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Dear Followers and Readers,

If you have noticed, there's been an "anonymous" commenting saying "M A 9 K H A R A", please don't pay attention to them, as I'll be deleting all their comments. Yes, to the Anonymous, I'll be deleting your comments. Itha you're really as old as you are or anything o0 mo 5ayfeen min shay, you'd actually say what you want to say from your account. And if you think my story is "Ma9khara", why are you getting on my blog? To do what? To read more apparently. 

I suggest you grow up and stop wasting my time. Thank you for your opinion. :)

Readers and Followers, I'm sorry if that person has been a bother to you, thank you for your time, and I hope you like the story:*

-Q

Stupid In Love Part 4.

Okay okay! Part 4,  much anticipation eyy?;p

Here you go! <3

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When I came back up to check on my phoneS, emphasis on the “s”, I found a text from A7med.

Galbii 6a7 ib 9irwalii..

 

“Shloun it3arfeen my cousin?” it read

oh shit oh shit! Shagoul? I asked myself, I thought of calling Jawa but then again said no, I can handle this, because well, Jawa was most likely sleeping..

“Mara he called Jawa o0 I picked up la2na her phone was with me, o0 I thought kan fee shay so I added him o0 we talk 3adii.. Why?” I replied

Allah yastir..

“La bes as2el” He replied

Ashwa 3adat 3ala 5air!

After my phone charged, sa2elt oboy itha agdar anazil il jet ski, o0 he said it was fine, since it was still summer:p

I had my fun, good thing about where our shailih is, mako a7ed.. kil ilee yamna nas san3een, so it was safe! 6ala3t il jet ski o0 ri7t atsabe7, when I got out of the shower, I locked my bedroom door and checked my “private” phone.

“979*****

Hii(:”

It read

NA9ER?! I asked, NA9ER!!!!! HE TEXTED!!!! I was sooo psyched! I started jumping around!

“Heyy(:” I texted back

Suddenly, my phone starts vibrating. I look down to find the same number calling.

Oh shit. Oh shit. Oh shit.

That would be the first time I’d talk to him from my phone..

Pick up or not? I asked myself, I decided not to, instead I texted him and said;

“sorry, I’m still at home, call me in 10 minutes;$”

Sent.

 

I quickly got dressed and went outside.

I walked until I got to barandat 3amii, I sat there o0 started listening to music from my iPhone, iPod and phone in one, PERFECT;)

I was listening to Silly Boy by Rihanna and featuring Lady GaGa when my ring tone started blasting in my ear instead of Silly Boys’ lyrics. I look down..

Na9er.

His number glowed.

And a smile crept up on my cheeks, and I touched answer.

“Aloo?” I said

“Hiii” He said, and his voice gave me butterflies, his voice rough, not as much as A7med, bes manly for his age..

“Heyy” I said

“How are you?” He asked

“Good good, you?” I answered

“Good.. 5alouuuud! Rou7 shoufa hatha! Bidish bil 3amoud!!! Hahahahahaa!!” I heard

and I started giggling to myself

“Sorry, I’m with my friends and one of them got this little motorcycle and we’re driving it around” He said

“Ahaha, it’s okay” I laughed

“Hold on hold on, hach 5aloud, I’m going to drive for a bit” He told me

“Ahahahaha! Okay” I said

“Aloo?” 5alid said

“Aloo..” I said

“Hiiiiiiiiiiiii!” He said in silly English accent

“Ahaha, hii” I said

“How are you?” He said in that same silly accent

“Ahaha, good, you?”  I asked

“Zain zain il 7imdella! Mata7achain 3arabiiiii?!” He asked

“Ahaha, emballah, at7acha 3arabi” I said

“Eee zain! Ta7achay 3arabiii!” He told me

“Inzain” I laughed

I heard Na9er’s voice,

“3a6nii 5aloud” and he laughed

“Hii, sorry, ahaha” he laughed

“La 3adii” I said

I heard him saying stuff to his friends, and then he called 5alid over.

“Abeech tismi3een 5aloud wihwa yit7acha ma9rii!” He laughed

“Ahahaha! Okay” I laughed

“Tikfa 7achha ma9rii!” Na9er told 5alid

“Inzain, 3a6nii” 5alid told Na9er and took the phone from him

Il waled gam yar6in ma9rii, and all I could do was giggle and laugh!

“2oulii 7aga!” He would say and I’d burst into more laughter, and in the background Na9er was laughing too, ya rabii, his laugh..

His laugh, I wish I could remember it now, but I don’t.. I remember how it would make a smile spread on my face.. It made my darkest days brighter, now it’s like I’ll never hear ‘em again..

Na9er took the phone from 5alid and laughed,

“China ma9rii haa?!” He laughed

 

“Maisa?” I heard from behind me

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I know it’s not long! But it’s all I can do for now;$ I’m sorryyy! I love you!

3eedkum imbarak 7abaybii! :*

 

-Q

My loves<3

Oh my God, you guys don't even know how happy I am! I can't believe you guys are liking this! I promise I'll post something soon! *Hint: probably tomorrow;) 

I'm going through a swap of books right now, school and all that, last day of school is tomorrow, so I'll write the next part while I'm home;) 

At this point, the story has no end, it'll keep going and going.. 

You'll know what I mean when I get to THAT part;) Hehehe;p

I love you guys SO MUCH! 

AND! Thank you for getting me to 20 followers! Wow.. I never thought I'd make it! x) 

I love youuuuuuuu!!!!! <3

-Q

"Maynouna.." Stupid In Love. Part 3.

Part 3.

Wow, this is helping me let go even more, you guys don’t even know. It’s making moving on SO MUCH easier! Because this way, I can know what YOU guys would do if you went through what I’m going through..

Thank you all for your on going support, through maybe the toughest time of my life.  

This post is dedicated to Zarh, thank you ya ba3ed 3umrii for EVERYTHING!!!!!!! Twinitii<3

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“SHNO?!” She asked

“He wanted to give me his number.” I said.

“WTF! What is wrong with that dude?!” She asked

“LOL!” I said

“Min 9ijaaa?! He just fucking met you! Mo minii wi6ireej he gives you his number!” She protested

“Don’t worrrryy! Ma 3a6aita raqmii! I said I don’t give my number out unless I trust them with my life”

“Ee, good.” She said

We started laughing and planning our next move.

