Monday, September 28, 2009
Hiii!
Saturday, September 19, 2009
"God. I need you."
Thnx to Identity for calling her cousins, I got my 7 comments;p I’m going to continue=]
And because I want to try to make this a long post, I’m sitting at my desk, ma3a chay 7aleeb, chocolates and water:p 3ashan incase akamil o0 a6ouf il athan, I’ll be full! xD
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Her heart started to pound, it might be him she thought..
But she opened it anyway..
“I’m downstairs!” a text from Alya beamed
“Umbaaaayhhh!! Ashwa!!!” She said out loud
She ran downstairs and found Alya sitting on the dinning room table with McDonalds in hand.
“I BROUGHT SNACKS!” she laughed
“Ahaha! YAY!!” Jenna laughed back
They both sat down and started talking. Jenna explained to Alya how scared she was of what Sa3ad was capable of doing, and how he could ruin everything that made her happy.. Alya kept comforting her.
“Goomay, lets watch The Notebook. We’ll cry our eye balls out.” Alya smiled
“Okay, yalla.” Jenna agreed
The girls got up and went to the upstairs living room to watch the movie, at the painful moments they cried, they cried, and cried some more.
Noah lost his love because of her disease.. But at times they’d be the old famous couple.. So he didn’t worry, because he’ll keep reading the story until she remembers and goes back to him. And every time the story ends, she does.
They were at the part where Noah was fixing the house..
Then..
Pooffffff…
The lights went off..
“Yuma! Bismillah il ra7man il ra7eem!” alya screamed.
“Umbayy!! AL!!!” Jenna screamed hugging Alya
“shit shit shit, sh9ayer?!” Alya asked
“MADRII!!” Jenna cried
“Wain Mary?!” Alya asked
“Mary is out on Holiday, ra7 iyeebha il sayi8” Jenna informed Alya
“FUCK!! FA YA3NII WE’RE HOME ALONE?!” Alya screamed
“FUCK! YEAAAAAH!!!! UMBAYYYYYY!!!” Jenna screamed back frightened
The were slowly getting up to go to Jenna’s room when they hit something hard and solid and tall.
“AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!” The girls screamed together
And then they heard something break downstairs and screamed again
“Someone’s here!” Alya whispered
“YA THINK?!” Jenna said sarcastically
“Lets just fucking get to your room o0 lock the door!” Alya shot back
“YES. Let’s!” Jenna said
They kept taking baby steps trying to not run into something else, because running into that cupboard hurt. BIG TIME. They slowly moved left together, and then slowly took little steps forward.
Alya could hear Jenna breathing heavily, like someone was smothering her..
“Jenna?” Alya asked
“Shh..” Was the reply she got
Then she felt someone cling onto her shirt.
“Fuck Jenna, let me go!” She wined
It tugged harder.
She turned around and screamed a blood curling scream, so hard, 4 houses down would’ve heard if she wasn’t knocked out. A thump, and then the hands got off Jenna’s mouth.
“AHHHHHH!!!!” Jenna screamed
“Imshay.” A voice said
“ MABII!!” She screamed
“Ana gilt IMSHAY!” It said again
“What do you want from me?!” She asked
“Take me to your parent’s room.” They said again
Jenna started to cry
“9ay7ay, min gal 9ya7ich bifeed? HAHAHA” She remembered that laugh
“Sa3ad.” Jenna managed to say through shivering lips.
“Hii there sexy..” He said in a voice that he thought was seductive
“Let me go.” She said firmly
“Shut the FUCK up and lead me to your parent’s room..” He commanded
“I want them to know their daughter lost her innocence in their room when they weren’t here to keep her safe..” He added
“Why me?! Sa3ad leave me alone! 5ara 3alaick ma t5af rabick?!” She screamed
“Iklay 5arach o0 imshay!” He slapped her
“Ahhh!” She yelped in pain
She started walking to her parents room. If she didn’t do so she knew he’d do it to Alya, or he’d physically injure her. And she didn’t want to ruin Alya’s life for her sake. She’s take the physical pain, but she knew he’s strong enough o probably kill her or have her bleed internally.
