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"There Was No Parade.."

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"Gool.." She smiled

"Jen, tara ma nisait ilee giltlich iyah when we were younger.." He told her

"Oh.." Was all she could say

"No, please sim3eenii gabel lat gooleen shay.." He told her

"Inzain, sorry, tifa6'al" She said

"I still mean it. I really do. Jen, I never loved wa7da like I loved you, mara7 agi9 3alaich o0 agoul I waited and didn't see other girls, I did. But not one of them got a hold of my heart like you did. And you know what they say, you're first love will always last.. Forever. And I still love you. Seeing you made me alive again." He explained

"Wow.. Zougii, madrii shagool..?" She said and lowered her head blushing

"Fidait ilee tisti7ee!" He said and laughed

"Hehe.. Zougii can we go now? I don't want to talk about this here.." She told him looking around

"Ee, inzain, yalla.." He motioned for the waiter to get the check

The paid and left. They got into Marzoug's car and he turned on the radio. To her surprise, he has Jordin Sparks on. No Parade.

"Hatha ihda2 7agich" and he held her hand

"Hehe, mashkoor" and she squeezed his hand

"I'm already looking back

I'm already looking around

Where do we get off the track?

What was it that brought us down?

I'm already waking up

Or how I've been to sleep too long?

Losing you is hard enough

Not knowing anything was wrong

Changes come, but where they go?

You never know

Just another day like any other

Nothing in the sky said "run for cover"

Just another reason

Never thought it would end this way

There was no parade

No lights flashing

No song to sing along the way

There was no parade

Story was supposed to last

You were never supposed to plea

Just somebody in the past

Somebody I used to see

Trouble crept up on us

A warning that never came in time

Before I knew that we were dust

Just left behind, left behind

Changes come, but where they go?

You never know

Just another day like any other

Nothing in the sky said "run for cover"

Just another reason

Never thought it would end this way

There was no parade

No lights flashing

No song to sing along the way

There was no parade

No waves crashing

There was no one else around for days

There was no parade

And after all the noise I never heard

Our last goodbye was as silent as a butterfly

There was no parade

No lights flashing

No song to sing along the way

There was no parade

No waves crashing

There was no one else around for days

There was no parade

No parade... (No parade)"

"Shiftay il ayam shloon.. We didn't even know this would happen to us.." He kept driving..

"Lets get ice cream? ON ME!" She told him

"Haha, intay bes amray!" He told her

"May amir 3alaik 3ado" she said and kissed his cheek

"Alaaah! I missed that you know?" He asked her

"Hehe" She said blushing

He took her to The Avenues..

"La76'a, shga3deen insawee ihnee?" She asked him

"Getting ice cream!" He laughed

"Inzain, why here?" She asked him again

"Hey! Shno hatha?! Why are you questioning me?! Just wait and see!" He said

"Inzain inzain!" She pouted and he pinched her cheek

They walked into Phase 2. And he led her way to Coldstone

“See this..?” He asked her pointing to Coldstone

“UMBAAAY!!!! COLDSTONE!!!!!” She screamed

“Hahaha! Eee, shiftay?! If you didn't harass me in the car and just WAITED then this would've been a humungous surprise! Bes intay! Il duda ilee feech!” He laughed

“Umbayy Zougii! I love you do you know that?!” She laughed

“Haha, and I love you too babe” he said

Did he just call me babe? She asked herself.. She let it pass, because after all, he'll always be her best friend, she'll always trust him even though it's been a while since she talked to him or told him anything. He still remembered what she liked, he remembered everything about her. And THAT'S what matters..

They both took their ice creams and laughed together at how they were throwing the ice creams in the air, and singing. It's been a while since she'd had THIS much fun with Marzoug.

Finally, her best guy friend is back in her life..

She paid, like she told Marzoug she would. Yes, il bint ras'ha YABIS! Fa he knew not to argue or she'd make a scene;p So they paid and left. In the car, they laughed and sang to songs they both knew and loved.