 

Na9er and me kept talking like normal, well normal to me, I was the one that would start the convo, the dude would blow me off? Yea, that’s what he later called it, blowing me off. I NEVER NOTICED IT. Every time we would talk for a few minutes or something, he would tell me he’s going to get off to get some sleep, it was 3adii to me, since I do that too.

 

Things started warming up between me and him, we used to talk daily, I started to know him better, I knew when his birthday is, I knew he had sibling, and all that.

Once, I was reading a blog, I was reading Outspokenly actually;

“What are you doing?” He asked me

“Reading (a)” I told him

“Reading what?” He asked

“A blog..” I said

“Ahaa. Did you know my ex wrote a blog about me?” He told me

“ARE YOU SERIOUS?!”  I asked shocked

“Loool ya” he said, amused I think

“I wanna read!” I said, I remember my how I felt then, I wanted to know how he acted, I wanted to know how he looked like, how he treated her, all those little details. I was DYING to know! And now, ironically enough, now there’s two blogs about him.. I know what mine is about, but what’s HERS?

“Looooool I forgot what it’s called” he told me

“Okay, how do you know it’s about you anyway?”  I asked him

“Someone told me.” He said

“Ohh okay” I said

“Inzain, ana barou7 anam, tabeen shay?” He asked

“La2 salamtik” I told him

“Ok, gnight” he said

“Night!” I told him

and his pm changed to “Nayim;*”

I decided to get off and start studying, since I REALLY wanted to bump my GPA higher than it was last year, la2na last year AHMALT.

I switched my phone to silent, and I started on my school work. I just started my Algebra homework when my mom walked in.

“Maisa?!” She called

“Na3am?” I turned to look at her, since I was on the ground doing my homework

“Yala goumay badlay” she said

“al7een?!” I asked

“Ee, yala goumay! Bnitfa6ar ib fin6as ilyoum, yala goumay” She told me and left

“Okayyy..” I frowned

Fin6as bait yadii min 9oub omii.. o0 I LOVED going there, I’m so close with that side,  my cousin is 2 years younger than me, and we’ve been through a lot together, so there is where I feel most at home, other than my place..

I wore my dara3a, and heels since my dara3a was long:/ I parted my hair to the left and I was ready to go!

I joined my family in my daddy’s car and we drove off.. For that time, Na9er never used to occupy my innocent brain, he was not even a speck in that brain.

Well not innocent, INNOCENT, I knew stuff, I had friends that are older I mean come on, manii bint i9gheera yahil ma afham! I told y’all, I’m sometimes the mama of the group!

After fi6our, I came home and finished my studies, showered, and got online, he was online but I didn’t bother talking to him. I was ADDICTED to FarmVille then, so I just kept playing, my eyes started to burn, so I got up, and decided to crash for the night..

Next day at school was a normal one, not dramatic or anything.. I just told Jawa about A7med, he was this random dude that commented on whatever I commented on Jawa’s profile on facebook, some what weird.. I told Jawa Je t’aime, and he asked me if I spoke French, and I was like yeaaaah! I do! My profile is on the top of it’s privacy, you can’t add me, look at my pictures, or even contact me in any way, I can add you and contact you. So he asked me to add him, and I was like, lol sure.

He was a flirt.. I’m a flirt too lil2asef.. Mu 3ala kaifiii! I do it without even wanting to do it! I laugh sometimes and it ends up being flirty! I talk, or say something, and they say I’m flirting! I don’t MEAN it to be that way!

I remember us being in Geography, me and Jawa were writing notes, yes yes, how 11 year old of us, but we couldn’t talk! Even when we were sitting right next to each other, we’ve got boys and big mouths all around us!

“Btw, A7med is Na9er’s cousin” she wrote

“WHAT?!” I scribbled down, “ARE YOU SERIOUS?!” I kept writing very fast

“Yup, but they don’t talk anymore, something happened.” She said

“What?!” I asked

“I’ll tell you later” She wrote

I turned and looked at her, and she mouthed later, I glared at her, and she mouthed BA3DAIN.

Grrr, I WANT to know! Patience isn’t a good trait of me.. I know I know.. Bad.

The bell rang, and I ran out of class and pulled Jawa the minute she came out,

“SPILL!” I said

“Na9er is stupid, he threw a bitchy fit over the fact that a7med didn’t invite him to his graduation, maskeen he only had a certain number to invite, o0 he had people..” She frowned

“Ola, shda3wa?” I asked and looked at her from the top of my eyes

“Yuuuuuuuup!” She said and we walked

“Yeah, look I have deen, ashoufkum ta7et.” I told them

“Yeah, okay baby” she said and we kissed each other’s cheeks

I went upstairs and dropped my back off, I went to the bathroom to fix my hair and wondered what the fuck was up with na9er?! Mu ma3qula! He’s 16! Not 6! He won’t throw a fit over that! Would he? Well I would soon find out..

3eid was coming around.. Which means, shocking people time!

Okay, I’m going to sort of explain my looks to you..

I have naturally brown curly hair, it’s pretty unique, mo 3an ina yay me, bes seriously, you’d know me in public from looking at the back of my head.. Yes, THAT unique! I have almond shaped eyes, not big, nor small, light brown eyes, a straight curvy nose, and some what full lips, and I had perfect eye brows, mo lazem a7ifhum is what people say.. Yet ana abiiiii! L

I have curves, MAJOR curves, type that make boys follow me around.. Bes I’m not skinny, I eat like a goddamn pig! Bes also I’m not fat, la2na I’m VERY athletic! Lets just say Jawa makes fun of me.. She compares Louis the XIII to me! His legs anyway:/ 7mara!

I’m pretty damn tall for a girl, almost 170:/ a6wal min oboy:p

So 3eid was coming, and I had NOTHING to wear! So shopping time with mommy! x)

I went shopping with my mama and little brother, I was psyched at how I was going to drop jaws! And Indeed I did..

Everyone tells me inee jameela o0 7ilwa and pretty and beautiful and all that, bes sometimes ma ashoufa! I really don’t! I mean come on, put yourself in my place, I had this best friend, that I won’t call ugly, bes 7imdella w’ishiker, un-attractive.. Lemn we go out together, guys follow HER, not me! They flirt with HER! Not me! Maybe her body? Since she’s skinny, bes almost no boobs, o0 mako womanly features and all that.. So see, ironically enough, the “pretty”, “7ilwa”, “jameela”, “beautiful” girl everyone see’s I don’t see.. Do you get what I mean now? So yeah.. a9lan shakait ib 3oumrii o0 I asked my mom if she saw me as pretty.. Yupp.. Insecure.