“Here.” Jenna said
“Hmm. 7ilo.” He said
He held her firmly by the arm while he touched around looking for something solid that he can put her on.
She kept crying, she started praying asking God to send someone to help her.
She could feel his fingers touching her, her lips, her nose. She could feel his breathe on her body, her neck, her chest, and then back up to her lips.
She felt his lips and his tongue on her lips.
Wai3! Wai3! Wai3!!!! Jenna screamed in her mind
She tried to push him away, but instead he pinned her down and he was now on top of her. He moved his hands to take off his shirt, and she punched him
“HAHAHA!!!!! 7isbalich you can hurt me? Baby I’m rock solid” And then he plunged back in for another kiss
Jenna could feel his chiseled abs on her chest and stomach, perfectly drawn, any girl would swoon, but this made her sick. He took off her shirt, and she rapped her arms around her body. Scared. She kept praying, praying, and praying.
Ya rab! A6libick ya rab! 5al Alya itgoum o0 til7ag 3alay! Ya rab i3’firlee thinoubii!! She said in her mind.
Then..
Thump!
The pressure on her body was gone. He wasn’t there anymore.
“AHHHH!!!” She screamed
“Jenna!! Haday!!” A manly voice said
“AHHHH!!! BES!!!! SA3DOONIIII!!!!!!” She screamed some more
“Jenna! Marzoug daznii achayick 3alaikum!!!” The voice said again
“Marzoug?” She repeated
“Eee! Marzoug!” it said again
“MARZOUG! WAINA?!” She cried
“3ind oboh! Yala goomay! You’re friend in unconscious!” it said again
“alya!!” She said
“Stop fucking repeating o0 goomay!” It said again
She got up and held on to the strangers arms. He had strong arms, no wonder Sa3ad was knocked out cold. He wrapped his arms around her, and she could feel his hard chest, her breathing was hard, and she was still scared, but no one knew about her and Marzoug, only Jassim, and her friends..
“Sit next to your friend, I’m going to check the power box” He said
“Okay.” She consented
She said down and hugged her unconscious friends’ body, and cried over her.
“I’m sorry, wallah I’m sorry” She cried
The lights came back on, and she could see Alya. She cried more. She still was in her pants and bra, her shirt was still in the room.
Fuck! She thought, and hid her body behind Alya’s.
“Jenna?” The voice said
“Don’t come! I’m not wearing a shirt!” She said
“Oh, inzain, la76’a” The voice said again
And the next thing she knew, a blue Polo shirt came flying across the corner
“Wear it.” It said
“Okay. Thank you” She said
“No prob.”
She wore it and stood up. When she saw him she was relieved, Marzoug DID send him!
“Oh my God! Ashwa it’s you!” She said and hugged him
“Yeah, it’s me. Who the hell did you think it was going to be?” He said and hugger her back confused.
“Alya!” Jenna screamed letting go of him and falling to her knees next to her friend
“He hit her with his hand, she’ll be fine; bes shway o0 itgoum. Do you have medical alcohol?” He asked
“Yes.” Jenna said moving her friends hair from her face, “Down the hall way at the end ako a bathroom, bil little cupboard, it’s in there.” She informed him
“Okay. I’ll be back.”
He walked down the hall to the bathroom and got the medical Alcohol then walked back to them.
