check it out, if you don't like it, I'll kill it! I promise!
Here we go!

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A man, George John Whyte-Melville actually, once said, “we always believe our first love is our last, and our last love our first.” So have you ever felt that? Have you ever fallen in love, and then get so heartbroken that you say, “That’s it! This is the last time I ever fall in love!” ? And then, you fall in love again, but not because you wanted to, it just happened! And then you tell yourself, the first one never was love.. it was just.. Lust? Or hope? Or you THINK it’s love? You don’t have the words to describe what the first one is because you never actually know what it was! But then, the last it’s all the feelings you’ve read about, seen movies on, you’re actually feeling it! You’re living it! The butterflies, the sleepless nights, the planning of the future, the heart fluttering at the sound of their name, the times where you hear their voice at random times when they’re not even there! Just because you love them so much it’s like their heart and soul is TIED to yours.

That was how it was with Sarah.. Or how she thought it was anyway.. Sarah was in university, majoring in Business. You know when fate just pushes you to something? Well that was how it was. She was studying in the states, where she could’ve studied here, but fate sent her there..

In the midst of all the running around, and being there alone, and trying to get her studies done, she met Yousef. She kept her heart locked up so damn well. She was old fashioned in the way that she’ll keep herself until the day someone knocks on her door and asks for her hand and heart from her father. Jidam 3youn kil elnas.

When she’d walk in public, she’d keep her eyes fixed on the ground, there was no reason to stare at every being god has created. If she was somewhere new, she’d look around, to make sure she knows her surroundings well just in case something happened. She was that kind of girl.

But somehow, she didn’t know what, or why, but SOMEHOW he was able to unlock that heart. The heart that was bolted shut, the heart that was locked with chains that could hold a large wrecking ball, the heart that could make people fall in love with it, but it doesn’t fall in love. How did he do it?

He was like the perfect Kuwaiti male specimen. Looks and all. He had the strong jaw, the dark, piercing eyes, with heavy dark lashes that enhanced that mysterious look every girl craves in a man, his nose wasn’t perfect, but it was perfect on his oval shaped face, he had thick eyebrows, he was tall, not extremely tall, but just right, and skinny, the fit kind of skinny.

She just didn’t know how he could do what no one could.. After thinking and thinking, and fighting with her heart, and all her feelings.. She decided on doing something that she never thought she would do..




















She packed up…

and left…


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Well, there you go.. The introduction! XD

Tell me what you think, and if I get 10 comments, from DIFFERENT people, I'll post the first part!

So enjoy, and I can't wait to see what you guys have to say about the new story!

I love you all!!!!!! :**


-Q;*


Thursday, August 12, 2010

Hola!

Mbarak 3alaikum ilshahar ya 7ilween;*! W'inshallah et3ouduna kil sina eb9a77a w'salama;*!

I have good news! XD
I started writing the new story! XD
I chose the names! And it's pretty damn significant to the story if I should say so myself! But you'll have to read and know how and why! Et3arfoun maybe by the end of the story, maybe sooner;)

Just stay tuned;*!

I just, absolutely, LOVE you;*!

I'll post soon! XD


-Q;*

Tuesday, August 3, 2010

Help?

Hello my amazing readers!
How's everyone doing?:* Good I hope!:*

I have news! :D

I have a new story..
I have it in my head, and I'd be more than honored to write it out for you all, but I need names:/
I need names for the characters.

So first off; if you would like me to write it, tell me in the comment box. And if I get up to 8 comments, I'll write it.

Because honestly, I feel like you're all not interested:( Where are the days I used to write and I would get up to 6 comments on a post?:( Where did all of my readers and followers go?:( I miss you, you know? So much:( Come back:( Please?:(



Second; if you have any ideas for names, both male and female names (unique or common, doesn't matter. I just need names) email it to me - queenofmyhood@hotmail.com - or you can tweet me - http://twitter.com/queenofmyhoodx - I'll write them down, and if I get a significant number of the same name, I'll post it on here, and you can pick which one you like best :)


Is that good for you?

I miss you all, and I love you! :*




-Q;*