“Zougii, drop me home please? I want to spend time ma3a omii gabal la itroo7” She said and pouted

“I3youn Zougii intay, 7a6'er, al7een awadeech” He smiled

He drove her home. She thanked him and left his car and walked to her front door.

She walked in and the house was empty.

“Mamaaaa?!” Jenna screamed.

“Your mom left already Jenny” Mary the maid said.

“WHEN?!” She screamed in fright

“About an hour ago.” Mary said again

“Okayy! Okayy!” She ran to her room and called Marzoug

2 rings and he picked up

“Marzouuuuug!! Please ta3al! Il7ag 3alay! I feel like I'm suffocating!” She cried into the phone

“Shfeech?! Jenna ana yayich al7een!” He screamed and hung up

He started to drive as fast as he could, just to get to her. He couldn't stand seeing her cry, or hear her cry for that matter. He would do whatever he could just to see her smile. He would give up his soul for her.

Jenna loved her mom to bits, and not seeing her for a day would torture her, she didn't see her mom for long today, she wanted to spend her last day here in Kuwait laughing and talking and giggling with her mommy.. But her mommy got on a plane and left.. Gone for 3 weeks.. Jenna will be counting these days 'til her mommy comes home to her safe..

5 minutes passed, and Marzoug was parking his car, and running into Jenna's house looking for her, he ran to her room, and found her face down on her bed. BAWLING HER EYES OUT.

“I didn't get to spend time with herrr!! What if something happens!! Tell meee!? How could I forgive myself?! I didn't tell her I loved her or I'll miss herrr!! Zougiiiiiiiiii!!!!” She screamed and went on her crying streak..

“Sweetie! I bet she knows! la 5ala9! lat 9ay7eeeen!! Wallah mara7 i9eer shay! Bes haday Janooya!” He told her as he climbed on her bed and pulled her close into his arms.

He could feel her shake and shudder in his arms, just like when a baby starts calming down from all the tears he cried..

He talked to her, promised her everything would be okay, he made her giggle with old memories..

“Ha Janooya.. Are you okay now?” He asked

“Mmm..” She said

“Goodnight my love..” He said and kissed her head

She fell asleep in his arms, he didn't want to move, so he called his father.

6ooo6.. 6ooo6..

“Aloo?” His father said

“Hala yuba” Marzoug said

“Hala 7abeebii” His father replied

“Yuba, Jenna mit6'ayga ina omha ra7at ilyoum, o0 a7isa mi7tajatnee, fa ana banam ihnee il layla, a8ra6'ee ma3ay, fa lat 5af, adig 3alaik bacher agoolick shloonha” He reassured his father

“Ee, 5ala9 3ayal yuba, barak allah feek.” Is all he said and hung up

Marzoug sat there looking at her sleep so peacefully.. He didn't even feel the sand man creeping up on him and flooding his eyes with sleep. Soon enough, his lids were getting heavy, and he fell asleep..

Jenna woke up in the morning finding herself asleep in his arms, and her phone in her hand and Marzoug asleep, she got up and went to get washed up. She took her phone with her to the bathroom. Checked her phone. And well..

She had a message from Jassim..

“Jassim:*

Hey baby, ma dagaitay 3alay fa 5ift 3alaich, I didn't want to call you la2na he might still be there, and I don't want to cause trouble. Fa digay 3alay when you have a chance. I love you”

She answered him, but didn't tell him she called him back and fell asleep in his arms.. She left the heartbreaking details out..

“Hii 7ayatii, I'm sorry, I forgot I fell asleep as soon as I came home. ;$ I'll call you when I get a chance, because I woke up and found him asleep bil 9ala. I guess 3amii gala yig3ad.. :/”

SEND

When she got out Marzoug was still asleep.. She pulled the blanket that was at the end of her bed, and covered him, she went downstairs to make some breakfast.. She made some French Toast, and Scrambled Eggs. She asked Mary to squeeze some fresh orange juice and make some tea and milk.

"Alaaaah! Shno hal ree7a?!" She heard Marzoug ask from behind her

He wrapped his arms around her waist and hugged her..