So yes, 3eid, ri7t 3ayadt o0 all that, I came home at around 6 or something and had to start packing la2na binrou7 il shalaih.. I got everything done, and went online.

“3eedik mbarak!” I told him

“ayamich sa3eeda” he replied

I didn’t have him on facebook yet.. So this is what happened next..

“Send me your pics:p” He told me

“LOL! Yeah, inshallah..”  I told him

“I’m serious” He said

“Okayyyy, when you send me your pics I’ll send you mine, DEAL?! xD” I asked him

“looool okay” he said

and started sending pics

Shittt! Ay pics I send!? My pics kila ib 7afar! I broke my cam so I don’t have pics san3een ila min Photo Booth! And they’re all of me in 7afar or PJ’s!

GOT IT!!!!!  I had pics of Jawa, 3anoud, and me from the weekend before or something! I looked cute, so why not?! I send him some, and he sent me some..

“That’s 5alid ilee ma3ay, he’s the friend I’m always with” he told me

“cool!”  I said

Wow, his lips mal bous! I told myself

Keep in mind, I’ve NEVER had my first kiss! I was 7adiiiiiiiiii baree2a! Never did I get physical with a boy! NEVER! Flirting is as far as it would go.

I giggled to myself, why the hell was I lusting for this boy when ma3jibatnii his actions ma3ay?!  :/

“Don’t show my pics to anyone!:p”  I told him

“Loool don’t worry” He said

“I’m serious..” I told him

“Who the fuck am I going to show it to!?” He fumed

“I don’t know, I’m just asking you not to..” I said

“I won’t.” He said

I was on facebook and got on Jawa’s friends, take the goddamn risk and add him Maisa! I told myself, and so, I clicked add to friends..

“Well, I gtg now;(“ I said

“Okay 3ayal” he said

“I’ll talk to you soon inshallah! Later! Tc! :*” I said

“Inshallah, you too;**” he sent

I turned the laptop off and got my iPod and other stuff with me..

The night before it though, me and A7med were talking, and we were good friends.. We wanted to exchange numbers and omii itfatish:/ So I remembered I had another line! Kan 3indii 5a6 thanii!! 5a6 ahalii ma kanaw yadroun ina 5adamtii sharatliyah! YES! SCORE!!!!!

“Digeega! I got it!” I told a7med

“Ok:P” He replied

 I called my nanny and asked for the other phone, I plugged the sim card into my iPhone, and I was good to go!

“Got it! ;)” I told him

“Shno?” He asked

I explained and gave him my number

“Shai6ana!” He teased

“Adrii!” I said

I was going to get my hair done and he called, his voice was 5ASHIN! Ya3nii itha a7ed 9adnii, MATARAGA3!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Hii, huh, ee, was sorta how it went, and then he had to go, and I did too. SAFE!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Now I can breathe.

Now back to youm il 3eid.

So I went to shalaih and Na9er wasn’t on my mind.. YET.

I liked talking to him, he was funny and all, madrii irti7tla..

Next day, I got online min mobilee, yet it was dying, we talked for a bit, and then I went;

“FUCK! My phone’s dying!”

“Oh, a7acheech ba3dain 3ayal” He said

“Call me if you need anything!” I said

“I don’t have your number;p” Is what he replied

“Oops 9a7! Here, 97******” I gave it, maynouna o0 3a6aita.

“Here’s mine, text me or something” He said

“you have mine just text me and say it’s na9er, 5ala9! I have to go it’s dyingggggg!” I punched into my phone

“Looool! Okay” he said

I charged my phone o0 I went downstairs. I left my “private” phone in my underwear drawer

When I came back up to check on my phoneS, emphasis on the “s”, I found a text from A7med.

Galbii 6a7 ib 9irwalii..

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THERE YOU GO!!! A LOOOOOOOOOOOONG PART 3!!!!! Adrii it’s been a while since I posted a long post, but I had a lot of spare time on my hands(a)

Hope you likeeeeeeeee!!

I love you all! And again, thank you for the on-going support!

 

-Q

PS: I think you girls are going to fall in love with Na9er later.. ;) 

My Loves<3

Okay! Not to torture you, but part 3 is WRITTEN! And might I say it's a long one! ;) 

I just need 3 more comments and you get your 3rd post! I'll upload it on blogger, bes I won't post! Not until I get my 7th comment, the minute I do, I'll click post;) 

So get commenting! :*

I love youuuuu! <3

-Q

My precious precious readers..

To my precious, PRECIOUS readers.. 

I know it's taking a while posting new posts, but please bear with me.. Part 2, I asked for 7 comments and then I'll post a new post, well yes, I will post a new post after 7 comments, but if it takes longer, please bear with me, la2na the memories of all this hurt.. 

I'm over Na9er and everything, but thinking about the past opens up old wounds.. 

Fa as2alkum you bear with me.. 

I promise I'll keep posting until you get the full story, bes if it should take longer than usual, well it3arfoun laish.. 

a7ibkum.. Words CANNOT describe how much I love you ALL! 

-Q

Stupid In Love. Part 2.

7abaybiiiii! Adrii I didn’t post something in a while, and I’m sorry! Bes lihait with school and all that! Bes I promise to post.

I’ve gotten a few likes! And I’m soo glad you guys like it!

I FINALLY have a title! It’s..

Stupid In Love.

Yessssss, stupid in love..

I’m going to keep telling you what happened next.. So here we go.

 

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“Bal 3alaichhhhhhhh!!! 3ain ma 9alat 3ala il nibiiiiiiiii!!!!” I got an IM from Jawa

What was she talking about?

I was confused.

Shsawait!?

“Ha, shfeech?” I asked

“7achaitaaa!” She said

“Eee, o0 sh9ar?! :p” I sent

“He went, ‘Jawa tara ana adrii mita il bint ma gamat it7ibnii o0 matabeenii’ blah blah blah!” She replied, “o0 ba3dain galii, ‘tell your friend that picked up I say hii’ :p wtf, shfee hatha?” She asked

“LOOOOOOL!!! Min 9ijich!?” I asked her

“Eeee! Hahahaha xp 3ainich m9eeba!” She sent

“MASAWAIT SHAY! A9lan ma kint abeeh! I was just kidding!” I replied

“LOOOOL! Well it happened. Yala plan? ;)” She asked

“LOL! Okayyy;)” I replied

and that’s when it all started..