He handed Jenna the alcohol,
“Miskay please, 5an asheelha a7i6ha 3al 8anafa” He said
“Okay” She said and took the alcohol
He carried her, and she could see his muscles flex, and his abs rock solid, tanned.. Mmmm, sexyyy! She thought. He slowly placed her on the sofa and took the alcohol from Jenna, uncapped it, and started having Alya sniffing it, and before long she coughed and came back to conscience. She took one look at him and screamed
“AAHHHH!! MNO HATHA?!” Alya screamed
“Lat5afeen, Marzoug sent him, I know him” Jenna comforted her
“Walaiiiin. My ears inba6aw minkum. Manii imsawee feekum shay!” He said
“I know..” Jenna said
“Good..” He replied
“Inzain, mno inta 3ayal?” Alya asked
“I’m –" He started to say but Jenna interrupted him
“He’s..”
******
To be continued!
Comment! =]
Soo, how do you like this? :/ I know it’s disturbing, bes y’all wanted drama and a twist, well there you go 3ayal..
I love y’all!! <3
-Q
Friday, September 18, 2009
"My life is over.." {Part 22}
Hii my loves! I'm going to write(:
Bes awal shay;
3EEDKUM IMBARAKKKK!!! O0 3ASAKUM MIN 3OWADA!!!! :*
This is where the twist happens.. ;) It’ll shock you, and it’ll keep you wanting more(: So I’m going to keep writing and I want to see your reactions when I’m done;)
A7ibkummm:*
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She picked up her phone and opened the message. The question on the screen made her nauseous.. She didn’t know what to do, and she was fortunate and relieved that Marzoug was still on the phone with his father. Something was going on is what Jenna suspected, but she didn’t innterupt or say anything.
And she knew better than to tell him what the text said, because it would drive him insane, and the one person she can’t afford to lose is Marzoug.
“Fuck, fuck, FUCK!” Jenna texted Alya
“Haa?! Why are you saying those words?!” Alya texted back instantly
“I just got a text, n in that text is something, and someone that’ll ruin my life! :’( " She texted her back
“Wth?! Mno?!” Alya asked
“Guess..” Jenna replied calmly
“Mno?! I don’t know!” Alya answered frustrated 2 minutes later
“Sa3ad.” Jenna replied with her heart coming up her throat
“WTF!!!!! 3ogeb kil ilee sawah lah wayh idizlich message!?” Alya asked infuriated
“AL!!!! It’s NOT that he texted me! It’s what he said in the text!!!! Mitdoodha 7AIL!!!” they kept texting back and forth..
Until..
“Shno galich?” Alya asked..
“I’ll forward you the message..” Jenna texted back, and looked through her inbox for his text
“Did you think I forgot you? I can see you.. Mno ilee ma3ach? Jannoyy, la tinsain ina agdar a3eed ilee sawaita, o0 hal mara, I’ll succeed. I know where you live, forgot I know everything about you? :p Hahaha! I’ll be watching sexy. ;)”
Sa3ad was a guy Jenna was dating a 2 years ago - She was 16, and he was 18 - and DAMN did she get hurt.. She trusted him, she loved him, she did everything for him, she even sneaked him into her house when no one was home. Until that un-fateful night in Sa3ad’s car. They were in his back seat, talking, laughing, flirting, everything a happy couple does.. He leaned in to kiss her, and he started touching her, and the next thing he was on top of her trying to rip off her clothes wanting to take her innocence away. She screamed and cried for him to let her go, but he wouldn’t.
-Flashback:
“Sa3ad, hidniii!!!” She cried
“MABII!! ANA ABEECH JENNA!!!” He screamed
“Tikfa sa3ad! Mabiii!!! Sa3ad!! PLEASE!!!!” She cried some more
He still wouldn’t let her go. She took off her heels and rammed them into his head, and he became unconscious; she ran out of his car and got into a taxi. She called Alya to tell her she’s going over to her place, and Alya welcomed her with open arms. She gave the taxi driver Alya’s address, and soon she was in Alya’s room crying, and taking off her clothes, running into Alya’s shower trying to wash away every trace she had of him.
-End of Flashback.
Jenna’s eyes started sending unconscious salty rain drops.. Marzoug was done from him phone call by then.