"Hahaha! Please let me go before I break or burn somfinnnn!" She giggled

"5ala9" he said and kissed her cheek

How am I going to tell him..? He's still in love with me.. o0 ohwa malaaaak! He doesn't deserve his heart to be yanked out.. I so wish I was The tin man so I wouldn't have a heart to break.. She thought to herself

"Zougii, can we talk please? Bes mabii a7ed i3arif, you're the only one la2na I trust you.." She told him

"Eeeh, and don't worry babe, I'm all ears, and I promise not one word will come out of me. Afa 3alaichh! Mo lazem 7aten itgooleen chithee!" He smiled

"Okayy, thank you. Ig3ad please.." Was all she could muster..

He sat down, not knowing what's about to hit him.. He looked so happy.. Soon, that smile would be turned upside down.. And his whole world might come crashing down..

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HAAAA?! Shraykummm?! (;

I spent the whole day writing this! Lol! ;p

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-Q

"How Am I Supposed To Tell You How I Feel I Need Oxygen"

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"Jenna shlounich?" The unknown person said..

"Zaina, and you?" She asked

"Good good.." They said..

"Jenna, do you know who this is?" Her mom asked

"Umm, no?" Jenna said confused.

"Hatha Marzoug wild 3amich" Her mom said

"Ohh! Hii Marzoug, sorry, ma 3araftik.. " Jenna said and took a seat on the table

"La 3adii, ishda3wa 7abeebti" he said and winked

Okay, hatha shfee he winks? I didn't recognize him, I don't remember him, and I sure as hell don't know him THAT well! She thought to herself

"Jenna, lemn asafir, Marzoug ilee ra7 iyee o0 ra7 i6il 3alaich min time lay time.. 3amich doesn't want you to stay home with the driver and nanny alone, bes giltla ina they've been with us for a while o0 we all trust them, fa he's okay with it. BUT, he asked to let Marzoug come and check on you from time to time.. And I agreed, 3ashan la a7atee 3alaich 7ayatii" Her mom informed her

"Umm, yeah, it's okay mommy, ma 3indii mani3!" Jenna said and smiled

"Okay, 5ala9 3ayal yuma, you can go now.." Her mom said

"Okay 3ayal. Ti9bi7oon 3ala 5air." She said

"Wintay min ahala" They said in unison

She went upstairs and got on MSN. No one was online.

"WAI3333!! MALALLLL!!!!" She said and got offline.

She went into her bathroom, washed up and hopped into her bed.. She looked at her watch, it was 6pm. Wai3! Ilyoum 6IWEEEEL!!! She thought to herself, and fell asleep listening to her iPod.

She woke up at noon. She checked her phone and found that it had only 4 bars of battery, so she plugged her charger in and plugged her phone and went to shower. When she came out, she had 4 missed calls, and a new message. She looked at the missed calls it was from an unknown number. 9997****. And the message was from the same number, it read:

"Halaw, ana Marzoug, hatha ra8mii, call me if you need me."

She answered and said:

"Ahh, OK. Thanks."

She went downstairs and had her breakfast. While eating she wondered where he came from, how come she hasn't seen him in a while, not even during 3eed! Kan fee shay mo 9a7! o0 he looked at her like he knew her bes ina he was in awe of what she became. Jenna was not the skinny girl, bes she had curves, she had natural long curly brown hair, and light brown eyes. She was also tall. So she looked GORGEOUS! Or so that's what people told her.. She had dimples on both sides of her cheeks, and perfect eye brows. Ma kanat it7if until she got to Uni. THAT type of gorgeous.. Some friends even envied her.

1 New Message.

"Anytime. ;)"

That's what Marzoug replied to her..

La hal walad fee shay..

She kept thinking about the younger days, and her jaw dropped. Could he be? Could that be Zougi?! Her ONLY friend then. She trusted him, she loved him! They used to walk around hand in hand.. And then she remembered what he told her when they were 8.