 

I got off MSN and started studying, staying in contact with Jawa about our “plan”. So it went that I add him on MSN, see how things go from there, and let it progress.

The next day, me and Jawa kept talking at school, and decided that when she gets back home, she’ll check if he’s online, and then I’ll do my job.

 

“Haa?! Is he online?! :p” I asked

“EEE!!” she replied

“Email baby. ;)” I said

“!@#$%$#^@hotmail.com” She sent

“YES! Ahahah:p wanasaaaaaa, ba9eer shay6anaaaaa (6)” I said

“Intay dayman shai6ana!” She teased

“Shh! Let me do my job baby! ;)” I warned

I added na9er, and within seconds he accepted.

Yummaaaaaa. I told myself.

“Hii, who is this?” He IMed.

“Hii, I’m Jawa’s friend, I picked up the phone yesterday..” I said, “you can delete me if you want..” I told him.

“No, it’s okay.” He told me

“Where did you get my email?” He asked

“I got on Jawa’s email and I got your email, because you sounded like you were mad or something, china you’re disappointed I answered..” I told him

“Ahaa..” He said

We kept talking and I asked if Jawa did anything that might’ve got him mad and his reply shocked me.

“Whatever me and Jawa have going on isn’t anyone’s business.” Is what he said.

Wtf? I asked myself.

I didn’t even answer him! I was in too much shock!

I decided to get offline and start studying because I really didn’t want my mom to take my laptop away.. :/

“I gtg, I’ll talk to you later I guess, if you need anything just ask.” I said

“Okay, if you need anything call me.” He said

I laughed, I fucking laughed.

“Lol, I don’t have your number.” I said

“Ya, right.” He said

“Anyway, I don’t talk to guys on the phone unless I trust them with my life, sorry.”  I said

“No it’s okay.” He said

I got off, and called Jawa;

“MARA7 IT9ADGEEEEEEEN!!!!!!” I screamed into the phone

“SHNO?!” She asked

“He wanted to give me his number.” I said.

“…”

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To be continued. I hope you liked it! I know it’s not long, bes 7adii mareetha o0 ta3bana, I just wanted to post something so I don’t leave you guys hanging:*

7 comments and I’ll post something new;)

So start commenting my loves! :*

 

I love you!

-Q

Stupid In Love. Part 1.

My loves;*

I’m going to start my new story, I don’t have a title yet, so I’ll just improvise until I do so;p

Keep in fact, this story is based on real events. Some might shock you, some might make your heart melt, and some may just make you feel like you’re living a dream.

I’m sorry to say that some facts, or stuff said during that period of time have been blurred because of a fact you’ll know later.. ;)

That’s it for now, so let the ball start rolling..

 

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Hii, I’m Maisa, and I’m going to tell you my story. It caused me a hell of a lot of heartbreak.. I cried more than I have ever cried in these few months of my life. And it all started with him.

I’m going to tell you how it began..

“Fuck fuck fuckkk!!” Jawa screamed

“SHFEEEECH?!” I asked

Jawa’s my best friend, and when I mean best friend, I literally MEAN best friend, she’s the definition of a best friend. We’ve known each other for 7 years, and in those 7 years, we went through EVERYTHING together, sure there came a time where we got separated, but when we got in contact again, it was like nothing happened.. With Jawa, we went through heartbreaks together, relationships, family problems, even PMSing! It all came at the same time! I can read her mind as she can read mine, all we need is one look. That’s how close we are.

“Na9er!” She said

“Wait, Na9er? Mno hatha ba3ed?” I asked her

“I TOLD YOU ABOUT HIM!!!! HE’S THE ONE THAT’S JUST LIKE MBARAK IN CHICKEN SOUP FOR THE KUWATI SOUL!!!” She said

“Ohhhhh!! HIM?!” I asked

“YES!” She yelled

At this time, we were all standing in a circle at the school stairwell, when I say all, I mean our group, it consists, of Me, the little one of the group, yet sometimes the mama;p Jawa, the understanding one, 3anoud, the Americanized one of the group since her mom’s American, she’s basically the most westernized one, but she doesn’t date or talk to guys more than friendship kinda talking.. But, even her phone doesn’t have guys’ numbers. Loujain, the innocent one, and when I mean innocent, I literally mean INNOCENT. 3omerha ma sawat shay to break her moms trust, 3omerha ma 7achat wa7id, 3omerha ma 3a6at wa7id wayh aw 7atan 3a6ita ra8emha. Hiba, well Hiba is another case, she’s a boya, I know I know, how could you be friends with a boya o0 all that shit, bes you guys need to have a friend like that to know they’re just like us, ba3ed she’s more protective of me than my own brother! Madrii chem wa7id 3adii itkaf5a bes la2na he broke my heart! I swear it!

She handed me her phone and I looked at the name.

“Asheela?” I asked as I wiggled my eyebrows

“YES!!!” She laughed

“Are you serious?!” I asked in shock

“YES!!!!!!” She giggled

“Umm, okayyyy…” I said as I waited to get some guts to actually do so, la2na it’s been a while since I talked to a guy, a while I mean, 5 years a while. As friends sure, bes 7adha MSN, never on the phone. Well I dated this guy recently that wasn’t a Kuwaiti, and we never talked on the phone! It was Emails and MSN.. So yes, talking on the phone was still something..

1 missed call

“Sada” I laughed, “Adig?” I asked

“Kaifich” she laughed

So I called back

“Aloo?” I said, and it sounded so fucking dalou3a! I was in shock!

“Aloo?” He answered in a husky sleepy voice

“Ermm, did you call Jawa?” I asked

“Yea, mno?” He asked

“I’m her friend.. Telephonha ma3ay.. I’ll tell her that you called when I see her” I said

“Mmm, okay.” He said

“Okay, bye.” I said and hung up

I was shivering! I was soooooo nervous! That was the first time I heard his voice, and sure wouldn’t be the last..