“Janooy?! Baby shfeech?!” He asked worried
“Mafeenii shay” she smiled
“3ayal laish it9ay7eeen?!” He wondered
She looked at her hands and found the bracelet in her hand and held it up
“This..” She giggled
“Mo 3ajbich arida!” He comforted her
“La2, la2, I love it! It’s just no one has ever given me something this nice, and I don’t have anything with this much meaning..” She explained
“Ahaaa” He said, “3alaich bil 3afya, you deserve it!” He smiled
He didn’t buy it though, he noticed she was texting while he was on the phone..
“7ayatii, lazem inrid il bait, oboy yabeenii ib sha3’la; fa ra7 inrid baitkum, anazlich, a5ith a8ra6’ii o0 amshii 3ashan oboy o0 ayeebla hdoum ni6’eefa” He explained
“Ee, okay, may5alif,” she smiled, “Ana adig 3ala Al a5aleeha tiyeenii, min ziman ma shift’ha..” She continued
“Okay, 3ala ra7tich..” He kissed her cheek
She dialed Alya’s number and waiting ‘til she picked up.
6oo6.. 6oo6..
“My babyyyyy!” Alya screamed
“Hehehe, hiii there sweetie” Jenna said while a smiled drew across her face
Woiii, even just hearing her voice can make me feel better! Jenna thought
“Are you okay babe?” Alya asked Jenna
“Yeahh yeahh, I’m fine honey. My baby’s gnna drop me home and leave me there,” She looked at Marzoug and pouted when he turned to her when she said that, “can you come over?” She asked Alya
“Sureeee!! I’ll get ready now” Alya confirmed
“5ala9, see you soon then babe” Jenna said
“See ya! Ciao!” Alya said and hung up
Marzoug and Jenna got to Jenna’s house, he walked with her all the way inside, and when he picked up his duffle bag he said;
“Baby, if you need me, just give me a call, o0 wallah, ayeech arki6’ 7afee ba3ad!” He beamed
“Haha! Okay, thank you 7ayatii” She said and planted a soft kiss on his lip
“La, la, ba3ed..” He pleaded
She kissed him some more, and then pulled away.
“bes 5ala9!” She laughed
“Zain zain..” He said disappointed and walked out to his car.
Jenna went up to her room to get changed. She took of her clothes, folded her jeans, threw Marzougs shirt in the dirty basket, and wore her green Juicy Couture Terry sweats. She pulled her hair up into a pony tail and took her dirty clothes to the washing room so she can give Marzoug his shirt back when he comes back.
When she came back downstairs her phone had 4 missed calls, and 2 new text messages.
Her heart started to pound, it might be him she thought..
But she opened it anyway..
“…”
******
To be continued!
I hope you liked the twist.. Might be disturbing to some of you, and I’m sorry if it is, but these stuff actually happen.. So again, I’m sorry if it got to you, I was just trying to make it as real as possible.
I love you all!!!
I’m hoping for 7 comments or more from different people. And if I do, I’ll post again. =]
Stay safe my loves<3
xx
-Q
Thursday, September 17, 2009
Something wrong?
Wednesday, September 16, 2009
"You're The One.."
Hii my loves! I miss you guys SO MUCH!!!
I’m going to continue, and Inshallah it’s going to be long..
ALSO! I need YOUR point of view! I think I’m going to run fresh out of ideas.. :/ It’ll keep me writing, and y’all get what you want, but in my prespectve;)
Shraykum?! Do you want us to try it?