"Jenna I love you. o0 when I grow up abee atzawijich" and then he kissed her cheek and she hugged him.

Tears stung her eyes, old memories came running back and flooding her mind..

"I came apart inside a world made of angry people I found a boy who had a dream making everyone smile, he was sunshine, I fell over, my feet like bricks under water.. and how am I supposed to tell you how I feel I need oxygen!!"

Her phone started ringing..

Marzoug.

She picked up the phone..

"Aloo?" She asked

"Hala o0 3'ala" He said

"Hala feek" She answered him

"Janooya, agdar ashoofich ilyoum?" He asked her sounding a wee bit nervous

"Umm, yea, sure.. Wain?" She asked him

"Shrayich amurich?" He told her

"Umm, inzain, bes 5an a3alim omii o0 ashoof itha ra6'ya o0 adizlick message, okay?" She asked him

"Eeh! Zain, chithee okayy!" He said sounding a little hurt

She hung up.

"Mama, Marzoug deg 3alay o0 yabii imourni o0 ni6la3 ilyoum. Sam7atlee?" she asked her mom

"Ee yuma roo7ay, mo 3'areeb ohwa, wild 3amich, min demich o0 la7mich.." Her mom told her

"Inzain, mashkoora" she said and kissed her mothers head.

She decided to call him to lift up his spirits.

"Omii ri'6at.." She told Marzoug

"5ala9, amurich at 8. We'll head for dinner" Her replied.

"Great! Where?" She asked

"Mmm.. Wasabi?" He asked her.

"YUMM!" She replied and giggled

"5ala9 3ayal, I'll pick you up at 8" He told her and hung up

She sent a message to Jassim.

"Hii 7ayatii, I'm sorry I didn't call you, I woke up late. I'm going out with wild 3amii ilyoum. Omii bitsafir in 2 days bitroo7 7eg o5oy in DC to help him pack. HE'S COMING BACK HOME! :D Fa wild 3amii ra7 i6il 3alay while my mom is outta the country, o0 my dad ib Dubai, he comes back in a month, fa thats why he's gonna come and check on me min time to time.. I just wanted to tell you that I'm going out with him tonight for dinner. My mom knows and approves;p Bes 7abait agoolik, and I'll call you when I get home. I love you"

She pressed SEND.

"Jassim:*

Okay baby. Have fun. o0 digay 3alay if you need anything. I love you more! ;**"

He replied

She got up and took a shower and got ready. By 8 she was ready and waiting for Marzoug. And 8 o'clock EXACTLY he was there. She saw his black FJ Cruiser and hopped in.

"Yah yah, hatha kila 7agee?" He teased her

"Haha, la 7agii" She said and stuck out her tongue

"lat 5aleenii ag6'ib ilsanich al7een!" he said and laughed

"ya wailikkk Zougii!!" She screamed

"Alaaaah!! Tithakirattt!!" he said and hugged her

"Hehe, akeed! Chem Zougi 3indee?" She said and hugged him back

"yalla, imshay 5an roo7 o0 inta3asha!" He said and drove off

They got to Wasabi, and sat down to have dinner.. People gave them a couple stares, but they didn't care, because they knew the had nothing to hide..

They talked while they ate.. And then came the REAL talk..

"Janooya, abee agoolich shay.." He told her

"Gool.." She smiled

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To be continueddd!!!

This is a reasonable sized post! Inshallah 3ajabkummm!!!! :*

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-Q

Who could you be?

Yalla! Next post!