“ahahaha! Shakla im3a9ib! Digay 3alaih lemn you feel like it!” I laughed

“Ahaha, okay!” She laughed with me and we wrapped our arms around each other’s waists.

We started going down the stairs ready to each head out to our way, still our hands were around each other’s waists.

“Shofay, itha matabeena 3a6eeniyahhh!” I joked

“I5THIII!! MABIIII!!!!!!” She said

“Intay min 9ijich?!” I asked

“EEEE!! MIN 9IJIII!!” She said

“Ahahaha!” I laughed, “Okay!” I kept on laughing

“Shofay ohwa shyabii awal shay ba3dain goleelii” I winked

“Okay” She winked back

I walked down the stairs with my girls with me, feeling invincible, nothing could go wrong, I didn’t need a man in my life, I got over that fag of a dude I was dating. Plus side of that, he wasn’t Kuwaiti, so no problems came with it. We were laughing and contemplating plans for the weekend.

I went back home, and turned on my phone, since my mother has a big no no with taking my phone to school:/

I turned it on and got on MSN.

“Bal 3alaichhhhhhhh!!! 3ain ma 9alat 3ala il nibiiiiiiiii!!!!” I got an IM from Jawa

What was she talking about?

I was confused.

Shsawait!?

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There you go(: First part! x)

I hope you liked it!

 

-Q

"This is just the beginning" Part 30. FINALE!

HERE IT ISSSSSSSS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! The finale! Inshallah you guys like it! I’m going to start writing my next story soon, but this is the Finale of Starbucks Fantasy – wow, this is my first complete story! And it wouldn’t be possible without all of you!!!!!!!!!! :* Thank you! And I love you ALLL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

 

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And the preperation for the rest of her life began..

The wedding dress, the 8a3a, the singers, the food, EVERYTHING. It had to be perfect, for the perfect life, for the perfect boyfriend, for the perfect future husband, and for the best future father of her children.

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

Finally.. The big day has come..

The girls woke up early while they allowed Jenna to sleep in. Alya, Dalal, and Jenna’s mother started their side of the preparations, Alya went and called the stylists, Dalal called the caterers, Jenna’s mother got the dress and Jenna’s jewelry, after everything was set, they woke up Jenna.

“Gomay youma” Jenna’s mother kissed her head

“Hmm, inshallah mama..” Jenna said and tussled in bed.

“Yalla youma, goumay 3ashan titjahizain..” Her mother told her

Umbaih, today’s the day.. She told herself and slowly rose with a smile on her face.

She got up and walked to her hotel room bathroom, she turned on the hot water, and gradually incorporated some cold water with it until it got to exact temperature that she wanted.

She stood with a towel around her body and her sea salts in her hand, she thought she heard his voice and spun around to find that his suitcase was on the bed.

“He was here..” She whispered, and a smile broke on her face

She turned back around, continued sprinkling her sea salts into the warm water then walked to lock her door, she found a rose on the bed with a note gracing its presence. She picked it up and walked back to her bathtub locking the door behind her.

When she was finally settled in the warm, relaxing water, she opened the note and read it to herself;

“Ilayla intay itkouneen 7alalii.. 7agii o0 magii;*

It’s just a couple more hours until I can see my soon to be wife stealing the spot lights, breaking necks, and making all the girls there jealous.

A7ibich. And tonight I’ll show you just how much;*

 

-7abeebich”

She smiled and smelled the little piece of paper, that scent is the scent she’ll be smelling for the rest of her life..

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

Time came for her to start getting ready, her make up was done, her hair was perfectly sculptured, all that was left was for her to slowly wear her dress, and to finally glam up with her gorgeous jewels.

Any other girl would be nervous, and emotionally wrecked! She wasn’t, she was happy, she was ecstatic, and she was finally going to get what she wants.. 3abdallah.

 

 

It time.

She slowly walked down the stairs and stood in front of the huge wooden doors, queue music, and she walked in.

Everything was perfect, the big white lilies, the red roses, the creamy white sofa’s, the dimmed lights.

She couldn’t look around, she had this genuine smile plastered on her face and she kept walking.

One.. Two.. Three.. Stop. One.. Two.. Three.. Stop. She kept repeating in her head.

Yala Jenna, you’re almost there, one, two, three, stop.

She got to her Kousha, Alya, Dalal, and Jenna’s mother fixed her dress, grabbed her flowers, and helped her sit down.

She waited.

Waited.

And waited.

An hour later, it was his turn.

He walked in. Her heart skipped a beat, she couldn’t breathe, all she could do was stare at him and smile. He mouthed “a7ibich” to her, and her smile got even wider.

He got closer to her, and behind him, she saw Marzoug, he smiled and nodded to her.

She stood up, and 3abdallah kissed her cheeks, and whispered something to her, it kept ringing in her head all night long,

“Forever you’ll be mine, and I’ll be yours, a7ibich.”

He stood next to her, and they greeted his friends, it was Marzoug’s turn. He kissed her cheek (since they’re related, it’s approved), and he said

“You picked the right one, bil imbarak inshallah, I’m sorry for hurting you, o0 itha 3baid sawa feech shay, bes digay 3alay, awareech shasawii feeh!” He winked and she laughed

“My Zougii,” she told him, “7mar, I missed you, bes now 5ala9, mara7 itrou7 mokan, you’ll be with us dayman” She smiled

“Akeed” he told her

He congratulated them and left with the rest of the men.

Jenna and 3abdallah sat down and looked at each other, he slid his hands into hers, and they intertwined. She turned to look at him, and she saw him smiling with his eyes shining like the brightest star in the night sky.

She squeezed his hand never wanting to let go.

 

This is just the beginning, the rest of my life is yet to come.. And I’m going to spend every waking minute of it with him.. She told herself. And so, her life began, his life began, THEIR life began..

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So there you go! I hope you guys liked it! Again, THANK YOU for making me capable of finishing my first story! Wallah mindounkum this wouldn’t have happened at all! :* Thank youuuuuuuu! :*

 

-Q

"I'm determined." Part 29

2 posts in 1 day! xD

Okay, here’s part 29. And since a lot of people including my best friend says stop at 30, I’m going to stop at 30. I’ll make it smooth don’t worry;)

 

But;

First off, I read a comment from an Anonymous - I know I don’t reply to comments, but it doesn’t mean I don’t read ‘em! I do! - So Anonymous, first off, I didn’t mean it to be ina i3yal ACA ma9khara, awalan my cousins are in ACA. The point I had it in that way is because, I wanted it to be seem like they both went to the same school, both graduated the same year, and not once did they run into each other at any thing. And THAT was the point of it. Ana mo 8a9dii ina ohma ma9khara, it’s supposed to be a romantic thing! To me, and to other readers IT IS. Itha it’s not to you, I’m sorry honey, it was meant to be.