Tell me if you want to try it, and also, I need FEEDBACK!! I don’t get a lot anymore;( China the story is boring you? Please you guys, tell me if it is.. Enough rambling.. I’ll continue(:
“9ij?! You’ll marry me?!” He asked Jenna
“YES! I’ll marry you! Inshallah you weren’t just saying that..” She asked him
“Laaa, I meant it!” He kissed her cheek
“Hehe, okay.. Al7een all we have to do is tell your dad, and wait until my parents come back..” She said
“I’ll tell it to the world! Mo bes my dad!” He screamed
“Hahaha! Ana shimsawya feek?” She laughed
“Intay imdaw5atniiii!!” He smiled
“Umbayy!! Sorry!!” She giggled
“7abeebtii, la tit2asifain.. La2na it makes me fall more and more in love with you everyday..” He told her
She blushed and lowered her head
“Woii!! Amout 3ala ilee yisti7oun!” He laughed
“Hehe” She giggled
“Yalla, imshay..” He told her
“Amshii? Wain?” She asked him
“Abii ag3ad ma3ach..” He said
“Ya3nii hatha shno?!” She laughed
“La2, mo chithii.. Abee first a6ali3 ma3ach a movie, ba3dain ni6la3 insawee ilee tabeen..” He said smiling
“Hehe, okay..” She smiled
Sometimes we let our hearts get hurt just for us to find the right person.. And a heart can only break too many times before it shatters, and when it does shatter, sometimes it won’t mend, and at other times, it will with the strength and love of the people who actually do love you. And she found the strength in Marzoug. Jassim broke her heart, but Marzoug was there for her, he was her strength, and he jumped into the shark tank to fight off the sharks that tried to get her. Those sharks were the pain, the shredding pain she was enduring. He risked his own emotions just so she could smile..
And us, i7na the Kwaiti girls, aw 7atan kil banat il 5aleej, we’re so naïve to the feelings of love.. o0 because of that, we run after the guy like he’s everything to us, when in fact, he was just a little piece that could be replaced when the right person comes along..
“I didn’t accept Jassim’s proposal and I accepted Marzougs’, because I know deep down he’s the one for me. 3omra ma jara7nii, 3omra ma ga9 3alai, o0 3ogeb kil hal frag, he’s still there for me.. 9ij ina he walked in and out of my life, but he had a reason.. and it was a valid one.. Jenna lat5aleen il shay6an yil3ab 3alaich, ta3awithay min iblees, o0 samay bil ra7man, you made the right decision.” She told herself.
And it was true, she knows it, she’d always have, he was the one. You know what they say, you’re first love will always be forever.
“Did you pick a movie?” Marzoug said interrupting her train of thoughts
“Huh? Umm, la2.. Ga3da adawir..” She said
“Shfeech, why are you spaced out?” he chuckled
“La, mafeenii shay.. I’m just thinking..” She flashed a half hearted smile
“About?” He asked
“You..” She replied
“Me?” He winked
“Eee, hehe..” She said
“o0 what about me?” He asked her
“You’ve always been there for me, and no one can take your place, no one.. I love you..” She said
“o0 I’ll always will, I’m never going to leave you.. because as crazy as you might think it is, I’m in love with you, MADLY in love with you..” He said
“Hehe.. Me too 7ayatii” She said
“Inzain, shrayich, instead of watching a movie, inrou7 intimasha o0 we have dinner?” He asked
“You read my mind!” She laughed
“Yalla 3ayal, mishayna” He smiled
“Wait, can I at least change?” She asked
“9a7, yeah, you better do so, tara ana a3’arrrr!!” He warned her
“Hehe, adrii, give me 10minutes.” She smiled
“Okay 7ayatii, take your time..” He told her
She ran to her room and took off her clothes, she pulled out her light wash, ripped jeans, hopped into them and stared at her closet like it was a post-disaster area.
“I GOT IT!!” She said and ran out of her room in her jeans and bra. She stared down the hall and found Marzougs’ bag in a corner.
She slowly walked to it and unzipped his bag; she looked for his plain white t-shirt, the one he wears when he’s being lazy. She giggled and squirmed into it. It was baggy, but it looked sexy to be wearing her boyfriends’ shirt; he’s not her “fiancé” until both parents of the bride and groom approve..
She ran back to her room to look for shoes to wear, she pulled out her red ballet flats, wore them; and started running down the stairs, mobile and wallet in hand.