This is for Zarh!:*

I NEED A GUYS NAMEEEEE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

But here we go again! =]

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"Mama shfeech?" Jenna asked her mom

"Jenna.." She said

"Na3am, mommy what's wrong?! Wallah ga3da it5ar3eenii!!" Jenna said with tears stinging her eyes

"05OOOCHHH IBYIRJA3 LIKWAITTTT!!!" Her mom screamed and jumped up

"7ILFAAAAY?! HIYAAAAAAAAA!!!!!" Jenna screamed and hugged her mom

"Hahaha, a5eeran ha mamati?!" Her mother asked her

"Umbayy! Eeeeh! Mita ibyirja3?! Umbayy! Mama I can't wait!! 9arla 7 years!" Jenna said

"Ee adrii yuma, he's coming back in 3 weeks. Bes he needs me to go there 3ashan I help him pack and move.." her mom said

"Oh.. Mita bitroo7een?" Jenna asked her mom

"3ogeb 3 days lazem aroo7.. Tadreen ina oboch ib Dubai for work and he's going to be there for a month.." Her mom informed her

"Oh, oo ee adrii.." Jenna said

"Fa you have two choices.. You either stay home here alone with Mary and Joey. Aw itroo7een bait 3amich.." She said.

"Umm.. Bait 3amii?" Jenna asked

"Ee, bait 3amich, la2na i3yala ihnak and your dad already talked to him.. He said if you want to go and stay there, 7ayach.." Her mom said

"Bes mama, Kila i9bayan! They don't have a girl! And I think I'll be safe home.. a5alee my friends iyoonii and Mary oo Joey are here fa I'll be safe." She told her mom

"3ala ra7tich.. Wain ma tabeen itroo7een roo7ay.." Her mom told her and walked away

Jenna went upstairs and updated her Facebook and was on the phone with Alyaa when her mom paged her room and told her to come down stairs.

"Mama?!" Jenna screamed looking for her mom

"Ana ihnee mama" Her mom answered 

Jenna walked to the dining room and was shocked to see someone sitting on the table with her mom.. 

"Esalam o0 3alaikum.." Jenna said in awe.

"Wa 3alaikum il salam.." They said in unison.. 

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Adree it's not long! ;( Sowie! Bes it's all I could do for now! I promise the next one will be longer! :D 

PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE I NEED A NAME!! If not I'm going with Mi7sen(: 

The longer the names take, the longer the post will take.. Fa PLEASE Give me a name(: 

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-Q

"I'll Be Loving You Forever"

Hey y'all!! I'm continuing.. 

Again, I need a GUYS name! New character.. New events.. Fa please give me a name! I have one name, Mi7sen, a readers choice (Thanks Alvaro!:* ).. I need more, &then I'll pick from 'em, or YOU'LL pick from 'em! 

So let's not keep y'all waiting(: &here goes.. 

Btw, this might be a short post cuz I'm writing this w'ana ga3da an6ir athan il fayer;p Hehe, &my 9 year old sister is waiting for me 3ashan asa3id'ha itiwa6'a o0 it9alii;p 

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"Can I show you something?" He asked..

"Sure.." She said confused.. 

Jassim leaned in, and Jenna closed her eyes.. She felt his smooth soft lips on hers, she felt his tongue scrape her lips. She felt like a serge of electricity went through her. She knew in her heart that he was the one for her.. 

He pulled away and they opened their eyes.. 

"Jenna, a7ibich.." He whispered

"Wana a7ibik akthar.." She whispered back

Jenna looked down and looked at her phone and was shocked that their kiss took longer than she thought, because she felt it pass by in a second! 

"Umbayy! Jassim I need to go, it's getting late.." She said blushing..

"Oh, inzain.. Ana amasheech.." He told her

"La 3adii Jassim.." She said

"La 3adii la wella shay, bamasheech ya3nii bamasheech.. It's late o0 mabee i9eer feech shay!" He told her

"Umm.. Okayy 3ayal.." she said and got out of his car and hopped into hers

She started her engine and started driving home, she looked in her rearview mirror and saw that he was right behind her, he waved to tell her that he's right behind her. 

She reached home and parked in the garage, got down and ran to her room and looked outside the window and found him there. He waved and winked and drove away. 

While she was getting out of her clothes, he phone vibrated.

Jassim..

"Aloo" She said

"3indii ihda2.." He said..

"Hehe! Shno ohwa?" She asked

"Sim3ay.." He told her and raised the volume of his car stereo 

The lyrics of I'll Be Loving You Forever by Westlife filled her ears.. 