So, just wanted to clear that up. I’m going to keep writing, post 29 babies! :*

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They walked back to his car, but before they got in, he got a hold of her wrist.

He got a hold of it and pulled her close to him, he gently kissed her lip, then whispered in her ear,

“Jenna, I’m not going to play around with you, you drive me crazy, I want you, o0 ra7 athbitlich.. Just wait..” he kissed her cheek and walked to the drivers side of the car.

She let his words swim around her mind like little tadpoles trying to find their way out of the lake. She walked to the passenger seat and climbed in, and they headed to her house.

Ra7 yathbitlee.. What does he mean by that? She asked herself. She finally decided to let it go.

“3aboudii, shaghil il radio” She blinked

“7a6’er! ‘3alii w’il 6alab ir5eeeee9!” He winked

“Hehe, thank you baby” She said

“aaaaaah ya galbiiii!” He said and placed his hand on his heart like it actually hurt

“Salamat galbik!” She said and kissed his cheek

They got to her house and Jenna saw Marzougs’ car outside. She looked at 3abdallah with tears in her eyes.

“Imshay..” He told her, “I’m with you.” He held onto her hands.

She held onto his hand and squeezed tightly. They walked in and she let go of his hand indicating she can take care of this.

“Hey babyyyy!” Marzoug said and walked to Jenna

“wa5ir 3anii.” She said coldly

“Ha, Janouya shfeech?” He asked her

“Shfeenii?! Inta ilee feeni!” She screamed

“Ha, JENNA LAT9AR5EEN!” He yelled

“7ARAM 3ALAY O0 7ALAL 3ALAIK?!” She shot back

He walked towards her raising his hands wanting to slam her to the ground. 3abdallah ran towards them and held Marzougs hand

“MARZOUG LA2.” 3abdallah said, “Mo rijoula it6ig bint.” He said trying to act like he’s his friend.

Marzoug lowered his hand and walked away stopping on his way out.

“I should’ve known you’d hurt me and leave me again. This is the last time I’ll ever come back to you.” And with that, he left her life for good.

She looked at 3abdallah and ran to him,

“Don’t worry baby, I’m here. And I’m staying.” He kissed the crown of her head as he held her tight in his strong arms.

Jenna started to tremble with every tear that came down, and it broke his heart, it broke it so bad that he made his choice; he knew exactly what to do. And he was going to do it. No matter what people said.

Jenna fell asleep in his arms, he carried her up to her room, slowly tucked her into bed, and wrote a note for her to see as soon as she woke up;

“To my love,

You fell asleep o0 galbii ma 6awa3nii aga3dich;* I have to go for a bit, I’ll be here tomorrow morning 7abeebtii.

I promised you I’ll never leave you, and I won’t ever leave you. I’ll see you in the morning, and start cooking la2na I have something planned;)

 

A7ibich;*

 

-3abdallah

 

PS: You look like an Angel asleep;p ;* “

And with that, he left to get his plan done.

He drove home as fast as the traffic would let him. And when he got home he found his parents in the living room.

“yuma, yuba.” He said

“Ha yuma, shfeek?!” His mother said shocked, the boy was panting!

“Mafeenii shay, bes abee agoulikum shay..” He told them

“Goul yuba” His father urged him to go on

“Abee a56ib..” He said

“Hathee il sa3a limbarika yuma!” His mother said excited

“o0 mno sa3eedat il 7a6’?!” His father asked

“Jenna Il Flaniya” He told them

“Obouha Mbarak il Flani?” His father asked

“Eee yuba! 3arafta?!” He asked excited

“Akeed a3arfa! Ma3ay bil dawam!” He told his son

“Yuba tikfa! 7acha! Abii binta! Mabeeha itrou7 minii!!!!!!” He begged his father

“7a6’er yuba, bacher adig 3alaih o0 agoula..” His father smiled

“Mashkour! Allah i5aleeliyak!” He kissed his fathers head, “a7ibich yal ‘3alya!” He said and kissed his mothers head

He ran to his room knowing she would soon be his. He fell asleep thinking of her being his wife and a smile on his face..

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

“3ABDALLAHHHH!!!” His father yelled

“Hala yuba!” He said running downstairs

“Bil imbarak inshallah” His father said

“7achaita?!” He asked

“7achaita, o0 sa2el binta, o0 wafi8at..” He smiled

He ran to his father, kissed his head, ran to his mother, kissed her head, and ran out of the head with his mother screaming “Wain rayi7777?!” In the distance

He drove to Jenna’s house and rang her doorbell, she opened her door, and he scooped her up in his arms and twirled her around, both of them laughing in synchronized laughter.

He put her down and asked her,

“bit9eereen 7alaly?” He asked her

“Mhmm” She nodded

“a7ibich” he said and kissed her

“o0 ana a7ibik” she said after he pulled away

They spent the whole day together, talking, and being complete fools, Jenna never had someone that she could be herself around but her friends, and now the man she planned to spend her whole life with, is becoming her best friend..

2 months after that day, imlichaw, so now she was his. They went out every minute they could, they went to Uni together, they did everything together.

Until one day, it hit Jenna.

A7iba.. A7iba.. She thought. He was there for me through the toughtes. And now, all this time together, it only made us get closer.. He’s the one that’ll be there for me through thick and thin. I don’t want him to slip away from me, I don’t want to lose him.. Forever, he’ll be mine, and I’ll be his..

 

And the preperation for the rest of her life began..

The wedding dress, the 8a3a, the singers, the food, EVERYTHING. It had to be perfect, for the perfect life, for the perfect boyfriend, for the perfect future husband, and for the best future father of her children.