“DONE!” She smiled
“Yah yah yahhh! Wait, is that my shirt?” He asked chuckling
“Yeahhh!” She smiled
“Allaaaah!! 7alayteeh!!” He carried her
“Hehehe, thank you..” She kissed his lip
“Mmmm..” He said biting his lip after she pulled away, “your lips are like candy to me.” He continued.
“Hehe, you might be getting much more of my lips” She winked at him
“INSHALLAH YA RAB!!!” He looked up as if yad3ii
“Inzain, yallah, let’s gooo!!” She said
“Zain, yalla, we’re going” He said carrying her out the door.
They walked to his car, and he opened the passenger door for her and she hopped in. He walked to his side and got in, started the engine, and drove off.
“Wain tabeen itrou7een?” He asked her
“Wherever inta tabii itrou7.. La2na if I’m with you, I’ll be fine” She smiled
“You have a way with words” he winked
“Hehehe, yup!” She giggled
“Inzain, lets go take a stroll?” He asked her
“Stroll it is then!” She screamed
He turned on the radio, it was Lil Wayne at first, and then, My Everything by 98 Degrees came on.
“Tadreen, kil mara asma3 hal i3’niya, afakir feech..” He told her
“La2.. Ma kint adrii..” She whispered back
“Well listen to the words, la2na you really ARE my everything..” He told her
She leaned over and kissed his cheek.
“Amout 3alaik, allah i5aleeleeyak” She said
“Ana a9lan kilee lich!” He said
“Hehehe!” She giggled
She listened to the rest of the song in awe and amazement, she didn’t know that she meant all that to him. She doesn’t want to lose him, and she can’t lose him because he’s her everything now.
She erased the name Jassim from her heart and her mind, she knew he was nothing but a player, all he wanted was to play her and break her heart, he was nice at first, but hey, anyone can put up and act right? Well he did. She knows Marzoug won’t hurt her the way Jassim did.. Also with Marzoug, she didn’t have to hide who she is, she can just be herself and have fun! She found her knight in shining armor.. She found the love she has always wanted. The type she’d only see in movies, the guy every girl would die for. Yes. She found him. Indeed she did. And his name was Marzoug. Marzoug Liflani. HER Marzoug.
Sexy Can I by Ray J came on, Marzoug looked at Jenna and wiggled his eyebrows
“HAHAHA!! Zougii! Ahaha!” She laughed
“Sexy can I please pardon my manners?” He asked her and winked
“Baby you don’t need manners with me” she winked
“Laaa?” He teased
“Mhmm!” She said, “Aint I your soon to be wife inshallah?!” She asked
“Eee! And the mother of my children inshallah ba3ed!” He added
“Hehe, well so yeah, you don’t need to hide anything from me!” She smiled
“And I never will, la2na you’re my woman now” He smiled
“Ya ba5tii!” She giggled
He raised the volume and turned right into Chilies’ parking lot..
She was about to say something when her phone vibrated.. She pulled out her phone to check who it was when Marzoug pulled her phone away from her and dropped it into the cup holder.
“You’re with me now..” He winked
“And I’m all yours..” She winked back
“Good..” He said
He pulled out a box from his pocket, and inside it was a small gold heart shaped bracelet, it was being held by a gold chain. On the heart, “M&J” was engraved.. and when you’d flip It over, “Forever..” It said.
Jenna’s jaw dropped.
Before she could say anything Jassim’s phone rang. He took one look and said he had to take it.
“Oboy..” He said
“Oh, may5alif, take your time..” Jenna said
She picked up her phone and opened the message. The question on the screen made her nauseous[i]..
[i] Nauseous; feeling sick, about to throw up. Queasy.
That’s it for now! Inshallah 3ajabum! I’ll try writing soon!! I miss y’all!! And again, FEEDBACK!!! I hope this is long enough, and I can’t color code it because of time:/
Ehh, il mohim you guys got a post;)
I love y’all!!!
-Q