"I'll be loving you forever

deep inside my heart you'll leave me never

even if you took my heart and tore it apart

I would love you still, forever

you are the sun 

you are my life

and your the last thing on my mind before I go to

sleep at night

you're always round when I'm in need

when troubles on my mind you put my soul at ease

there is no one in this world, who could love me like

you do

that is the reasons that I wanna spend forever with you

I'll be loving you forever

deep inside my heart you'll leave me never

even if you took my heart and tore it apart

I would love you still, forever

we´ve had our fun

and we've made mistakes

but who'd have guessed along the road we'd learn to 

give and take

it's so much more than i could have dreamed, I could 

have dreamed

cause you make loving you so easy for me

there is no one in this world, who could love me like you do

that is the reason that I wanna spend forever with you

I'll be loving you forever (forever)

deep inside my heart you'll leave me never (you never leave, no)

even if you took my heart (took my heart) 

and tore it apart (and tore it appart girl) 

I would love you still, forever

and girl I pray you´ll leave me never

cos this is the world where lovers often go astray 

but if we love each other we won't go that way

so put your doubts aside

do what it takes to make it right

cos i love you forever no one can tear us apart.

I'll be loving you forever (forever)

deep inside my heart you'll leave me never 

even if you took my heart (took my heart, girl) and 

tore it apart (and tore it apart, now ) 

I would love you still, forever (forever)

I'll be loving you forever (forever)

deep inside my heart you'll leave me never 

even if you took my heart (took my heart girl) and

tore it apart (and tore it appart now)

I would love you still, forever

I'll be loving you forever

deep inside my heart you'll leave me never

even if you took my heart and tore it apart

I would love you still, forever"

Tears started coming down her eyes.. 

"And I promise I'll be loving you forever" Jassim told her.

"Forever I will love you." She replied with tears of joy running down her cheek

"Ana ba5aleech al7een it5al9een and goodnight my love.." and whispered into the phone and kissed the phone

She kissed back and hung up. She got up and washed up and got into her PJ's and climbed into bed.

"When you're gone the pieces of my heart are missing you when you're gone the face I came to know is missing too when you're gone the words I need to hear to always get me through the day and make it ok, I miss you.."

Words from Avril Lavigne's song When You're Gone invaded her head.. When he was gone, everything was out of place.. When he's near, nothing else mattered.. Her world was perfect with him in it..

She drifts into a deep sleep thinking of Jassim and how he makes her want to be a better person, and how her world would be without him..

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At 10am, her mother walked in and woke her up.. 

"Jannoya? Goomay yuma, abee a7acheech." Her mom said without any emotions on her face. 

"Ha? Na3am? Okay. Al7een ag3ad a3'asil o0 anzil." She said worried.

"Okay. Yalla ana na6ritich ta7at." Her mom replied and left her room. 

Allah yastir! Ish9ayer?! She thought..

She got up, washed up, and went downstairs. Her mom was sitting bil 9ala waiting.. She had her hands on her lap staring into space.. 

"Mama?" Jenna asked

"Gi3day yuma.." Her mom told her

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YAYYY!!!!! Yalla.. FEEDBACK!! I'm not getting alot of feedbacks.. I'm wondering if it's getting boring, so maybe fee drama or heartbreak or w/e.. Bes I NEED to know, are you guys liking it aw la2.. If not, I'll stop &start something new.. 

Fa PLEASE tell me, if you like it or not, cuz if I DON'T get feedback, I'll just stop &change the story.. I really will.. &Zarh has a point, la2na 9iyam o0 naktib! &like right now, I'm up at 4:30AM!!!! STILL WRITING!!! Just WORKING to please y'all! 

Fa PLEASE FEEDBACK!!!! 

The only one I'm getting feedback from is Alvaro, &THANK YOU FOR THAT 7UBIII!!! :* Matga9reen! 

Fa please guys, FEEDBACK! Or I WILL stop. It's your decision. &I need a guys name please.. ASAP! It might not be for the next post, but maybe the one after it(;

Love y'all!!!

-Q.