 

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Okay! So part 29! xD

There you go! :* I’ll try writing post 30 the minute I can! A7ibkum! And tell me what you think! :*

I love youuuuuuu<3

-Q

"I'll never break your heart.." Part 28

I posted a post yesterday and a post today, comment and make me happy and I'll post more:p 

So, here you go! :*

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“Jenna, abii agoulich shay..” He told her

“Goul..” she said

“Tara Marzoug isn’t with his father.. “ He informed her

“Huh?” She asked confused

“Marzoug mo ma3a oboh.. Oboh ma yi7taj shay.. A9lan oboh imsafir.. Marzoug 6ali3..” He told her, keeping out one important point.

“6ali3? 3abdallah, wallah 7adii confused al7een, sh8a9dik?” Jenna asked him

“YA JENNA FIHMAY!!” 3abdallah blurted as he jumped off his truck, “MARZOUG IS FUCKING CHEATING ON YOUUUU!!!” He screamed

“Sh-sh-shno?” she asked tears stinging her eyes

“I’m sorry I blurted this out, but he’s cheating on you.. I’m telling you la2na intay you deserve someone so much better than him! Adree he’s your cousin o0 all that, bes when you guys ‘broke up’ as kids he never got over it o0 he thought kil wa7da ra7 tijra7a nafs ma jara7tee wihwa 9gheer.. Fa I guess he resorted to being a bad guy..” He explained

“Oh my god. Oh my god. OH MY GOD!” She screamed and broke down in his arms

“Shh..” He comforted her

“Laish ana?! Laish ana?! Jassim, Marzoug, who’s next?! YOU?!” She screamed and pulled away looking at him

“La2, I won’t hurt you..” He whispered to her

“Promise me..” she looked into his eyes

“I’d rather die than hurt you, I promise you..” He comforted her

She held onto him with her life, like he was the one that’ll pull her through this.. And without her knowing, he slowly was..  3abdallah decided he would be her friend for now, help her through this, check up on her when she needed checking up, call her when she needed someone to talk to, hang out with her if she needed some fun, he would do whatever he could just to make her world that much brighter, even if just a wee bit, he was going to do so..

“Tabeen namshii?” He asked her when she calmed down

“La2.. Can we stay just a little bit longer?” She asked him quietly

“Akeed, laish la2.. “ He told her, “Tabeen ingoum namshii 3al ba7ar and you can talk about whatever you want..” He told her

“Eee, a7sanlii..” She said

“Yalla goumay..” He said as he stood up and held her hand

 

They started to walk, and Jenna started talking..

“Three years ago, 7abait wa7id.. o0 7baita with every nerve in my body.. 3a6aita dinyitee, ilee yabii kint a36eeh.. He was 18, o0 ana 16.. kil shay kan yabeenii asawii kint asaweeh.. a5rat’ha tadree shno sawa..? “ She asked him

“Shno?” He asked her

“He proposed to a girl I knews’ sister.. He started avoiding me, lemn adig, he won’t answer, lemn adizla message, ma kan irid.. I felt like my whole world crashed around me.. Slowly, little by little.. I fixed my once broken heart, o0 I stayed away from these love thingyy’s.. “ She explained

“Ouch..” He said

“You’re a guy and you said ouch.. Shit’haga ana agoul?” She asked him

“Madrii shagoulich, the only thing I know is that he didn’t deserve you.. “ He told her

She looked at him and he started explaining

“Jenna, you’re a girl that a million guys would want, you have a heart of gold, 3umrii ma shift wa7da mithlich, jamal o0 a5la8 o0 kil shay, all in one. Itha ohwa ma 8adar 8eemtich, intay la tafri6’een nafsich 3alaih, 5aleeh OHWA yil7igich.. o0 talking about my self, I swear, I’d run after you like a dog. 7atan law tafri6’een nafsich 3alay, mako a7sen minich yafri6’ nafsa 3alai, o0 it won’t even be like that, it’ll be me throwing myself at you! Il ghaly ghaly o0 il zain yafri6’ nafsa.. o0 intay, ghalya..” He told her

Without thinking she threw her hands around his neck and kissed him, she kissed him with every ounce of power she had left, she allowed her lips to shock his lips, her tongue to taste his lips, as his tongue tasted her mouth, she left his tongue to slowly leads it’s way into her mouth, it’s started slow and slowly increased in tempo.. Strong and passionate. And that kiss was the kiss that probably sealed the deal for them.

They both pulled away and slowly opened their eyes, Jenna licked her lips and looked away, shy she initiated that. 3abdallah looked at her with passion and love shining from his eyes.

“3indii shay thanii agoulich iyah..” He told her

“Hmm?” she asked

“A7ibich..” He said, “min youm shiftich wiya Marzoug, I knew you’d be the one for me, and I fell in love with you. I didn’t believe in love at first sight, but when I saw you, I did.. Because well, I fell in love with you when I first saw you..” He smiled

“Wow.. Madrii shagoulik..” she said still appalled

“Give me a chance, o0 let me prove it to you, I’ll never leave you, I’ll never hurt you, itha you want me to prove it to you that I love you, bacher a7achii ahalii 3ashan they talk to your parents, they minute they get back I want you to be called mine.” He told her

“Ola, 3abdallah la shda3wa.. I’ll give you a chance.. “ She told him and kissed his cheek

“Do you mean it?!” His eyes shone

“La2, I don’t. AKEED I DO!” She laughed as she saw his eyes turn from happiness, to heartbreak, to an ultimate ecstasy.

They walked back to his car, but before they got in, he got a hold of her wrist.

He got a hold of it and..

 

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To be continued! I hope you guys like it!

 

I’m thinking should I end it at part 30 and start  new story willa tabounii akamil? I need your opinions!

I love y’allll!!! ;*

-Q

 

PS: Don’t forget to comment! 

Heyyy

Hii my loves:* 

a7is ina I'm killing y'all with the cliffhangers, bes it's just to keep y'all pulled in;p 

Part 28 will be posted tomorrow at around 4:30, bes please gouloulii, do you want me to end the story at part 30, or do you want me to just surprise you? La2na mazajii currently is in the writing mood:p I have a new story coming up.. 

It's gnna be a true story, most of it anyway.. 

As you all probably know, ana ga3da aktib 3ashan asalii rou7ii, o0 asaleekum wiyay.. and to give people who don't have hope in love, some hope.. Because well, love is the closest thing we have to magic.. 

I'm going to start writing my new story, and as soon as Starbucks Fantasy ends, I'll post it. If you want me to start posting it now, I will, bes mabii I confuse you. Fa it's up to you my loves;*

o0 please remember, spread the word about the blog, o0 don't forget to comment! ;*

a7ibkum! With every bit! :* 

-Q

"Let me at him, LET ME AT HIM!" Part 27

You asked for the next post, well there you go! ;* 

Comment!

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Marzoug was out..

Having his own fun..

 

Jenna and 3abdallah went to Mc Donalds il tha7ya and went to the drive through,

“Shtabeen takleen?” He asked her

“Mmm.. Abii happy meal chicken burger please” she smiled

“Bes?” He asked

“Yuuuupp!” she said

“La la min 9ijich?” He asked her dumb founded

“Haw, ee, laish?” She asked

“you3ana o0 tabeen  takleen o0 baghait a7tirig o0 bes tabii takil happy meal! A3i6’ha?!” He yelled and turned to look at Jenna

“Ahahaha!!” She laughed

Her laugh makes my heart melt.. he told himself

“Janouy! I5thay shay 3adil!” He told her

“Ahaha, inzain.. Mmm.. Big mac?” She asked him

“OLA! Ibtinba6ain!” He teased

“5ala9999!! Mabii shay zain?!” she said and turned her face

“Il 7ilwa za3lana?” He laughed

“Ushhh!” she told him

“Tara I’m just kidding you, iklay ilee tabeena, bil 3afya..” he explained

“Aww, 7abeebiiii!” She said and kissed his cheek

Uhh, shsawait ana? Jenna asked herself

A5555, galbii bes 5ala9, thaaaaaaaab! He thought to himself

“Alaaaaah!” He laughed

She giggled and blushed

“It’s just between me and you.. “ He reassured her and then leaned over and kissed her cheek, “wa7da ib wa7da” he winked

“Ahahah, okay” she laughed

It was silent for a bit as they both waited for the Filipino man to come and take their order.

I feel like I can be whatever I want to be with him, I can be me, or be anything else and he wont judge me.. She thought to herself

7abaitich min il youm ilee shiftich feeh, wallah imyanen ilee mo ga3deen wiyach, ana al7een ga3ed yamich o0 abii agarib izyada! He thought, he wished he could say that to Jenna, but he knows he can’t, not now anyway.. He needs to wait.

 

“Helloooo sirrrr!” The clerk said

“Hello, can you please take our order?” 3abdallah asked the man

“Yes sir, what would you like to have?” He asked

“Can we please have 2 Big Macs, 2 Chocolate Sundae’s, 1 Orange Fanta, and…?” He turned to look at Jenna

“1 Diet coke please!” She smiled

“Yes ma’am” the clerk said, “Will that be all?” he asked them

“yea, thank you” they said together

“That’ll be 4.750” The Filipino clerk informed them

3abdallah squirmed in his seat as he pulled out his wallet from his back pocket and took out a 5KD bill and payed for their dinner.

“Mashkour 3abdallah” she said smiling

“3ala shno?” he asked

“Everything” She smiled

“Laaa, walaw 3adii, itha it’s over dinner, you can pay me back when we get back to your place with a good movie” he teased

“DEAL!” She laughed

“Great!” he laughed along with her

“You know your English is very goooood! Ay madrisa daris?” Jenna asked him

“American Creativity Academy” He told her

“Fuck naaaa!” She screamed

“3aib 3aib ya bint! Il banat maygouloun hal 7achiii!” He laughed

“Rou7 zain! Ana ‘3air il banat! I say them!” She smiled

“Ee adrii intay ‘3air il banat, 5ala9 3ala ra7tich” He laughed

“Are you saying the truth wila ga9 3alay?! Daris ib ACA?!” She asked him

“Haaaa, eeee! Laish?!” He asked

“ANA DARSA IB ACA!!!!!” She screamed as she turned to face him

“7ilfay?!” He turned to face her

“WALLAAAAAAH!!! AHAHAHA!!” She laughed

“u555, 5osh 9idfa!” He laughed

“Shift shloun?!” She said

“Class of ‘07” He smiled

“CLASS OF ’07 TOOOO!!” She laughed

“LA!! Goulay wallah!” He yelled

“WALLAHHH!!!!” She laughed

“Wallah a7la 9idfa! A7la bint bil dinya kanat tadris ib nafs madristee, o0 nafs dif3itee ba3ed, shloun fatnii hal wayh?!” He flirted

“Hehehe, madrii 3anik, i6’aher wa7da ma5tha 3aglik..” She giggled

“Wallah yimken shiftich o0 intay ilee 5athaitay 3aglii..” he winked

“Eheheh” She blushed

 

Apparently, they both went to the same school, but since ACA was a segregated school, and there was no contact with the boys unless well you lived with your brother or cousin in the same house and they happened to go to the same school, then that’s how you would know the dudes on the boys’ campus.

 

“Here you go ma’am!” The Filipino clerk came back and handed Jenna their food through her window.

“Thank you!” She beamed

“Ya 7ilo hal ibtisama wallahhhh!” The guy in the next car said

“SHGAL?!” 3abdallah boomed

“3abdallah la2! Wa7ed ma yisti7ee i7gira!” She said scared

“LA I5ASIIII!! ANA WIYACH MA YISTI7EEE?!” He kept yelling

Jenna pulled up her window and turned to face 3abdallah

“3abdallah honey, i7gira, he’s not worth it, b’allah 3alaik, ana ga3da yamik, 3ashanii tikfa let it go, mabee mashakil..” She said with a tear in her eye recalling the nights events.

“5ala9, 3ashanich..” he said and wiped the tear that found its way down her cheek, “bes intay la tabcheen..” he told her

“Okay, thank you..” She said

they were quiet for about 5 minutes when he started talking again..

“Tabeen we go eat somewhere and we can talk?” he told her

“Sure..” She smiled

He drove her to this little remote place by the sea. He parked his car, and turned off the headlights, so no one can know they’re there.

“yala nizlay” He told her

“Okay..” She said as she opened her door

He got down and made his way to his trunk, he opened it and let it flap down. They sat on it with their food in between, they stared into the oceans deep color, just inhaling it’s scent.

“Jenna, abii agoulich shay..” He told her

“Goul..” she said

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To be continued..

I hope 3ajabkum! I’m writing this in the car, so sorry for misspelled words;p

A7ibkumm;*

I’ll post something new soon inshallahhh!

 

-Q

 

PS: Make sure you gimme feedback! :*